Chapter 47

Never speak

From

A place of

Hate

Or insecurity.

Evaluate

Your words

Before

You let them leave your lips.

Sometimes, It's best

To be quiet.

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Mr.Grayward's class is very boring and I have trouble stopping myself from falling asleep. The worst part is that if I even skim my face on the desk, he waps me with that stick of his; My poor hand.

He teaches me geography and history. Subjects that I used to like but stopped after he ruined it for me. Like seriously!?

Elizabeth usually accompanies me to class. I don't know why, when she is only three, and has the mentality of a three year old.

She can't understand a thing and Mr.Grayward always applies extra care to her like I'm not there. Hello? She is not even suppose to be here. I guess that's the power of the Mary Sue personality, honestly, she's an idiot.

After class she follows me out of the room, her hand is full of the secret stashes of candy Mr.Grayward gives her. I hope her teeth rots.

"Where are you going Lia?"

"Don't talk to me."

"Why not?"

"..................."

"Mommy says when I grow up I'm gonna marry a prince and I will be the empress."

That's what you think.

"Okay...... Why are you telling me this?"

"Because your my friend."

"No I'm not. I can't stand you."

Right when I said that one of the male leads showed up. Well isn't this a surprise. Not!

I don't even know what he's doing here, in my house. He's not suppose to show till later on in the story.

It seems as though he over hears the conversation because the way he looks at Jezabeth is almost sympathetic. Oh well, it'll just be another person for me to destroy along with her.

I'm not saying that Melia was totally innocent in the game because the schemes she conquered up were pretty evil, but it was all for a good cause.

She was just misunderstood. The typical cannon fodder. That's why I'm not hell bent on destroying the male lead's because they were just being used by Jezabeth.

"Why are you talking to her like that, you're mean." He says in a childish voice. His name is Lao Hai. The heir to the richest merchant family in the four kingdoms. He's got black hair and brown eyes.

Only the people in my father's and Sebastian's father's kingdom have citizens that cultivate magic. The other kingdoms are known for either shape shifters or beast taming.

That way everything balances out. Or appears to anyway. Not anything seen with the eye is always what they truly are.

"Okay.....First of all no asked you to comment, second, I don't care what you think of me, third, I'm a princess I can do whatever I want, and fourth, your blocking my way." I use my hand to lightly shove him out of the way.

He looks at me with bulging eyes, as though he was not expecting me to say that. The nerve of him.

Just looking at them makes my blood boil and I find myself marching to my room too angry to say anything.

I really am not good at this whole thing. I thought it would be just like the novels I read, but its completely different. I mean, the stories were fantastic, just that, I wasn't being realistic.

This whole day has just been filled with people pissing me off and seeing Jezabeth smirk tauntingly at me when I walked away almost tipped ne over the edge.

I slam the door and sit in a lotus position to try and calm down but it does not work.

The air gets hotter and I grit my teeth in frustration because I can't calm down.

I just want to scream UGGGGGGHHHH.

Stupid Jezebeth and her dumb face. And stupid second male lead he's dumb too. And stupid. Fucking pieces of shit. I hate this goddamn place.

The deeper I get into meditating with my unstable emotions the more the air fluctuates with fire energy coursing around.

It is extremely hot and sweat drops off of me like a fountain. I am so caught up in the moment that I dont even notice sebastian come in.

Why is he here. Can't he just leave me alone. I'm obviously mad and him coming in here and invading my personal space is not going to fix anything.

"Mel are you good...."

"Obviously not. Why ask such a stupid question, genius." I snap. My eyes are still closed as I try to calm myself. Not working.

"Sorry, I just wanted to know." I don't answer him. His voice is annoying me and if I say something to him it won't be nice.

"D-"

"Why are you even here anyway, get out. I don't want to see you."

"You don't mean that. You're just upset."

"Yes I'm upset. Now go away because you're making me even more upset. You being here is not going to fix anything. GEEZ!" I shout.

God dammit why doesn't anyone listen to me.

He comes closer despite the rapid increase of temperature.

"Melly, breath in, breathe out." He says calmly.

"I'm already breathing in and out. Or else I wouldnt be alive , now would I. Just when I thought you couldn't say anything more stupid you prove me wrong. Way to go!"

Moving closer despite my irritatedness he puts his small hands on either side of my face, which I actively try to avoid. With my eyes close by the way. That's just how much of a pro I am.

"What do you think your doing." I say.

He just shushes me with his finger telling me to shut up. Okay first of all, that's mean.

The atmosphere suddenly gets very quiet as though something big is about to happen.

His face gets closer to mind and then he........

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Hi my lovely bad ȧsses we meet again. This was not actually the original chapter it wasnt saved and got deleted and I was really pissed so that means Melia got to be even more pissed of than I planned. Cuz she's kind of based off of my emotions and all that hehe.

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