"It's not your fault. It's all my carelessness. I should be punished!" She made her grandmother so angry that she couldn't get by without punishing her!
"I said it was an accident. Don't blame yourself."
Lu man said, "it's not that if you don't blame yourself, you don't blame yourself."
When she finished, Pei Xiuyuan didn't answer, and the air was silent for a long time.
"Don't you like life very much?"
"Why do you ask that all of a sudden?" After Lu man asked what he said, he suddenly realized something.
As soon as Mu Yunhai left, he came in
I always feel that I should explain something, but I don't know how to open my mouth.
"I had to marry you before, and now you have to live your life. Do you think it's suffering?" Pei Xiuyuan drooped his eyes, making people unable to see his emotion clearly. The dim light hit his face, making the usual dazzling face dark, and there was an unspeakable feeling when he looked at it.
It's like he's hurt and miserable at the moment.
Lu man said hastily, "no, it's not like this!"
"Is that so?"
"What I mean by that is that I didn't want to marry you, and what I want is not such a life all the time! I don't think life is very hard now! " He is so kind to her, although he often conceals her and makes her in a hurry, the life with him is definitely not suffering!
"What kind of life did you want?"
"A very ordinary life is the life of ordinary people."
"We are not living the life of ordinary people now?" He felt that their life was no different from that of ordinary people.
Lu man, "..."
That ordinary people will live such a life?
Who's family? My little sister-in-law almost killed her little brother-in-law and third brother-in-law, and her ex fiance. He didn't see her and looked up. He still wanted to call her sister-in-law? Or someone else's stepmother, and most importantly, a grandmother who is inexplicable and scared?
Such a complicated and wonderful life is not what she wants.
"Long, have you ever wanted to achieve anything in particular?" Pei Xiuyuan asked suddenly.
"Yes."
"Did you realize that?"
"Well." Once, what she wanted most was to pay off the debt of the Mu family. She didn't have to be overwhelmed by the debt every day to live a stable life. Later, she got it.
"Is it as good as you think it will be after you realize it?"
Lu man didn't know what he meant when he asked, but he honestly replied, "I'm very happy, but it's not as good as I thought."
"That's right. Most of the time, what people want is not so good after they get it. It's just the imagination in their mind that beautifies it. On the other hand, sometimes things that people think are very bad and can't bear are not as bad as they think. What's more, after accepting them, they will find that things are not only not bad, but also good in disguise."
Luman was a man of understanding, and soon understood what he was saying.
He is saying that the life she wants may not be as good as she imagined. Let her not feel that what she can't get is the best. Her life is not so bad now. Try to accept it and like it.
"I know that although the present life is not what I want, it is really not bad. I will cherish it and manage it well!"
She had never thought it would be like this before. Naturally, the life she wanted was not like this. But when things came to this stage, she took the initiative to find him. He was willing to give her such a life. She was really grateful. She would cherish it and manage it with her heart!
When Pei Xiuyuan wanted to say something else, the housekeeper opened the door and came in.
"Young master, the old lady has been calling your name in her dream. Please come over."
"Well."
The housekeeper left without stopping.
"Go on!" Lu man urged.
Pei Xiuyuan looked at her and said, "wait for me."
"Well."
It's late at night. Pei Zichen is in bed, tossing and turning. He can't sleep. Finally, he puts on his clothes and comes out to the ancestral hall. He doesn't know why. He wants to come here. In short, he's here.
When Lu man heard the door open, he thought that Pei Xiuyuan had come back, "so fast?"
Looking up, I saw that it was Pei Zichen!
She is tiny stunned, "small Chen, so late you don't sleep to come here to do what?"
"Come and see you." Seeing her kneeling there, Pei Zichen was very uncomfortable, but he was always arrogant.
"So good? Auntie, I'm so moved Hearing that he cared about her, Lu man raised a smile happily.
See her smile so brilliant, Pei Zichen in the heart gush up a very complicated feeling, the mouth is hard way, "you idiot! Thank you for being fooled by me! I came to see you, because you are so embarrassed! What are you moving about? "
"Fooled by you?"
"You still don't understand why I asked you to pick up the ball, but you just held the bottle gently and it fell down?" How stupid! Is such a stupid person a bad person?Lu man is not so stupid. She has thought of this for a long time. She knows what's going on when she thinks about some things, but she didn't expect that he would come here to admit it.
"Why do you come to tell me this now, and you are not afraid that I will tell your father?" The road is full of eyebrows.
"Just go! I'm my father's son. He won't do anything to me! Grandma loves me the most. She won't let me kneel down! " Pei Zichen doesn't care about Tao at all. He is a bully.
"I won't go. I want to admit it. You go to your father to admit it. I believe that as long as you admit your mistake, your father and grandparents won't blame you." Lu man can't see through his careful thinking. The child is not bad, just doesn't like her. It's normal for the child not to like stepmother. It's normal for him to think about dealing with her and driving her away. Strictly speaking, it's her fault. If it wasn't for her appearance, he wouldn't have to.
"Who wants to admit it! You said you wanted to sue! If you want to sue, you can sue! But I tell you, if you go to complain, my father and grandparents may not believe you! " Pei Zichen hums coldly, firmly does not admit that he wants to admit the mistake through her, he just wants to let her die to understand!
"I'm not going to complain." Lu man said with a smile.
"Why? If you tell Dad the truth, if Dad hurts you so much, he will tell Grandma that I hurt you to break the vase, so you'll be ok? " Pei Zichen doesn't understand.
Lu man chuckled. A child is a child. Just now she said that she would not believe her father even if she complained. Now she says that again.
"What are you laughing at?" Pei Zichen felt that he was ridiculed.
"Do I need your consent?" The road is full of people.
Pei Zichen stares at her, stares for a long time, "you are really a bad aunt!"
"Is that bad? It's too bad for you to bear Lu man looked down upon Tao.
"What are you talking about! Who can't bear it! " Pei Zichen is used to being arrogant, and the people who look down on him!