Just as many people who are not willing to leave the world always expect to breathe more air, so did last winter.
When the stung spring thunder doesn't ring, winter is still nostalgic for the world, clinging to the tail of spring breeze. On the seventh day of the second day of February, a heavy snow still comes with a grim smile.
The heavy snow is falling from the sky. I really want to cover those evils after I put a layer of silver on the earth as I did last year, and try to make the world cleaner.
However, all this is futile. After the snowflakes fall on the ground, they soon turn into water. After being crushed by the wheels and feet, they get even dirtier. Especially when the wheels run over the semi frozen snow, they will make a disturbing sound.
Xing Yasi couldn't hear this kind of annoying sound, but he could see the black snow splashed by the wheels after the car was driving. It fell to the ground, splashed on other car bodies, or on the trousers of pedestrians. It was very ugly.
"This is not your world after all. No matter how hard you try, it is doomed to be futile."
With a slight sigh, Xing drew his eyes back from the window and looked at the door of the coffee shop.
Just now, she saw a little Otto parked at the entrance of the coffee shop. A tall girl in a black windbreaker came down from it, but she didn't worry about looking at the face, because she knew that the girl would be sitting opposite her soon.
Wearing a black windbreaker and brown high waisted riding boots, Jing Wuyan looks more slim than usual. Especially after becoming a woman, she can always walk with the swaying of her waist, which is not a girl's style.
No matter how bad the weather is, Jing Wuyan always puts on a pair of big sunglasses to play cool. When necessary, she will light her nose and ask others if they know who she is.
This time, Jing Wuyan was still wearing sunglasses as usual. When she found that a man was secretly or openly looking at her, she would look back, motionless like a psycho. Only after she took the other people's eyes away, did she turn her mouth.
Still so domineering, flying, but also some ridiculous.
However, when she went to sit down in front of Xing Yasi and took off her big sunglasses, her face looked haggard and much thinner, but her eyes became bigger and deeper, less childish.
Girls become women, is a process of transformation, not only physical, more important or their own temperament, especially the spirit, change a lot of complexity.
Xing Yasi looked at her, did not speak, just raised his hand to the bar.
Soon, the waiter came and presented them with coffee.
"Latte, I don't know what brand of coffee you like, so I ordered the popular one."
Xing Yasi picked up a small spoon, scooped up a few pieces of rock sugar from the glass next to him, and asked, "sugar?"
"I've never been picky about the brand of coffee, as long as it's coffee."
After putting the small bag on her wrist on the table, Jing Wuyan answered Xing Yasi's question: "forget it, what you drink is the bitter taste. Only in this way can it be true. I always feel that after bitterness, it should be a sweet aftertaste. "
With a smile, Xing put the candy in his cup, stirred it gently, and said, "did you often come to this coffee shop before?"
The name of this cafe is desert island, which is a very decadent name. However, it is very popular with many young people who think that they are not talented enough. Coupled with the owner's ingenious decoration layout, it can create a sense of loneliness, which matches the world of Can Xue outside the window.
It's the first time that Xing Yasi came to desert island cafe. Jing Wuyan asked her to come here.
"I've been here several times, and I think the atmosphere is good. I think I can always taste real life in this environment."
Jing Wuyan sucked her nose hard. As usual, she didn't bother to talk to others: "Xing Yasi, do you know why I asked you to come here?"
Xing Yasi sipped his coffee and shook it: "I don't know."
"Hypocrisy."
"Sometimes, hypocrisy is to not hurt others."
"You think you hurt me?"
Jing Wuyan sneer, eyes slightly narrowed, and asked: "with you, can you hurt me?"
"I didn't hurt you, and I never wanted to hurt you."
In the face of the aggressive Jing Wuyan, Xing Yasi is still calm: "an excellent girl like you can only hurt herself, and you have to learn willingly."
Jing Wuyan smoked a few times from the corner of her mouth, and her eyes dimmed: "you're right, I hurt myself. If I had not promised Tang Peng that night, I would not have been hurt. "
Jing Wuyan was present on the night when Xing Yasi went to send an invitation to Tang Peng.
After she left, Tang Peng, who was not in a normal mood at all, possessed Jing Wuyan.
Jing Wuyan is a very traditional woman. She thinks that since she has that kind of relationship with Tang Peng, she can only marry Tang Peng and become her wife.
At the same time, she is more stubborn that Tang Peng can only have her one woman, so it will drive out pan Dongdong, the result is a conflict with Tang Peng.
It is undeniable that, according to Jing Wuyan's style, even if Tang Peng is very dissatisfied with her banishing pan Dongdong, she will marry him and become his only woman.
But on the night when she left Yunxiao Pavilion and came back home crying, her father had a long talk with him. The conversation between her father and daughter completely changed Jing Wuyan's life: she had to leave Tang Peng.
