Until Qin Xiaoduan asked, "is the meal ready?" Yin Xinxin was relieved.
They had the quietest meal ever.
After eating, Qin Xiaoduan got up to clean up the dishes and put them into the automatic dishwasher.
In his heart, Qin slightly touched a cigarette and went to the balcony. The distant lights flashed like thin, cold stars.
Looking up at the dark sky, I didn't even have a star. It seems that it will rain tomorrow.
This kind of feeling seems to go back to the life before knowing Yin Xinhe.
Before I met her, I had to work in my life. Many times I came back from the company. It was late at night. Qin Xiaoduan went to the balcony with a cigarette in his mouth and looked at the stars in the sky. Sometimes when the weather was bad and there were no stars, Qin Xiaoduan would still sit there and look up at the sky. In fact, he couldn't see anything, but he just looked at it, It seems that you can see many things you can't see in the daytime through the dark night sky.
At that time, his career was smooth sailing. But the road of love, but dark, see no end. He had never met love and didn't believe in it.
Until she met her, the woman named Yin Xin Xin, when he thought he had met the person who had spent the rest of his life, and when the road of love was smooth, he found that those may be with no reality whatever bubbles. Up to now, he doesn't know what he wants to gamble with a person's heart?
TV has been on a channel for a long time, and it plays advertisements repeatedly.
There is no one in the living room.
The shower in the bathroom is still on, splashing on the bricks.
There's steam everywhere.
Yin Xinxin is lying in the bathtub naked, biting her lips. Her pretty face, flushed with steam, is full of sweat, and her pretty eyebrows are slightly frowning. Obviously, she is not very comfortable.
Qin slightly looked down at her. In fact, he couldn't see her clearly, so he could vaguely recognize Yin Xinxin's frowning and biting his teeth. It seemed that he was not comfortable.
But does he feel better?
When he opened the red file bag and saw the admission notice and visa materials in it, did he feel better?
Only he knew that at that moment, his whole eyes were dark, and he seemed to be in an unknown space, confused, unable to find direction or see anything.
I've never been so helpless and miserable!
It was the most meaningless sex so far, one with a sense of punishment and one with a sense of forgiveness. Neither of them suffered well and didn't last long. Because in the end, the less interested he was.
He has no way to really punish her, let her pain.
He could not see that she was not feeling well at all, even if only a little.
So, he can't go on.
Under the shower, Qin xiaoduanwei took a bath towel and went out.
This is the first time that he left her alone in the bathtub.
Out of the bathroom door, Qin put on his clothes and began to pack up his things.
Qin Xiaoduan's lungs almost burst when he thought that Yin Xinxin was thinking of a way to leave him.
Take a deep breath for a long time, and it takes a long time to slow down.
Qin Xiaoduan thinks that he is just like a fool. On the contrary, Yin Xinxin has always been powerful and superior. At the beginning, he tried his best to catch her, but she is always so smart.
Natural and unrestrained makes Qin Xiaoduan envious.
Qin Xiaoduan wants to curse others. He just looks at Yin as natural and unrestrained as he likes. It's time for him to be a loser for such a long time.