Ask the world, what is love, teach people life and death?
From the summer more than two years ago, when she was tripped by a sleeping guy under the overpass in Southern Hebei, Shen Yinbing had a person in her heart. Even in the most desperate and gloomy time of her life, he was the last bright spot in her heart.
She never seriously said to Gao Fei that she loved him, but she knew that she would never put any other man in her heart except him in this life.
For him, she can do anything, including death - this is her biggest secret. She never thinks about it or dares to think about it, because she is afraid that if she thinks it through, she will never have anything worth thinking about, especially in the midnight after the nightmare wakes up. After thinking about this secret, Shen Yinbing will soon fall asleep again in an's heart.
Shen Yinbing is very clear that Gao Fei's help and feelings are far more than those she gives him.
It seems that she has never done anything for Gao Fei except giving him endless troubles.
But every time she will accept it with peace of mind, and will not be grateful for him and change anything for him.
Because in her opinion, this is what goofy should do - just like when his wife is bullied outside, his husband will be desperate to protect her.
Does the husband care for his wife, but also sour to say thank you to him?
This is what he should do, just as when he decided to abandon the world, Shen Yinbing would not hesitate to follow. When he found that he still had a chance to escape from the world, he pretended to be merciless and let him leave alone!
In the desperate situation that only one person can leave, she pretends to be merciless and asks Gao Fei to leave his own life and death alone to escape. For Shen Yinbing, this is what she should do - just like a wife who loves her husband deeply and does what she should do, but she will never consider why she does it.
This is love. Since ancient times, no one has seen through the love between men and women. There is no need to explain it for any reason, only to pay for it.
Gao Fei sees through Shen Yinbing's idea, which is not what she wants to see.
In fact, she really want to show very heartless, very annoying, the only way to let Gao Fei feel at ease to leave her, to escape.
Unfortunately, Shen Yinbing's acting skill is very poor. No matter how she pretends to be cold and unfeeling, she can't hide her reluctant tenderness when she looks at Gao Fei from the bottom of her eyes.
She was reluctant to part with him.
How could he give up on her?
"Don't be so amorous, will you?"
After listening to Gao Fei explain what she thought, Shen Yinbing wanted to cry. She threw herself into his arms and cried. She told him how much she missed him in these days without her. She held back and didn't realize that there was water mist in her eyes. She still stared at him and screamed: "I advise you to go, I really don't want to die with such a mean person as you
"In my heart, you are always a piece of shit! You have a background that I can't look up to. You have so many beautiful women that I envy. You have... "
When Shen Yinbing called here, he suddenly found that his mouth was salty. It turned out that the tears had already flowed in the corner of his mouth.
Tears explain everything, including what she is saying now, which is against her will.
Looking at her, Gao Fei's eyes were full of endless tenderness and heartache. He raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears on her cheek, and whispered: "Shen Yinbing, I know you..."
"What do you know? You don't know anything
Shen Yinbing suddenly grabs master Gao Fei's hand, puts it on his mouth and bites it.
Blood, hot red blood, suddenly out, dyed her mouth red.
"You, why don't you hide, don't you hurt?"
Shen Yinbing was stunned and released her mouth.
Gao Fei's faint smile, has not said anything, Shen Yinbing suddenly pushed in his heart, pushed him to the ground.
"You know I really, really, really! Really don't want to accept your love again? What you give me is a burden to me! Always pressure on my shoulder, pressure on my heart, pressure I can't breathe! I, I dream to return you, no matter what the price is
Like all the heroines in aunt Qiongyao's novels, Shen Yinbing uses a series of "real" expressions to show how much she hates Gao Fei. Her face is filled with tears of hatred, and she finally sobs in a low voice: "I have three greatest hopes since I was young. First, my mother can survive. Second, our family can live happily together. The third is to pay off all your kindness to me
"My mother didn't come back alive. My father, Haibo and Hongjie all died. My only wish is to pay off all the good things you have done to me! Only in this way, I won't leave this disappointing World with a heavy burden - but, why don't you give me this opportunity? Do you know how much courage I need to make up my mind? Why don't you understand me, why don't you? "
Shen Yinbing cried and threw himself on Gao Fei, beating his hands like a drum and hitting him hard and fast.
Goofy didn't move, just staring at her.
He didn't expect that Shen Yinbing would be so miserable, because she shouldered too much kindness he had given her, which made her dream of paying off her debt to him.
