As we all know, mother song has always been devoted to charity. No matter how far away she is, even in the poverty-stricken mountainous areas, she will be there in person. For decades, she has won the reputation of "first lady".

But who knows that the first lady's family is so fragile, like a thin sheet of paper.

In Lu Jixiang's memory, the home in the courtyard has always been very lonely, and the number of times she can see mother song is almost numbered.

Sometimes, she can't help thinking, why does a woman prefer to be busy outside rather than go home?

Is it because of disappointment? Or is it because of escape?

More than an hour later, the Secretary had packed up. Mother Song went to the study to get a photo album and was ready to leave by car.

Lu Jixiang grabbed her hand and asked: "Mom, just tell me, where are you going?"

Mother song was silent.

"I'm going to spring city," she replied

Lu Jixiang was stunned, a little surprised: "so far..."

"Far?" Mother song looked at her and said with a smile, "it's only two hours by plane. It's fast to and fro."

Lu Jixiang hesitated for a moment and said, "Mom, just a moment. I'll call song Jincheng and ask him to see you off, OK?"

Mother song hesitated.

Obviously, she was moved.

After all, song Jincheng is her only flesh and blood. Even though their relationship has been very stiff, it is her concern.

"All right."

She nodded.

"Oh, wait a minute."

Lu Jixiang said, quickly ran into the living room, picked up the landline and called song Jincheng.

There was a few beeps on the phone and it was soon connected.

"Auspicious?"

The man's deep voice came.

"How do you know it's me?" Lu Jixiang opened his mouth, but without waiting for the man to answer, she continued: "mom is discharged, do you know?"

Song Jincheng gave a "hum.".

Lu Jixiang didn't care about his cold attitude, and then said, "mom wants to move out of the compound, you know?"

Song Jincheng's answer was still "HMM.".

Now, Lu Jixiang is a little dissatisfied.

"Do you know where mom is going? Chuncheng, she's going to Chuncheng

The capital is in the north, while Chuncheng is in the southernmost. Geographically speaking, Chuncheng is really from the south to the north.

Song Jincheng said helplessly: "she won't be long."

"How do you know?" Lu Jixiang's accident.

"Dad won't agree."

"But mom said, Dad, he has agreed!" Lu Jixiang holds the receiver, while talking, he turns his head and looks at the front porch. Mother song is still standing there.

"Song Jincheng, where are you? Can you come over now? " "I have something I want to talk to you face to face," she asked

Song Jincheng was not in a hurry to give an answer.

He was silent for a moment, then slowly said: "let's talk about it in the evening."

"But"

"Well, I have something else to do. Hang up first."

With that, he cut off the phone.

Lu Jixiang is holding the phone and hasn't recovered for a long time.

That man, he just hung up.

"Jixiang, when will Jincheng come?" At this time, Mother Song's voice came.

Lu Jixiang put the phone back and turned to look at her awkwardly.

"Ma..."

She hesitated.

Mother song understood it almost instantly.

She was very disappointed: "he won't come?"

Lu Jixiang walked over and said with a smile, "Mom, let me take you to the airport."

Song's mother did not mention the topic just now, she nodded: "OK."

They walked out of the house.

The driver had put his luggage in the trunk. When he saw Mother Song coming out, he went around to the front of the car and opened the door.

Mother song and Lu Jixiang get into the car.

The car will start soon.

All the way, Mother Song didn't speak much and looked out of the window in silence.

Lu Jixiang hesitated for a long time and couldn't help saying, "Mom, is there any misunderstanding between you and dad?"

Mother song takes her eyes back from the window.

She calmly looked at Lu Jixiang: "old song has told you?"

"No Lu Jixiang shook his head and truthfully replied, "Dad said it's an adult's business. Let me leave it alone."

Mother song seemed to smile.

"Old song likes you very much." She said: "I've been with him for so many years. Although I can't say that I fully understand him, I know that he always wanted a daughter. Unfortunately, I gave him a son."

“……”

Lu Jixiang is a little confused. She doesn't understand why this topic is related to her.

Song's mother didn't care about her trance and continued: "as a wife, I'm a failure. Since I married Lao song for so many years, I've never cooked a meal for him, and the time we spent together is very few.". His work is too busy, there are endless things to do every day, and I... Also have my own things to do. In fact, now think about it, Lao song is very good to me. "

Speaking of this, Mother Song sighed: "as a mother, I'm even more failed. I'm ashamed of Jincheng. When he was young, I often didn't go home. I didn't even remember when his birthday was. I remember when he was in primary school, once he seemed to have won a prize. He was very happy and came to me and song with the certificate. At that time, we were fighting. I was very angry. I tore his certificate in half. I will always remember the way he looked at me at that time. He was very disappointed and hated me! Since then, Jincheng has been changing gradually. Unfortunately, I haven't noticed it all the time. By the time I noticed it, he had already been in high school. He left his home with the words "I'm going to move out." he took his luggage and left without looking back. "

"Ma..." Lu Jixiang was a little sad.

It turns out that song Jincheng came here like this when he was a child.

When he won the prize, not only did he not get half a compliment from his parents, but even his certificate of award was torn to pieces by his mother.

As an onlooker, she could even imagine his state of mind at that time, how painful it must be.

However, what Mother Song said next was even more surprising.

"Lao song and I were married politically. At that time, my father worked in the province. Lao song was mayor of Haicheng. He was the youngest mayor in the history of Haicheng. Our grandfathers were comrades in arms who had lived and died together. They always wanted to make up for us." Mother song wry smile: "auspicious, you can't imagine, in our era, a woman's chastity, more important than anything!"