At least, she can't marry Tang Peng.
Because Tang Peng can only marry one woman, that is Xing Yasi.
For the time being, no matter what the relationship between Tang Peng and Xing Yasi is, he has to marry her only in terms of certain interests.
Only when Tang Peng marries Xing Yasi can she be like a bridle to a wild horse and let her not go out to harm innocent people.
Tang Peng must marry Xing Yasi, which is an exchange of interests.
In the world, once everything is related to interests, it will become dirty, just like a laughing lady. No matter how pure she is, when she wants to refuse to return it, she can't change the reality of exchanging her body for money.
Jing Wuyan especially hates this kind of transaction, especially when this kind of thing falls on her head, she feels her pure love has been tarnished, and is sure to cry with her father and marry Tang Peng.
Your happiness, many people's lives, you choose one of these two ways.
We should be careful and selective.
Because once you make a choice, I will do my best to help you, at any cost.
This is my father's heavy voice after a long time of consideration.
At that time, Jing Wuyan instinctively opened her mouth to say that she wanted to be happy, but after a long time, she fell on the Kang and cried.
She believed that her father had not lied to her.
If she had to ask Tang Peng, her father would resist the pressure from all sides to bring them together, regardless of other people's lives.
If Jing Wuyan is a selfish person, she will not consider these.
Although she is naive and has a low IQ in some things, she is a very kind child.
"Before I make a decision, I will tell myself that I will be a villain in my next life and not be kind. Because I found that good people always suffer. "
Jing Wuyan smiles, holding the coffee cup to her mouth, looking at Xing Yasi: "you win, I wish you happiness."
Xing Yasi didn't speak, just picked up the coffee cup and touched Jing Wuyan, just like drinking.
Put down the cup, Jing Wuyan and unwilling to ask: "I just wonder, do you think you get Tang Peng in this way, you will be happy in the future?"
Xing Yasi laughed, looked at the thick coffee and said softly, "Jing Wuyan, you don't know. Before you met Tang Peng, we were like two vines, tightly intertwined, and can't be separated any more."
"I heard my father say that you are enemies. You are a witch
Jing Wuyan said: "Tang Peng must marry you in exchange for you to change your ways. If I marry you, you will be crazy to harm others - in this case, can you have real love? "
"From the day I was sensible, I didn't want to say the word" love "because I think it is absolutely the most hypocritical word. I only believe in feeling."
Xing Yasi replied: "when I was with Tang Peng, my heart was very peaceful and peaceful. And I could feel his feelings for me from the way he looked at me. Your father was right. If I was abandoned by Tang Peng, I would be insane. If a woman who grew up in that kind of environment has lost the most important thing, she can't be crazy. "
"What good can you bring us?"
Jing Wuyan bit her lower lip and asked.
"I can..."
After talking about this, Xing hesitated and said, "as long as I don't bring disaster to you, that's the good, right?"
See Jing Wuyan, although the bottom of the eye with despair, anger, but still can't bear to tell her the truth.
Xing Yasi thinks Jing Wuyan is a very pure girl.
Nowadays, there are few such girls in this world. We shouldn't let her know those dirty things.
Even if you hurt her and let yourself be resented by her, you can't destroy the last real human beauty in the world.
It is true that Jing Wuyan, who left Tang Peng, suffered for a long time.
But no matter how long the pain is, no matter how deep the wound is, it will heal one day, which is much better than being destroyed.
Seeing that Xing Yasi's desire for words had stopped, Jing Wuyan seemed to understand something and stood up with a faint smile: "I asked you out today to tell you that I'm leaving - if you don't have any accident, I'll never come back."
Xing Yasi didn't stand up, just looked up and valued her, didn't ask where she was going: after a woman's emotional failure, she usually chose to stay away.
As for her last words, Xing Yasi is also very clear
Jing Wuyan is telling her: if you die in an accident, I will come back to find Tang Peng!
"I hope you get a chance to come back."
Xing Yasi can only say so.
Jing Wuyan smiles again, puts on his sunglasses, picks up his handbag, turns around and goes: "I'll pay, I'll treat you."
Xing Yasi did not fight, Jing Wuyan is a simple and proud girl, even if she has been defeated, she is still trying to find her self-esteem.
"And that's it."
Jing Wuyan walked out a few steps, but thought of something: "before I came, I heard my father say that your brother named Yan Dongwu had a car accident on the highway and died miserably."
Xing Yasi's eyes just narrowed slightly, but he didn't say anything.
Jing Wuyan asked, "aren't you sad?"
"I have forgotten who Yan Dongwu is. Why should I be sad?"
Xing Yasi said lightly.
"That's good. I'm not as good as you."
Jing Wuyan smiles and turns around.