She knew that she was ill and more and more serious. It was useless for her to resist. She didn't know what to do. She didn't really know what to do. She didn't want them to worry about her. She didn't want to do that
Looking at her eyes like drowning people asking for help, makes people in the room sad.
"Mom, you still have Xiaochen! Don't you want Xiaochen? " Pei Zichen jumped into her arms.
"How can it be? How can mom not want you? Mom will get better." Even if she doesn't get better, he still has his own mother, he won't lack anything.
Seeing Luman's lack of spirit day by day, they all felt that they could not go on like this.
"I think it's time to hire a psychiatrist for long." Liang Feiyue said.
"I've asked for experts from the United States." Pei Xiuyuan had this plan for a long time, and had asked people to invite the best psychiatrist.
The next day, Pei Xiuyuan's doctor arrived. Lu man knew that he was ill in his heart. He not only refused to see the doctor, but also cooperated with him. After more than an hour's conversation, the psychologist came out.
"Mr. Pei, your wife is just suffering from mild depression. I come to see her once a week and take some antidepressants. With your company and care, I should get better soon." Psychiatrists don't think Luman's condition is serious.
"Good." Pei Xiuyuan is very happy to hear that.
Since ancient times, all diseases are easy to treat, but heart disease is difficult to treat.
Pei Xiuyuan's father died of depression, so he was very concerned about it, even afraid.
The doctor chose an antidepressant with less side effects for Lu man, but Lu man was allergic to this drug. After eating it, he was full of red pimples.
And another, but because of the side effects of big let her nausea.
Antidepressants are just a few categories, but Lu man can't take them, which makes doctors headache.
What bothers him even more is that Lu man's illness is not serious, and her thought is positive, but it is precisely this kind of positive thought that makes her unable to get better. When a person should be sad, he should be sad. It's the most easy to have an accident to hold the sadness and pain in his heart.
She is too rational, too considerate of others, so that let the pain backlog in the heart, and lead to this situation.
The psychiatrist simply lives in Pei's house and chats with Lu man every day to relieve her pain.
But
Even so, Luman still has no improvement, even worse than before.
The psychiatrist can only tell Pei Xiuyuan that she can't do anything. She has done her best. She really can't do anything. She introduces Pei Xiuyuan to a psychiatrist who is good at this.
Pei Xiuyuan, please.
As a result, I still can't
This makes Pei Xiuyuan's heart more and more heavy.
Lu man's situation reminds him of his father's situation. At that time, his grandmother invited a lot of psychiatrists for his father, all of whom were top-notch. As a result
His father was still depressed day by day and ended up depressed.
The sunshine in spring is so beautiful, but no sunshine can shine into a heart that even she can't stop falling.
Pei Xiuyuan saw her heart cut like a knife. He was born high above everything else. It can be said that nothing can defeat him or break away from his control except what he did with Wang Nan in those years. In other people's eyes, he is a strong man, and no one can defeat him.
He himself thinks that nothing is difficult in the world, as long as he has the heart to do it, but now he has nothing to do. No matter how much love he gives her, even if he doesn't work and stay by her side all night, he can't make her happy. He doesn't know, he really doesn't know what else to do.
As the sun sets, the red sun shines on the old lady, which makes her face look ruddy. But she is not happy, because her grandson looks very sad, very sad
"Grandma, what else can I do? Grandma, if you're not promising, grandson is afraid. Grandson is really afraid... " Pei Xiuyuan was lying on the old lady's leg. He couldn't raise his head and didn't want anyone to see him at this time.
Pei Xiuyuan is a man. He is the pillar of his family. He has a hemiplegic grandmother to take care of, a sick wife to take care of, a young son to take care of, and thousands of employees who depend on him for food. Therefore, no matter when he is in trouble, he can only stand upright.
He can't be afraid, he can't fall.
He had never been afraid of anything before. He was proud and conceited. He always felt that there was nothing in the world that he could not do, that he could not control, that he could not solve, and that he had never been afraid of anything.
But now, in the face of his favorite wife, looking at her from a delicate blooming flower, slowly decline, he has no way.
He's afraid. He's really afraid.
I'm afraid she will leave him in the end, just like his father.
He can't bear it.
Really.
"Grandma What should I do... " Since he was sensible, no matter what kind of difficult things he encountered, he could quickly find a solution, but now he can't think of a solution.The old lady looked at her family like a helpless child's grandson, tears fell from her heart.
He has never been so helpless since he was a child. Her grandson has always been full of self-confidence and looks like a superman who can't be defeated. When he took over the company, he faced the enemies who wanted to eat Pei's company externally, the shareholders who wanted to take advantage of the opportunity to swallow the shareholders internally, and Pei's bankruptcy in the face of economic crisis. He didn't frown. Big things would change in front of him It's a small matter that can be solved easily, but now
Now he is.
She tried to raise her hand, touch her grandson's head, comfort him, and tell him the truth. She believed that as long as Lu man knew that Xiaochen was her son, she would gradually get better, but she could only do it. She couldn't lift her arm, so she could only lean on the wheelchair.
Her painful tears ran, she closed her eyes, opened her mouth, anxious, heartache, let her feel uncomfortable want to cry, want to cry.
If it wasn't for her, it wouldn't be like this. There would be no chance for Wang Nan to sew. Her grandson wouldn't lose her daughter. It wouldn't be like this!
"Well Well... " She cried.
Those who listen to the extremely mourning cry are distressed and distressed.
Pei Xiuyuan raised his head, "grandma."
At this time, he didn't know whether to be happy, whether she could make a sound, or whether to love her cry. His grandmother has always been very strong. She never cried like this when she lost her husband or son.
He wiped away his grandmother's tears. "Grandma, don't be sad. My grandson will think of a way. Everything will be OK. It will be OK."
I'll see you tomorrow. Don't be impatient. The truth will come out. That's what happened in these two or three days.