The day comes that I had to prioritize my studies over work. Consecutive absences made me feel embarrassed to Noah. I know he's also tired and he also needs someone to take over his shift.
But I didn't know that being a college student's schedule would be this hectic. My friends are also helping with my studies, especially when I have so many paperworks.
I even tried not to go home just to avoid them. I didn't want to burden them anymore. I know my friends, as long as they could, they would really help me. But they don't have to worry because Noah was taking care of me. He's letting me stay in his unit when I didn't want to go home.
He has done a lot for me too and I know he's doing that because he doesn't want me to suffer.
But I'm actually enjoying this. I love how I experienced the hardship in college life. I've always wanted this but I didn't want to bother them with this that's why I'm having a hard time dealing with that right now.
Just like now, I'm currently staying at Noah's unit again. He said that it's not a problem to me, he's also letting me stay on his guest room. But the thing is..I am too shy because I don't have much time for him too even if we're together..
I felt so guilty like we're just seeing each other when I'm going to school. Sometimes, he didn't get to drive me when he's really sleepy and tired which is not really a problem to me.
I wanted to be there for him too but I'm too busy and he's also busy with his work.
"Raine! Are you done?" Now he's calling me. We're off to work and school, I need to move faster.
"Almost done!" I answered as I wear my heel black shoes. I am now wearing my uniform and the skirt was a little bit uncomfortable since it's very short and thin.
Noah was also ranting about it but I can't do anything about that. He just have to accept it now.
I also love the combination of colors of my uniform, the blouse was just fit to my body and we're required to wear a tie. I'm always looking at myself at the mirror everytime I feel a bit uncomfortable with my blue checkered skirt. It's kinda feel revealing but it's nice and sexy. Jessy and Sam likes it.
When I'm done applying my minimal make up and liptint, I immediately put my minimal backpack around my shoulders and carried my books on my arms. It's kind feel like I'm really a student!
"I've always wanted to throw that skirt everytime I see it baby. I feel like my hands were kinda have the initiative to do it," Noah's brows furrowed as his eyes scanned my skirt.
He doesn't really like it. But what can I do? I just can't tell that I don't want to wear it since I'm not the one who owns the school.
"Aren't you still used to it? Everyone's like this on the school so don't worry," I acted cute in front of him.
"But not as pretty as you, Raine.. I fucking imagined that the other guys was looking at that damn legs!"
His face heated as his eyes glanced at my thigh. He's so cute when he's jealous, oh my god!
"I know, baby.. But they can't even have it, so it's useless okay?" I held his arm and made some puppy eyes.
Gosh! I missed talking to him like this..
"J-just don't flirt with other guys, okay?"
"I'm not. It's just you, baby.." I kissed his lips.
"Good," He smiles sweetly and we started to walked out of his unit.
We haven't eaten our breakfast because we didn't have the time, but we went on a drive thru so we can eat on the way. I didn't want to eat but he's too persistent. He said that my brain won't function well with an empty stomach, so I just did what he said.
I just hope that it wouldn't stain my uniform..
"Look at you eating so dirty," he chuckled as he wiped my mouth with a tissue.
He's currently driving but he still managed to wiped it. I can't even complain since he seemed like he really wanted to do it for me.
"Was the shop doing well? Are you having a hard time?" I asked.
I wanted to know about it too. I haven't tried to asked if it's doing well or not. I also forgot so this is the right time.
"Somehow..kind of," He answered.
He glanced at me for a moment and turned his eyes back to the road. I also wanted to ask him if he's doing well but I kind feel shy about it, I don't know why.
"Aren't you going to ask if I'm doing well too?" He pouted.
I didn't know that he's also waiting for me to ask him that. Oh God. I don't want him to feel like I'm not thinking about him.
"I was about to ask you that too baby.." My voice softened.
"I'm fine and you have to congratulate me," He said.
My brows furrowed with that. What is he talking about? Congratulate? For what?
"That I survived without seeing you a lot these past few weeks. I almost give up baby!"
"Oh god. Don't Noah! I'm just always here.." I bit my lower lip.
"But we can't even have the time to spend together. We're too busy,"
I can see the sadness in his eyes when he said that. It was also hard for me to give him less time these past few weeks. And I feel like he's saying all his grudge now.
But it's fine. As long as he say it all, so I gotta know what he's thinking about this.
"I'm sorry.." I released a heavy sighed. "I'm going to make up to you after this baby, I promised."
I wanted to make an assurance so he wouldn't feel so sad thinking that we can't even be together. I wanted him to feel like everything has it's own great timing and I'm looking forward to that day.
"Make sure you do it, okay?" He kissed my temple before letting me go.
We exactly arrived at my school, so I had to go out now. I smiled at him before opening the car door. And as usual, he waited for me to enter the gate first before he drive his car away. I wanted to wave at him but the time made panicked that's why I run faster as I can.
And when I reached our department's building, I was panting. I almost lost my breath for running so fast! Geez.. Next time I would really make it earlier to prepare so I could go here early.
"Raine! We have a surprise quiz! Ms. Lancaster gave us 15 minutes to review!" Jennie says once I sat beside her.
"What?!" My eyes widened and immediately opened my notes.
In so many paperworks last night, I forgot to read my notes. I thought our instructor wouldn't give us this fucking quiz. Oh god. I hope I can survived with this!
"Do you know the coverage? Here!" She gave me the syllabus. "It's 100 items--"
"The fuck?!" And now I'm more stressed thinking about it.
"Damn it! How can I review everything in just 15 minutes!"
I rushed to review my notes. Actually, it's not reviewing now. It's skimming and I don't think I would get a high score today. Damn. I know most of it but I'm not good with essay! I'm too lazy to write a lot!
This is an English subject, one of mg favorite subjects but damn. I hate essays!
And each item was 20 points, how can I passed that?
"This is so frustrating! Err. Marco! Did you review?" I heard Jennie asked Marco on the other line.
We're separated seats with Marco, so Jennie and I are the only one's whose close here.
"Just a few of them girl! But I think I would had a headbang with this!" He showed us the jumbled letters.
I know the technique for that but I can't teach him now since I'm also reviewing here! I really hope we passed.
"Okay class, take off your notes now and put it inside your bags and bring out some papers and a pen to use for our quiz," Ms. Lancaster stood up in front and watching us prepare for the quiz.
Oh god. I can do this!
"Do you think we'll pass?" Jennie whispered as we bring out our papers.
"I'll just trust what I've learned and focus," I smiled nervously.
"Ready?" Ms. Lancaster asked. "Then, for number one to ten,"
My heart beats fast as she dictate the questions. The part one was enumeration which is easy for me. I'm good at memorizing so I was happy when everything she said was actually what I've reviewed.
And for the second part was multiple choice, it's the annoying part for me because it's so confusing for the choices. I wish I chose the right answer..
"It's getting harder," Jennie pouted.
"Just focus." I smiled.
The third part was identification which is my favorite. It was easy for me to determine it since I have some keywords and strategies to easily figure out the answer. I'm confident that I don't have any wrong answers with the items.
I wanted to walk out when the last part was essay! Oh god. Bless me with this.
"This essay can kill me," I heard Jennie whispered. Her brows furrowed as she scanned her paper.
I wanted to laugh but I chose to focus on my paper. Shit! I should really work on my bad habit in writing. I'm too lazy that I just wanted to pass it like that.
I needed to overcome my laziness on this. Geez.
I just hope for a good result soon..
To be continued..