The moon is very round and bright tonight. Jiang Yihui stands downstairs and looks up at the window on the third floor.
A dozen cigarette butts were piled up under my feet, and one between my fingers was about to burn.
In fact, the light in the window has been out for a long time. Jiang Yihui knows that Wang Yuwei has gone to sleep.
Usually this time is oneself embraces her to sleep, does not know she sleeps alone, is safe?
Unable to stop the heartache, Jiang Yihui takes back his eyes, stamp out the cigarette ends under his feet, and hurried out of the community.
He's not brave enough! Not enough courage to face!
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Fang Jie just came back, but this time he didn't come back last time. Instead, he was dressed in black, and his fat body was much thinner.
Fang Jiegang's fiancee, who had been in love for nine years, died in France and a car accident.
It's sudden, it's unexpected.
No one thought that such a young and fresh life would suddenly disappear.
Although Fang Jiegang is careless, he has no right personality. In fact, he is very devoted to his feelings. His fiancee, Chen Min, is a very beautiful woman who he chased for two years in high school. It is said that she was a class flower before. During a recess exercise, Fang Jiegang fell in love with her at first sight, and then encouraged by his brothers, Mou pursues Chen Min with all his strength. He delivers gloves in winter, popsicles in summer, drinks when thirsty and snacks when hungry. In the end, the emperor does not fail those who want to. Through two years of unremitting efforts, Fang Jiegang finally gets the beauty back.
This love affair was quite a sensation at that time. After all, just from the appearance, Fang Jiegang was not worthy of Chen min. one was fat and short, the other was tall and beautiful, but their relationship was surprisingly good. Chen Min was a kind of traditional woman with gentle temperament. Later, they went to France to study and stayed in France to open restaurants together. Their business grew bigger and bigger, They are also planning to get married, even the wedding photos have been selected, but before they have time to shoot, the heroine of the wedding photos will go to another world and never come back.
On the day of Fang Jiegang's fiancee's funeral, Qin Xiaoduan and Jiang Yihui went to the funeral together.
Fang Jiegang stood in front of his fiancee's photo. He didn't move. His chubby cheeks sank in. When he laughed, his eyes with only two seams were red and swollen. His eyes were black and his eyes were lax. Other people comfort words can not comfort him, he just stood like that, motionless looking at the portrait of his fiancee.
Qin Xiaoduan presented a flower to the deceased. After the sacrifice, he went to Fang Jiegang and patted him on the shoulder. He wanted to say something, but he swallowed it.
The dead are gone, everything is superfluous.
Fang Jiegang raised his red and swollen eyes. Usually, a very rough man cried like a child. His body tilted. If Qin Xiaoduan hadn't helped him in time, he almost fell to the ground.
"It's all my fault. I should have gone out with her that day. If I had gone with her, she might not have had that car accident. I'm damned, I'm damned!" Fang Jiegang said and slapped himself with tears and nose.
Jiang Yihui clenched his fists and his lips trembled.
He can't believe looking at everything in front of him, looking at the sad Fang Jiegang, looking at the black-and-white portrait, smiling as gentle as Chen Min, Jiang Yihui's heart pricks his heart and lungs.
He thought of himself and Wang Yuwei.
Do he and Wang Yuwei want to live like this?
He didn't want to think, he didn't dare to think.
I have to admit that although I have been with Wang Yuwei for only half a year, and sometimes I feel tired and crooked when I see Wang Yu's face, he has never thought of separating from Wang Yuwei. Wang Yuwei is like a mole growing on his body, which is connected with blood and flesh. Sometimes it doesn't look very good and dispensable, but once it is gouged out, It's a heart rending wound.