"Goofy, please, really. If you don't let me pay off your debt, I'll be a ghost. I have no way to go back. I have caused nearly 100 passengers to die on Tianyun EMU line. I chased Wang Chen in Paris. If you don't want to accept my repayment, I have to hurt more people and make you hate me. Finally, I can't help killing me myself. "
Shen Yinbing's beating speed and strength slowly decreased, just like her cry: "do you really want us to get there? Do you really want to involve more people? Why, why, before my conscience has been completely engulfed by madness, let me pay off the debt and let me not hurt more people? "
After sucking his nose, Shen Yinbing stopped crying, looked into Gao Fei's eyes and said in a low voice, "you go, hurry up. I believe Liang Jiaojiao can find Gu Po and relieve the sun Gu in your body. You can live happily in the future. "
Gao Fei hard swallow spit, murmured: "I - go?"
"Yes, you go."
Shen Yinbing stood up, stumbled back a few steps, bent down to pick up an angular stone from the ground, with a crazy look in his eyes, stood up to his temple and hissed: "if you don't go, I'll go. If you stop me, you will regret it, I swear - because I can no longer restrain the demons hidden in my body. "
Gao Fei slowly sat up, looking at Shen Yinbing's eyes, with a loss of pain.
Shen Yinbing retreated again and kept retreating until he reached the entrance of the cave more than 100 meters away. He yelled, "Gao Fei, give me a chance to pay back the bill, give me a chance!"
Gao Fei stood up, only to feel that there was a big lead in his heart, and there was no place to send some stuffy air, which made him short of breath, and his eyes began to turn red.
He could see that if he said no, Shen Yinbing would not hesitate to hit her head with a stone, and then fall into the hole where the undercurrent was rushing.
He stood there, saying nothing, just looking at her.
She stood at the entrance of the cave, looking at him from a distance, and did not speak.
Time seems to be still, forever stay in this moment, only the wind blowing through the treetops, the sound of snakes crawling in the grass.
When a little red snake, under the cover of grass, slowly lurked to Shen Yinbing's heel, she whispered: "go, why don't you go?"
"I, I can't go."
When Gao Fei opened his mouth to say this, he didn't even hear it. Shen Yinbing saw it from the shape of his mouth. With a sad smile, the snake that lurked at her feet bounced up like a red lightning and bit her wrist.
"Snake
Gao Fei gave a low drink and rushed to the other side.
Shen Yinbing raised his left hand like nothing happened.
The snake that bit her left wrist, the body quickly wrapped around her wrist, from a distance, like wearing a red bracelet.
White wrist, red and red snake, red and white in a beautiful charm.
Shen Yinbing didn't even look at the snake, but slowly put his left hand in front of his mouth, rushed to Gao Fei, who had already jumped more than ten meters in front of him, and said in a low voice, "go, you go."
If goofy didn't go, she would open her mouth and swallow the snake without hesitation.
"I, I'll go, but before I go, I'll detoxify you, or I won't rest assured."
Goofy walked slowly to her step by step and said in a deep voice, "this is the last time you owe me."
"Well, you remember what you said. This is the last time you let me owe you."
Shen Yinbing's white wrist, has a black line, is along her arm, with the naked eye visible speed up.
This is snake venom. It's flowing back through the blood vessels.
When the blood returned to her heart, her heart would thump and stop forever.
People in the south of the five ridges call this little snake a "heart beat.".
It means that if the heart can only jump once, people will die.
"Well, I remember."
Gao Fei walked over slowly, copied it with his left hand, and grasped Shen Yinbing's arm with his right hand.
After Gao Fei caught the snake, he instinctively opened his mouth and bit the back of his hand.
Gao Fei didn't take a look at it. He raised Shen Yinbing's arm, put it on his mouth and sucked it up.
When the black thread slowly disappeared from Shen Yinbing's arm, her heart with a mouthful of teeth jumped and fell to the ground with a click. She twisted her body back and forth a few times, and then stopped.
He died. He died in his grave. He couldn't understand why he bit him, but he lost his life.
If you let it know that Gao Fei had been baptized by the black king snake in the holy pool of Loulan underground for a long time, he would have been invincible to all kinds of poisons, and now he still has a hundred times stronger sun poison than poisonous snake and ox, he would not have run out to bite people foolishly, and he would have gone home to find his mother for milk.
When Gao Fei vomited the last mouthful of blood, the color had become normal red, he vomited and said, "OK, no more treatment. My saliva is the best disinfectant."
"All right?"
Shen Yinbing asked in a low voice.
Goofy replied softly, "OK."
Shen Yinbing said, "then you should go."
"Well, I should go."
Goofy nodded.
Shen Yinbing opened her arms with a happy smile on her face and said softly, "come on, hold."
Gao Fei hugged the woman, closed his eyes and sniffed the fragrance of her hair: "hug."