Chapter 353

But she immediately cheered herself up, "it can't be like this! Cheer up! Cheer up

Think of three days did not go to see the old lady, today's weather is good, she asked people to push out the old lady, take her to see flowers.

But when she saw the old lady, she couldn't help thinking of her child. Naturally, she also thought of the old lady's cruelty. She asked her to give birth to a child. Without looking at it, she erased her memory and made her

Just looking at such an old lady, she wants to hate it, and she can't even hate it. Besides, the old lady has her reasons for doing so, and she can understand what she does.

"Grandma, my Xiao Qi is not cute. He..." What does Lu man want to say? Stop. She tells herself not to think any more. The child is gone. It's useless for her to think more.

The old lady was stunned when she heard this, Xiao Qi? Xiao Qi what What is her Xiao Qi?

At this time, Lu man changed the topic.

But after a while

"Grandma, you say why Xiaochen is not my child, why my child went so young..." Lu man can't help it. She really can't help it. These days, she thinks she controls her emotions very well. But when she sees the old lady and the person who forced her to separate from her children, her emotions are out of control.

She wanted Xiaochen to be her child, but he was not. As soon as she knew she had a child, she got the news that he had gone. This double blow really made her unable to bear.

She knew it was useless to be sad, but if people could control their heart, there would not be so many sad people.

The old lady listened to her words in mist.

"Grandma, I didn't even look at my child. He just..." Lu man said, tears suddenly fell down.

The old lady looked at her, so blankly, as if she didn't know what she was talking about.

Lu man saw that she was at a loss. "Grandma, although I didn't think of it completely, housekeeper Wang told me that I was with Xiuyuan's child Xiaoqi..."

It's useless for her to say more. The old lady immediately understood her meaning!

What she meant was that housekeeper Wang told her that Xiao Qi was her child!

She was in a hurry!

Last time, she said that Xiaochen was not her child. She knew it was housekeeper Wang who was making trouble. She didn't expect that he could do more. When she thought of something, she said that Xiaoqi was her child! With that paternity test as evidence, he will make long long and Xiuyuan believe that Xiao Qi is their child!

Realizing this, I'm so angry that I really want to kill housekeeper Wang!

Really hate, hate oneself how blind, so trust him!

Let the people in this family believe him so much that no one doubts him! Let him do whatever he wants!

Let him play with her precious grandson like this! Damn it! damn! damn!

The old lady tried to look at Lu man, trying to tell her the truth, but Lu man saw her expression, but she was very worried, very worried.

Lu man quickly wiped away his tears, "grandma, I'm ok. You don't have to worry. I just didn't control it for a while. It's OK."

The old lady is very anxious! She's not worried about this! Look at her eyes, look at her eyes! She wants to tell her the truth! She wants to say that Xiaochen is her child! Xiao Qi is not, Xiao Qi is Wang Nan's child!

The old lady tried to open her eyes, trying to express her meaning. She just wanted to stare through her eyes!

But no matter how anxious she was, how she glared through her eyes, Lu man couldn't see her meaning.

Ah Ah Ah

Anxious, she screams in her heart, but it can't make Lu man see a trace of abnormality.

"Grandma, you don't have to worry, really don't worry, don't worry, I will get better, everything will get better..." The road is rambling, the tear that just wiped away couldn't help falling down again.

When the old lady saw her like this, she felt anxious and uncomfortable. She really, really wanted to. If she could move, she would stab herself with a knife!

If it wasn't for her idiocy to insist on giving him a surprise on Xiaochen's birthday, it wouldn't be like this!

If she could speak earlier, speak earlier, speak earlier! It won't be like this!

If

I regret and hate. She really wants to exchange her life for a chance to speak.

Just one word, just one word!

Just one word is enough!

If the old lady is a dementia, it's OK. She has a clear mind and knows all this, but she can't even express her eyes. This kind of situation really drives her crazy and makes her collapse!

She wanted to scream, she wanted to go crazy, but she couldn't do anything, she couldn't even move a finger

Can only be so paralyzed sitting in a wheelchair, so motionless, as if there is no feeling, feelings of people.

She closed her eyes and two lines of old tears fell

Her heart seems to be tightly held, stuffy, she can't breathe, want to ask for help, but even the strength to ask for help, can only turn a blind eye, can only be so motionless, let that let her suffocate pain of breathing not smooth pain, spread all over her body every cell.My heart is like a knife, but so

Lu man didn't want the old lady to see her cry, so he lowered her head to wipe her tears and tried to control her emotions. When she controlled her emotions and raised her head, she saw the old lady crying.

She was shocked.

"Granny, granny, why are you crying?"

The old lady opened her eyes, looked at her, tears still quietly flow down, looking at her eyes full of guilt.

This guilt makes Lu man feel more guilty. She lost her child, she lost her great grandson, and she is just as sad. She shouldn't mention it in front of her, really shouldn't! What a cheap mouth she is! Damn it!

"Grandma, don't cry, don't cry, it's all in the past, I don't want to! I don't want to. It's all my fault! It's all my fault Lu man went to wipe her tears in a hurry.

But the old lady's tears couldn't be wiped away. When she looked at her like that, she could only look at her quietly and shed tears quietly.

No matter how manic her heart is, no matter how important she wants to say, she can only watch it quietly. She can only let the restlessness, like thousands of insects, get into her body and bite her. No matter how hard the pain is, she can't make a sound

No matter how disgusting you are, you can't move

Housekeeper Wang heard that Lu man and the old lady were in the garden, so he wanted to see the old lady secretly, but he saw the old lady crying.

Suddenly, he didn't know what it was like.

Forty five years ago, he went to Pei's house. At that time, the old lady was still very young. In his impression, she was always noble and elegant. She was like an unattainable queen. He had to crawl under her feet.

But now she

So paralyzed sitting in a wheelchair, full of white hair, turbid tears, so shocking.