"T-that's not..possible.." He muttered like a whisper, still realizing what I've said.
The shock in his eyes were obvious. I'm thinking of making him stay the night since it's already late and he needs me.
I want to be the most understanding person who can make him feel like he's not alone. This is something that I can do for him at least.
I urged him to come sit with me on the couch so he did it..awkwardly...
I chuckled in his reaction. Seriously, his was actually looked awkward as he scanned the whole living room.
"Don't worry. I'm not going to do anything from you." I smirked.
He slightly blushed when he turn to me. I stood up to get him a drink on the kitchen so he could have something while sitting.
I don't have any problem with him sleeping here since my intention was clean and pure. I just want him to feel better.
I walked back on the living room and saw him looking at the picture frames on the wall. I suddenly felt embarrassed as he looked at my pictures during high school. Though, I'm not alone 'cause I have my friends there but I'm still embarrassed.
"Here's your coffee.." I placed the coffee on the table.
He glanced at me before looking at the cup. He smiled when this time I added some cream on his coffee.
"Uh..do you want some bread? Or h-have you eaten?" I scratched the back of my head, running out of words to say.
"I'm fine. I ate my dinner nearby." He turned back his gaze on the pictures. "You look different here.."
He's stared at the picture seriously while his hands are placed on his back.
I didn't have a choice but to come beside him and also stared at the picture. It's our photo when we're in grade 10. I was holding an ice cream on our school garden with my friends and my hair was still a bit curly there.
"It's because my hair was straight now," I shrugged.
My hair was a natural curl with a brown color. I'm not that look conscious before so I don't give a damn if I look beautiful or not.
"You still look pretty, though."
He walked back on the couch leaving me breathless there. My heart raced very fast so I did my best to ignore it.
"You drink?" He asked.
I nodded before going back to the couch. I sat beside him, though.
"Just a bit." I answered.
He took a sip on his coffee before putting it back again.
"Am I imagining things then?" He arched a brow. I was confused on what he's saying!
"What do you mean?"
He placed his both hands on my cheeks which made me startled. He even stared at my face like he's examining my reaction.
"Your face was kind of red baby..you're probably tipsy," He said, shaking his head.
"B-but I just drink..whiskey.." I muttered in confusion. Is it because I felt a bit dizzy earlier?
He released a heavy breath before letting me go. I don't know what to react after that, I didn't even know that the alcohol has already an effect on my body.
"I'm still relieved that you didn't drink that much,"
I bit my lower lip as I stared at his angelic face. He's sitting like a well-mannered person on this medium size couch. His two feet were placed across his legs and his elbow was rested on the armrest while holding his chin.
He looked up to give me a slight smile. I suddenly felt awkward when no one's talking between us. I want to start a conversation but my mouth won't cooperate!
"I can sleep here," He gestured the couch which made me stunned.
He even stood up to arrange the pillows on it while I'm still sitting there. Is he serious?
"You can stay in my r-room.." I stuttered. Oh my god.
He arched a brow at me and this time we heard the door opened. I'm expecting it to be Gia and I'm correct.
"Oh." She looked surprised when she saw Noah. "You're here.."
She took off her shoes before going towards here. She smiles at me while gesturing Noah.
"Am I..not allowed here?" Noah flushed a nervous face when he asked that.
I heard Gia's chuckles so I turn my eyes at her. She wagging her hands, saying that it's not.
"Don't take it as a bad question.." She laughed again. "I just don't expect to see you here. I thought they're already asleep,"
I bit my lower lip in guilt. I didn't even told them that I invite him here so she would at least know it. This isn't even mine alone so I still had to consider their opinion.
"But if you don't--"
"Don't mind me. I'll just rest, I'm a bit dizzy. Just sleep here if you want," She cuts me then she winked before going inside her room.
My mouth parted to what she said. Is she that drunk too?
I shook my head and turn my eyes at Noah. He looked surprised too with his adam's apple moving rapidly. I laughed a bit when he looked away.
"I didn't know that sleeping here would be this awkward.." He shook his head while muttering something.
