In a trance, countless fragments flashed through her mind. She couldn't go out alone in the cold and dark room. She was shivering and wanted to give up several times.
Cangling's body kept sinking. When the sea overtook her shoulder, Bai Zhi, who had been nearby, found something wrong. He pulled her arm and pulled her up.
"Miss Yan, are you all right?" The psychologist who accompanied them to the sea soon found something wrong with Cangling and raised his hand in front of her.
Cangling has some pain on her face. She is gasping for breath. Her eyes are full of panic and fear. It seems that she thinks of something terrible. She is completely silent in her own world. The psychologist's hand is shaking in front of her. Her pupils have no response and still look straight ahead.
"Is there something wrong?" Bai Zhi's hand, which was pulling Cangling's arm, increased a bit and looked at her anxiously and asked.
Cangling still had no response, just like a puppet without soul.
"Mr. Bai Zhi, I suggest helping Miss Yan to the cruise ship first." After this state lasted for dozens of seconds, the psychologist who accompanied Cangling out suggested.
Bai Zhi pursed his lips, looked at the Cangling who had lost his soul with worry, nodded and said, "OK." With that, he took the lead to walk on the cruise ship with Cangling in his arms.
I don't know how long she ran in the dark room. When she was exhausted, she suddenly felt that her body was not so cold. A warm and powerful hand took her arm and kept away from the cold and darkness.
Cangling seemed to see the straw. She grabbed the warm and powerful arm on her arm with her other hand and screamed, "help!"
On the deck, Bai Zhi tightly hugged the trembling Cangling with a frightened face in his arms and said painfully, "Miss, I'm here."
The psychologist squatting next to him looked at Bai Zhi with complex eyes, reached out again and shook in front of Cangling, and said in a low voice, "Miss Yan, you just had a nightmare, and now you're all right."
Cangling blinked. After a while, she found herself lying on the deck. She looked down at her black-and-white diving suit. Then she remembered what had just happened.
"I'm fine. That's all for today." Cangling then walked to her room holding the railing. Bai Zhi silently walked behind her. The other bodyguards and psychologists went back to their rooms.
In the room, after Cangling changed her clothes with the help of the servant, Bai Zhi, who had changed her clothes earlier, was waiting outside the door with ginger soup.
When the servant came out of the room, Bai Zhi went into the door in silence, put the ginger soup on the tea table in front of the sofa, looked at her anxiously, "have a drink and get cold."
Cangling leaned back on the sofa with a tired face. She looked sad. One side of her eyes was gray without any luster. Her poor spirit made people worry.
What he was worried about was that he couldn't escape after all. Cangling really had a deep fear of the sea. Even after three days of calm at sea, she still couldn't really accept the sea, let alone dive and swim in the sea like others.
I don't know how long later, Cangling said weakly, "Bai Zhi, am I useless? I can't even overcome my fear of the sea."
Before going to the sea, she was full of confidence. This time, she just wanted to overcome the deepest fear in her heart, but the result was worse than she thought. Just after going to the sea, her mind was completely uncontrolled and occupied by fear. Her rigid body seemed not to be her own. If she hadn't been around for nothing, she might have been in cold fear until she died.
"Miss, once you have the idea of overcoming fear, you will succeed. This kind of thing will not come in a hurry for a while. You will succeed if you try more than once." Bai Zhi doesn't know how to comfort her, so he can only give her the most practical suggestions according to the experience gained in previous training.
In the previous training, he also encountered many difficulties. Every time he tried again and again, he was injured and bled constantly, and only after accumulating enough can he surpass.
Cangling weakly hooked the corners of her mouth and her eyes were gray, "I may not try again."
This time almost consumed all her courage and expectations. The dark and cold room that seemed to never go out was too terrible. She didn't want to recall the darkest moments of life in her mind.
"•••••••" Bai Zhi didn't know how to comfort her. Many things can only be carried by herself, and no one can replace them. Just like Cangling now, she can only carry this level by herself.
Bai Zhi has been with Cangling for almost a whole day. He has been silent all the time. However, as long as Cangling needs it, he will tell him with action at the first time that he is.
After the last ray of sunset news was at sea level, Bai Zhi took the initiative to speak for the first time, "why don't we go back? Go back to land, you may stay more comfortable."
Cangling can't enjoy the journey on the sea in her current state. Maybe changing the environment early can adjust her mood as soon as possible. He really can't see her now.
"No, follow the original route." Cangling wiped her face and said firmly. Although her whole look is still very poor, her firmness and stubbornness have come back.
"You go back, I want to rest." She got up slowly and walked to the inner room. After taking a few steps, she paused again. Looking back at Bai Zhi, she said seriously, "go and tell the person who saw me go to the sea today that this matter must not be leaked, especially Yanxi."
Thinking of Yan Xi's sarcastic face before going out, her heart was blocked. Such an embarrassing thing must not be known to the fool, otherwise she would have to be ridiculed for several years.
"Yes." Bai Zhi looked at the tired Cangling and hesitated for two seconds. Finally, he decided to say, "the psychologist who accompanied you to the sea today seems to have a problem. Don't stay with him alone in the future."
"OK." Cangling didn't have a word of superfluous nonsense, so she agreed directly.
Compared with a psychologist who has never met and was arranged by Yan Zhengyang, Bai Zhi believes in Bai Zhi unconditionally.
After washing, Cangling sat alone on the balcony of her bedroom, blowing the sea breeze and holding a glass of expensive red wine in her hand. This feeling of peace with the sea soothed the fear and anxiety in her heart.
I thought she would lose sleep until dawn, but she fell asleep unconsciously on the soft sofa on the balcony. At night, Cangling felt the warm wind beating on her body. She pulled the towel and blanket around her, covered her body, and changed her position to continue to sleep.
While she was sleeping, Bai Zhi in the next room received a video call from Yan Zhengyang. Yan Zhengyang didn't sleep all night for just a few words.