Chapter 192 - Never Had

I felt relaxed and light as I let myself float on the water. I closed my eyes as the warm water was hugging my body. It's so satisfying that I can feel the softness of the water hitting my body with it.

It's been ages since I felt this. Stress free and content. I glanced at the man who's currently having a little tour around the place, holding his camera while taking a picture of the place. He's really passionate in photography and editing, I've see it before. But I am also amazed that he can run an IT company, having a title of CEO. He's just too good to be like that..

He pressed the button of the camera and he immediately turned to my direction. It's too late to turned my back since he already captured it. Damn, Noah..

"You should've remind me! I might looked bad in there,"

I pouted and tries to come closer to him. He's actually standing near the edge, I can also hear his laughs that was really good in my ears.

"Don't worry. It can be recover with the editings," He chuckled again!

"Damn you, Noah."

I showed him my dangerous glare but he didn't even bothered by it! He just shook his head instead while biting his damn kissable lips!

"Let's swim. You had enough with the pictures," I said in a cold way.

"Jealous?" He laughed again which made me gasped.

"Why would I be jealous? I'm a living goddamn beautiful person, I can talk, I can move, and most especially I'm the reason why you're still breathing fine!"

I rolled my eyes and didn't let him talk again. I just simply swim away from him, I heard his curses and calls for me but I really meant to ignore him. He's just too confident that I am too in love with him.

I just let him screaming there, I don't care. I am now enjoying the feeling of water against my body. It's so refreshing that I can stay here for a couple of hours!

I looked back to check on Noah because he already stopped talking by now. I'm worried that he might leave in so much frustration. No, he can't leave me here.

My heart raced so fast when I can't see him. I even looked around but he's not there! Damn it!

I was about to go up when he suddenly showed up wearing his board shorts and...holy...shit.

My jaw dropped as soon as he took off his shirt in front of me. His hard rock muscles showed in front of me which really took my breath away. Oh goddamn it, Noah. My eyes travels down his chest down to his abs..shit.

Stop it, Raine! I know he's freakin' hot but don't make it too obvious!

I even swallowed hard when I saw his v-line and the strap of his boxers were exposed!

"You like it?"

I feel like my face heated when he caught me staring at his body. Fuck. I just can't help it.

He dive into the water and I was just left starstuck there. His perfect body keeps replaying inside my mind. The old Noah doesn't have that kind of body before.. He used to have an average body and not as hot as now!

"You're blushing baby.." I almost slipped on the rock when an arm wrapped around my waist!

Oh god.

He held my stomach and his other hand was holding my waist. I can also feel his breath as he moved closer to me.

"You like my body.. Hmm.." He chuckled and I want to punch him for laughing at me like that.

But my legs are already shaking inside this water. I'm still thankful that I can bear my weight without making him notice how weak I am right now. And damn, it's because of him.

"I d-didn't know that you..uhm.." I bit my lower lip and looked away. No matter how I try to avoid blushing, but I just can't help it!

"What is it?"

I didn't know what's running through his mind. If he already knows what I'm trying to say or he just don't have an idea..

"That you do gym.." I immediately looked away, I find it really weird for me to say it.

"I was doing it for a healthy living, Raine.." His voice were husky and I swear, I could feel his thick gaze on me! Fuck!

"I k-know.."

"Hmm?"

But my heart almost dropped when he leaned closer to me! Our faces were just a few inches away and we're staring at each other intensely right now.

He cupped my cheeks, looking so serious. His brows furrowed while staring at my lips. He bit his lips not taking off his eyes on it.

I closed my eyes and felt his soft lips against me. He nipped my lower lip while his hand was traveling through my neck and back. I can taste the sweetness of his lips on my lips, slowly taking my soul inside my body. Oh my god.

"I love you, Raine.." His eyes were intoxicated while looking at me..

I don't freakin' understand why Noah's freakin' hot right now! His kisses were so damn addicting shit. I can't help but ask for more..

"You're such a tease, N-noah.." I tries to push his chest but It wasn't that hard. I am too weak to do it.

I heard his muffle of chuckles while squeezing his chin. He even moved closer to kiss me but I immediately closed my mouth with the back of my palm. His lips rose up and arched a brow.

"I said I love you," He pulled my waist again, god! My heart raced for that and I can feel my cheeks burning right now.

He chuckled and kissed the tip of my nose. "Noah!"

"What?"

He's laughing with those devilish glare. Gracious! He even showed his arms on the air, pretending to be innocent. Damn it, Noah.

"Stop being so clingy!" I tried my best to looked serious but I was the one who give up with it.

"There's no way I would do that baby. And besides, I know you like being close to me too.." He smirked.

I can't help but to laugh sarcastically with his shameful words. Damn, he doesn't even know how his words were affecting me!

"If I know you're more happy being this close to me! Such a joke," I pursed my lips.

"Of course, baby. And I am more pleasured kissing you anytime, holding you non-stop, and caging you with my arms while cuddling together.. I wanted to do everything with you.."

He stared at me seriously but I can still see a smirked on his lips. He shook his head and gave me piercing look.

But I almost laugh when he suddenly pouted in front of me! "But why do I feel jealous as I imagined you doing that with another man..?"

He looked so sad that made me swallowed hard. I don't know why is he thinking about that. Why so suddenly?

"Raine.." He called.

"Hmm?"

I managed to look at him despite his painful gaze at me. He really thinks of it? Seriously?

"For the past years..did you g-get yourself a b-boyfriend...?" He even swallowed hard when he said that.

"No. I never had after you.."

I don't even plan telling him about it because I might ask him if he had after this. I'm afraid of his answer, you know.

He immediately smiled wider like a freakin' dog after that and I was a bit stunned by it. "Really?"

He even showed his plump lips in front of me. I gasped as I find it attractive. Why do I always feel so tempted in front of this guy?!

"I've been very busy with my studies all my life. Lots of suitors but none of them caught my heart.."

I'm shy telling him about it but he just have too many questions! I can't help but to answer him.

"But even liked that bastard," His voice were bitter and I caught him rolling his eyes.

"He's nice Noah and he's not a bastard." I even open my eyes wider at him.

But he just shrugged, not taking it seriously. "It's fine. As long as you're in love with me and you still can't move on all these years.."

I simply rolled my eyes before leaving him there. I can feel his laughs behind me but I just wanted to go the boat now and go back.

It's already sunset and the night will fall in just a few hours.

"Wait for me! You'll strip when you didn't careful!" He shouted but I didn't listened to him.

I successfully reached the top without his help. When he came next, he's already glaring at me. Well, that's for being to jerk Noah.

"I told you to wait for me. Why didn't you listened?" His jaw clenched, still glaring at me.

"I'm completely fine, Noah. I just want us to go back there before the night falls. We can't stay here for too long.."

"Fine. But you can't be that careless to yourself, Raine. What will happen to me if you got in a accident!"

"Wow... Paranoid? I won't die in this shallow sea, Noah."

"But still! I'll be damn crazy if I lose you again, damn it."

I saw how he got emotional with that. I suddenly felt guilty. It's not what I mean though.. I just wanted to joke around here.

"Sorry.." I pouted and held his arm. "I'm always here baby..."

But instead of answering me, he just kissed my lips deeply and let go of it once he got satisfied.

He smiled and take the paddle to start moving the boat. "Let's go.."

To be continued...