I just talked about this topic with my mother, and John made it uncomfortable again. Yan Yinuo was in a heavy mood at the moment, and wanted to go out for a breath.
"Yinuo, if you really have someone else you like, remember to bring it back and let mom hold your eyes. After all, you are not young anymore." Xu Lijing reminded behind him hesitantly.
But Yan Yinuo's footsteps trembled suddenly, and he almost fell out.
She's not young anymore... She thought about it for a while, she seemed to be almost thirty years old, and she was really not young at all.
Yan Yinuo hesitated, "Mom, if you say that I don't want to get married in the future..."
There was no result between her and Xu Zijin. Now it's just because she was teased by him, she was naturally throbbing.
Yan Yinuo really never thought that he and Xu Zijin could get together.
As everyone knows, Xu Lijing's expression changed just as she said this.
"Yinuo, what nonsense are you talking about? You are a girl, how can you not get married?" Xu Lijing gasped, and looked at Yan Yinuo like a monster.
Although she has lived in a country with open folk customs for thirty or forty years, Xu Lijing is very traditional in this regard.
She believes that the best destination for a woman is family after all.
"What's so good about being married? Isn't it better if I stay with you if you don't get married?" Yan Yinuo pretended to be relaxed.
Once bitten by a snake for ten years and afraid of well ropes, Xu Zijin's criminal record really left her with a lot of psychological shadow.
Lian John had reached the point of discussing marriage, but she still objected in the end.
For another person, she really couldn't imagine how she would react other than objecting.
"If you think so, I would rather live alone after you get married. If you don't get married, do you want to be an old aunt for the rest of your life? Yinuo, I know you were hurt by Xu Zijin, but people have to go Looking ahead, just treat it as if you met a scumbag in your life, just forget about him." Xu Lijing completely attributed this reason to Xu Zijin.
Having said that, I feel a little more resentment towards Xu Zijin.
If it weren't for him, her daughter might have been married long ago!
"Hehe..." Yan Yinuo suddenly had nothing to say.
As for Xu Lijing, she didn't know that what she said was completely different from the truth.
"Yinuo, although the relationship between Mom and your dad is not very good. But the happiest thing in Mom's life is giving birth to you. If a woman does not experience the process of being a mother herself, this is a lifetime Pity."
Yan Yinuo continued to laugh dryly, she didn't have the confidence to say that Bean Sprout was her son.
And after having a bean sprout, she didn't have any intention of having another baby.
"Yinuo, don't be disheartened, otherwise what will you tell your mother to do? It's all Xu Zijin's fault, he is a murderer." Xu Lijing gritted her teeth angrily, and lost her usual demeanor.
Yan Yinuo suddenly felt that he dug a hole and buried himself.
Bringing up an extremely inappropriate topic caused Xu Lijing to worry about her to several levels.
"Yinuo, did you listen to what Mom said? Don't take this matter lightly! I remember you don't like blond men very much. Oh, I finally understand why John can't get into your heart." Xu Lijing said As he spoke, he suddenly realized.
Yan Yinuo kept smiling abruptly, Mom, isn't that the reason, okay?
"I'll inquire around the next day, if it doesn't work, let's go back to China."
Yan Yinuo said that she didn't want to get married. This was the first time Xu Lijing heard her daughter say that, which made Xu Lijing panic.
No matter what, she would marry her daughter off before she was thirty!
"Um, Mom, let it be. I'll go out for a walk." Yan Yinuo pointed to the door, not wanting to continue this topic.
"Where to go? Shall I accompany you?"
"No, it's time for a nap. You've been working hard during this time, go to sleep. I'll probably be back after you wake up." Yan Yinuo avoided Xu Lijing, how dare he ask Xu Lijing to come with him?
"Okay, then you go, be careful." Xu Lijing nodded.
Xu Lijing's words made Yan Yinuo feel even more helpless.
She felt that she had changed, and her mother had misunderstood her, and she still couldn't explain it.
If it was her before, there would be no need for these worries.
Thinking of this, I feel a little throbbing in my head.
Yan Yinuo went down the stairs, strolled around the small garden outside, still not satisfied, and went out through the gate again.
She is completely wandering aimlessly now, and the mother, John's words, have been replaying in her head.
She was so upset that she wanted to vent.
And this kind of aimless walking, after Yan Yinuo passed a clean bar, his footsteps stopped completely.
The atmosphere inside is very quiet, with comfortable and pleasant music, not like the noise and chaos in the bar at night is disgusting.
After thinking for about two minutes, Yan Yinuo finally turned in.
Because it was afternoon, there were very few people and the lights were a bit dim, but it had an atmosphere of drinking.
Yan Yinuo ordered two plates of snacks, and also ordered cocktails, and drank one or the other.
This bar is quite close to Yan Yinuo's home, and the surrounding security is also good, so Yan Yinuo has nothing to worry about for the time being.
People who are depressed can easily lose control while drinking.
Although it is a cocktail, it is not without degrees.
When Yan Yinuo felt her head swell, she realized that she had already had three drinks.
Then, Yan Yinuo lay on the table and looked outside silently.
She knew she wasn't completely drunk, but that segment was a bit confusing, proving that it was on the verge of drunkenness.
Yan Yinuo's courage is not small, but there is a problem, she has been avoiding it for a month.
On the verge of dying from drunkenness, she suddenly wanted to know the secret of the notebook.
And the notebook with the black cover has been quietly dusty in her bag for a month.
A notebook she secretly took out from Xu Zijin's villa.
Yan Yinuo chuckled, slowly unzipped the bag, and pulled out the notebook with some difficulty.
"This style seems to be from more than ten years ago." She muttered, it really is a notebook with a history.
Open the cover, the first page is blank, not even a name.
But Yan Yinuo has already seen the words revealed on the next page, which proves that there is no content in the notebook.
She flipped off the blank page, and the pure Chinese characters underneath were extremely beautiful.
On the top, there are time and date written on it.
"This is a diary?" Yan Yinuo was stunned.
She knew Xu Zijin's characters, whether they were in Chinese or English, but she hadn't seen them for a long time.
But it doesn't mean that Yan Yinuo can't recognize his handwriting.