Chapter 195 - Start At The Bottom

"Hey, we heard you were offered my your brother to work with him on your company?" Sam shook my body and her annoying voice wakes me up with my peaceful sleep!

Damn it.

I know it's already morning but I wanted to sleep more. I wanted to rest and just forget about it for the mean time. Because I think I'm gonna lose my mind.

"Hey!" The pillow threw at my face and Sam laughed so hard.

I immediately stood up and grabbed the pillow to throw it on her too! Oh god.. She won't really give me a peaceful life.

"It's early to annoy me bitch! You freakin' disturbed my fuckin' sleep!" I scowled.

"Wow. Mad? You mad?" And she laughed after that.

She's irritating me seriously. I was busy thinking about it last night and the result was this. I was supposed to sleep that long but then this bitch ruined everything.

My eyelids feels so heavy that I can't even open my eyes that wide.

"I heard your mom talking to Jessy earlier. And I'm so upset that you didn't even told me,"

"Oh damn. Stop being dramatic, Sam. I only knew about it last night and you were freakin' busy with your work." I rolled my eyes.

She's complaining but she's not here last night. Gia went home after my conversation with mom. I thought she's already home before that but she came like she's upset with something so I didn't asked what happened.

And now, Sam thinks that I didn't told her. She doesn't even think that I would tell her everything because she's my best friend.

"Well, I still feel betrayed.."

"Stop it. You're being such a dramatic, I would tell everything to you no matter what!" I chuckled and went inside the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth.

After that, I immediately got out and saw Sam scanning my book shelves. I arched a brow and wiped my face with a towel.

"Wanna read some?" I asked, brushing my hair.

"No. Thanks!"

She immediately come to my direction. She's really willing to hear what I'm going to say.

"So, what's the deal with your brother? Are you gonna accept his offer?" She asked.

"Still thinking about it.. He said that he's not pressuring me, so I'm taking it easy. I didn't want to regret it later though.."

"Well.. That's pretty much like it," she shrugged.

"I still need to think about it first. You know, this is a serious thing since my career will depends on this. I should choose wisely..." I didn't know that much about working on a company but this is really challenging. I feel like It was really hard to accomplish my goal once I started it.

"You're right. You can't rush something that's very important to you.." She nodded. I was expecting her to agree with me because the flow of our minds were the same. But our attitude was different.

It's just funny that we became friends despite being so different with each other. She's a nagger and noisy while I'm silent and a grumpy person. Such a cute combination.

I just sighed heavily before realizing her purpose here. Did she absent?

"Why are you here by the way? Don't you have work?" I arched a brow.

"Well... I do but, I'd prefer being with you. I know you're having a hard time dealing it alone.."

"You didn't have to do that for me, Sam. I can manage this, stop worrying and just focus on your work," My brows furrowed. Her position was serious inside their company.

And her employees are depending on her. What will gonna happen to them and to the company if she neglected it? The blame will be on her and damn girl, I won't let that happen to my best friend.

"You're overreacting, Raine! I only did this once and this is the first time," She pouted.

"But you're still absent."

I glared at her and went to the kitchen. I was a bit hungry so I'll just eat a bread and coffee. This is my usual breakfast so I'm really used to it.

"Raine!" I can hear her rants behind me and I just can't help but to smirked with her childish acts.

She's going to nag me again until she felt satisfied. I know this woman so well. She's clever and a wise person.

"Okay, okay!" I rolled my eyes. "Let's eat now."

I saw the note that my mom left me on the refrigerator. She already left and I wasn't prepared for that. Maybe, she just missed my brother so much.

"What do you want?" I asked.

"Just a coffee will do," She winked.

Sometimes I'm really worried to her. She always eat small and she says that she's on a diet. Seriously, her body and shape are okay now! No, it's perfect! But she's still that unsatisfied with it.

"Don't try to skip your meal, Sam. I can ask your co-workers if you're not eating and you know what will gonna happen if that happens.."

"You know, I'll be done if that happens. You're such a mom, Raine.." She rolled her eyes.

We spend time talking after that. She also mentioned that she's feeling kind of boring with her life right now and she also said that her secretary annoys her so much. Well, I would be annoyed like her too if I were on her shoes!

She said that she can sense something odd with her secretary and she wants to cut that horn on her head. Sam was a monster when she exploded and I was just praying for her secretary's soul.

This is the time that we spent it talking about the things that we can't do for the past months. We're also sad to think that we no longer go to the convenient store like we used to do with our friends before.

Yeah, I missed those times too..

Sam bid her goodbye after having lunch with me. She said that she's going to her friend's bachelor's party. I didn't but it because I know when she's lying. That bitch was hiding something, hmm...

"So you have decided now?" Noah asked on the phone. We're having a videocall now while I'm lying on my bed.

"Uh... I'll just ask Pierre for the position that he will offer first, before I decide.."

I know Pierre can wait. He said that he's not pressuring me though. And I was planning to go to him today, kind of having a debate inside my head that I wanted to just finish everything.

"I'm going to his unit after this. It's too uncomfortable if we discuss it on his office since I'm not decided yet.."

"It's up to you.. Wanna drive you there, is it okay?" He asked.

"I'll just borrow Gia's car, I know you're tired.."

I can hear his sighed on the other line. "I just wanna make sure you're okay.."

"Don't worry, I'll be okay with it Noah. Pierre won't force me if I ever declined it."

"You sure?" He asked.

"Yep." I chuckled. "I'll call you after that, baby.."

I heard his gasped which literally made me giggled. He sounds so natural on my ears, that I don't have to guess what he's thinking because I know he's already happy with it.

"What happened to you?" I chuckled.

"You just made my heart flutter by calling me 'baby', Damn.."

I can't help but smile to his cuteness. Gosh, I can imagine him blushing for it. It's so attractive!

"You're such a cute!" I giggled.

"I'm not cute. I'm handsome." His voice was husky.

"Okay, okay! I need to hung up now, call you later,"

"Take care baby. I love you.."

I blushed when I realized how soft his voice was. It was fluttering my heart goddamn it!

I was the one who hung up the phone and decided to take a bath. I needed to talk to Pierre as soon as possible. I hope I would kinda fit in there, that I would surely enjoy my work soon if I accepted it. My friends will support me with my decision and so as Noah I know.. I'll just have to decide for myself now.

I only choose the most comfortable clothes to wear which is my jeans and turtle neck sweater and wear a coat on the top. I also choose to wear pair of black boots and a silver piercing.

I also put some minimal make up and a cherry blossom lipbalm since my lips were always dry. I also sent a message to Pierre that I'll go to his unit now. It's already dark so I bet he's ought to go home now.

"Where are you going?" I'm quiet surprised to see Gia going home early today.

She just came in from the outside, I wanted to ask her why she's early but I really have to go now.

"I had to meet Pierre today. Just tell Jessy that I'll be home a bit late, ah.. Wait. Can I borrow your car?" Damn, I almost forgot about it.

"Here," She threw the car keys to me. "It's always on the parking lot. Use it when you need,"

"Thanks!"

I immediately go to the elevator and waited for it to go down. When I reached the parking lot, I finally drove towards the way to Pierre's building. It's quiet a bit far but I can drive through it.

I really wanted to start my building my own career now, and I'll make sure to start at the bottom..

To be continued...