However, no matter how hard your heart is, you still have to do what you should do next.
Zhen Shuangyan had passed away, and they were no longer willing to accept it. This was also a fact.
The funeral was held three days later.
The death of Zhen Shuangyan was not a trivial matter, and even Xia Guangxi, who was in prison, was allowed to come out to pay homage.
It was his wife after all.
Suddenly receiving the news of Zhen Shuangyan's death, Xia Guangxu couldn't believe it, and his whole body seemed to be unreal.
But when he walked into the mourning hall and saw the photo of Zhen Shuangyan's death, he knew it was true.
Not to mention Xia Yueqing, even Xia Yining lost a lot of weight, which made Xia Guangguang more and more frightened.
Xia Yining also called him, but Xia Yueqing didn't respond at all. She just looked at Zhen Shuangyan's photo, as if she had turned into a log.
Zhen Shuangyan's funeral was not very grand.
But Cheng Xiaodong, who heard the news, still came.
Good luck tricks people, I didn't expect that it would become like this in a short period of time.
He stood beside Pei Yiting, wanted to ask the reason, but realized that the timing was wrong, so he dismissed the idea.
Later, when Zhen Shuangyan was going to be cremated, Xia Yueqing passed out.
She had been struggling for several days, and had hardly eaten anything, but now she couldn't stand it any longer, and passed out directly.
When Xia Yueqing woke up, all she saw was a handful of ashes.
Later, she was buried next to Xia Yueqing's parents in the suburbs.
Zhen Shuangyan's name and photo were engraved on the brand new tombstone, and Xia Yueqing just looked at it absent-mindedly.
She has shed too many tears in the past few days, and at this moment, she can't shed any tears.
The eyes are red and swollen, and it hurts to blink a little.
Pei Yiting held her hand beside him and kept talking: "Auntie definitely doesn't want to see you like this, cheer up, okay?"
He didn't dare to say a single harsh word, just for fear of scaring her.
Xia Yueqing's face was blank and unresponsive, like a puppet.
"Xiaoyue, you are not alone now, whether it is for your aunt or the baby, you have to be strong." Pei Yiting sighed and hugged her in his arms.
In the past few days, Xia Yueqing was not the only one who lost weight, Pei Yiting was the same.
Almost out of shape.
"How can I be strong?" It had been several days, and this was the first sentence Xia Yueqing said to him.
This made Pei Yiting ecstatic.
The shock of Zhen Shuangyan's death was too great, Xia Yueqing was almost completely immersed in her own world, and could not listen steadily, but now, she finally spoke.
"I am the executioner. If my aunt is not allowed to go to the United States, she will not run away because she does not want to go, and she will not be hit by a car because she panicked."
In this case, no matter how well the cancer was treated, at least my aunt did not die in such a manner and speed.
Pei Yiting's heart turned cold, and he finally talked about this issue, his eyebrows twitched fiercely, and his handsome face darkened faintly.
"It's not your fault." He exerted a slight force, his face full of torment.
"Don't blame yourself, I didn't think carefully..." Pei Yiting's voice was extremely dry.
Xia Yueqing slowly pushed him away, supporting her crumbling body. "I do not blame you."
His intention is good, she will not doubt it.
But she blamed herself.
If you make it clear to your aunt, if you personally send her to the airport, maybe this situation can be saved.
But it's too late to say anything now.
"Auntie, I'm sorry..." But is this sorry useful?
After Xia Yueqing finished speaking, she lowered her head in pain and buried her face between her hands.
Pei Yiting looked deeply at the tombstone in front of him, feeling powerless and remorse.
Zhen Shuangyan passed away, and she didn't tell the truth in the end, but he didn't feel the feeling of love and liberation in his heart. Instead, he was oppressed by the invisible shackles and couldn't breathe even more.
"It's late, let's go back first."
Seeing that the sky is getting darker and darker, if you don't leave, you will spend the night here.
Xia Yueqing was just unwilling to accept the fact of Zhen Shuangyan's death, but when she stood in front of her aunt's grave all afternoon, if she didn't accept it, she was forced to accept it.
Pei Yiting let out a soft sigh and nodded.
On the way back, Xia Yueqing made a request: "I want to go back to my aunt's house tonight, and I'll help her pack her things."
Before Pei Yiting could speak, she continued: "This is the last thing I can do for my aunt. Don't worry, I will cheer up."
Pei Yiting, who originally wanted to say something, did not object in the end.
Just asked: "I accompany you?"
Xia Yueqing shook her head and declined his kindness. "No, Yining is also at home, you can go back and have a good rest."
Everything he did, she saw in her eyes.
So I really can't complain, let alone be dissatisfied.
She also felt sorry for Pei Yiting, she just wanted to do a little thing for her after Zhen Shuangyan had just left.
"I don't trust you." After a moment of silence, Pei Yiting spoke his mind softly.
Xia Yueqing pulled her lips, "You should rest assured, I'm not so fragile."
A few days is enough for her to calm down.
Pei Yiting frowned, but did not object after all.
But instead of sending her back directly, he took her to eat.
"You haven't eaten for several days. Since you promised me to cheer up, you should cheer up completely." Whether it's for herself or for the baby.
Under his tough gaze, Xia Yueqing couldn't say anything more to refuse.
He could only nod silently.
I ate very little, but compared to the previous few days, it was already a big improvement.
Feeling relieved, Pei Yiting wrapped Xia Yueqing's hand and said nothing, but the silent understanding was even more precious.
After dinner, he sent Xia Yueqing to Xia's house.
Xia Guangxi was also there, sitting on the sofa decadently, looking very embarrassed.
The entire Xia family has not yet emerged from the shadow of Zhen Shuangyan's death.
"I'll come back and tidy things up for my aunt." Xia Yueqing said this to Xia Yining.
Xia Yining nodded, "Sister, I'll help you."
After Zhen Shuangyan passed away, Xia Yining had really grown up and matured.
If the price is the death of her aunt, then Xia Yueqing would rather Xia Yining be as ignorant as before.
She let go of Pei Yiting's hand and said to him: "You can rest assured that Yining is with me."
Pei Yiting looked away and saw Xia Yining nodded.
"Well, then I'll pick you up tomorrow."
After Pei Yiting left, Xia Yueqing and Xia Yining came to Zhen Shuangyan's room.
There was a strong medicinal smell lingering inside.
Xia Yining sighed softly, and said sadly: "Sister, let's think about driving a little bit. For my mother, this sudden car accident may not be a relief."
Xia Yueqing understood what she meant and didn't say anything. "Clean up."
"Hey." Xia Yining didn't listen after seeing it, depressed for a moment, and opened Zhen Shuangyan's drawer.
Xia Yueqing opened the closet and took out Zhen Shuangyan's clothes.
"Bang Dang", there was a crisp sound from Xia Yining's side.
"What's wrong?" Xia Yueqing poked her head out and asked in a deep voice.
I saw Xia Yining dropped a notebook in front of her, and Xia Yining was staring at her with wide eyes.