I chuckled and gestured him to come inside my room. He even stopped for a bit for realizing what I wanted to say.
"Am I..really going to sleep there?" He still looked awkward, the hesitation was written all over his face.
I rolled my eyes so he could understand that I'm getting annoyed.
"You look stupid baby, come in," I didn't even wait for him to talk, I just walked inside and turn my eyes at him.
His face was a bit pale when he stepped inside like someone's burning his whole body.
"Wait here, I'll just took a shower," I smiled and opened the heater.
He looked around like an innocent man so I can't help but to smile secretly.
"Take your time.." He said in a monotone so I just nodded and went inside the bathroom.
I just do a quick shower so he wouldn't feel sleepy while waiting for me. I even made an effort to make it fast because he's waiting. He should be honored.
I just blow dry my hair inside the bathroom since I think he would feel awkward even more when I do this there. I'm so considerate, gosh!
When I finished it, I immediately went out still wearing my pink silky robe. I love pink so some of my stuffs here are pink. I was kind of shocked when I found him sleeping on my bed.
I approached him and stared at his face. He looked so kind when he's sleeping, his long and thick eye lashes are very charming which I actually love when he's sleeping.
I didn't want to wake him so I just went to my small dressing table. I applied my skincare before going inside the bathroom to change. I just wear a black dolphin shorts and an oversized white t-shirt. It's not that cold since my heater was on.
I stood up and turn to him when I heard his groaned. He smiled when he saw me, he rubbed his eyes like a little kid and stood up to hugged me. I stiffed when I felt his warm body against me. His smell also stayed inside my nose!
Damn it!
"Why didn't you wake me? Did you wait so long?" He asked in a sleepy voice. I smiled and shook my head because of that.
"You're just right on time and I'm planning not wake you anymore," I answered. What I said was true, though.
"Are we sleeping together, then?" He looked down to face me while I'm still hugging him.
I blushed at that question so I just bit my lower lip. Oh my god.
He chuckled before moving away from me. He even patted my head so I just pouted at him.
"You can take a shower if you want," I suggest to lessened the tension.
"I don't have clothes," He shook his head.
"I'll take care of it so go!" I pushed him inside the bathroom. I even heard his chuckles while I'm not looking at him.
He didn't even protests so I breathe normally when he's not around anymore. Fuck this.
I went to my closet to find some clothes there. Thank goodness, that my brothers are always leaving some of their clothes here so when they stay here, they still have some clothes to wear.
My brothers are a bit thin but they loved oversized shirts some sweat pants so I didn't have to worry if it would fit Noah. He had a nice and firm body, though.
I just chose a pair of black sweat pants and a black oversized shirt that would surely suits him. I even giggled when I prepared a brand new underwear for him. I feel like my face heated for a moment.
Oh God.
I went in front of the bathroom to knock. Of course, he should change there! I didn't want to see him body, though.
"Are you done? Open the door so I could give you your clothes!" I bit my lower lip while waiting for him to open it.
When I heard the door slightly opened, I immediately give it to him without looking.
"Thanks!" He took it and closed the door.
I immediately went to my bed to released my breath. Oh God. Why I didn't felt this earlier when I asked him to sleep here?
I looked around and my brows furrowed when I realized where would he sleep after this?
Should I let him sleep beside me or I'll just let him sleep on the floor?
Do I have some comforter on my closet? Oh God! I'm so stupid for only thinking that now!
The door opens and Noah went out of it wearing the clothes that I gave. I bit my lower lip secretly when I saw how the clothes suits him. He looked so good in there..
"I used your mouthwash, sorry. I just can't sleep without brushing my teeth.." He said shyly. He even rubbed the back of his neck.
"That's okay." I smiled.
"Come here.." He opened his arms and gestured me to come.
I stiffed for a bit, realizing that he wants to hug me again. Damn it! Why is this guy wants to hug me all of a sudden?!
He's still waiting so I had no choice but to come to him and hugged him too. I smelled my body wash on him and I just realized that it smelled really good!
"I wish we could stay like this forever.." He whispered while caressing my hair.
To be continued..