He really shouldn't stay in this world for this kind of disaster, otherwise he will harm many people, many people, and it's good for everyone when he dies.
Including her, only when he died, she could start a new life and be happy again. If he lived, it would bring her endless pain.
Until the end, he personally ended her, this is the most he did not want to see the outcome, but also the most unbearable outcome!
This is the most important reason why he wants to end his life.
"Wuji Wuji... " Yang shuirou can't bear to lose him! I really can't!
"Don't pretend you're not willing to be here. Go away! In the future, your life will be very good without me Ouyang Wuji deliberately scolded, and didn't want her to suffer for his death.
Ouyang Wuji loves yangshuirou very much. Although he has done many things that seem to hurt her, he has never really hurt her.
One is willing to end one's life for one. How deep the love is is immeasurable.
He wanted her to be happy and not to suffer for his death, so he wanted her to feel how damned she was!
But he didn't want to do that. He didn't want her to forget him. He didn't want her to turn around and fall in love with other people after he died, and soon forget his existence.
It's what he wants, but it's the last thing he wants!
He has always been so contradictory.
"My life will not be very good, not good..." Yang shuirou cried.
"Yes..."
"No way." Slender fingers touched his handsome face, crystal tears fell to his face, which made him sad. He just didn't want her to see such a result to bewilder her. Pei Xiuyuan actually managed to get her over and hurt her!
Damn it! It's just a pity that he can't help her revenge any more.
He wanted to reach out and touch her, but after thinking about it, what would he do? It will only make her more sad.
"Wuji, do you know why I became a field nurse?" Yangshuirou suddenly calms down. Tears are not falling rapidly, but quietly.
"Why?" This is Ouyang Wuji has been very curious, but can't lower his face to ask, he has been puzzled, so timid she, how can go to be a war nurse.
"Because of losing you, my life is very boring." She wants to die! Death is no pain, but she is a devout Christian, she can't commit suicide, suicide is to go to hell, so she went to work as a field nurse, she put her life in danger, it doesn't matter when she lost it, after meeting him again, she began to cherish her life, because she wanted to be with him.
But now, her life has no meaning, because he has to leave her forever, without his life, there is no meaning.
Ouyang Wuji frowned and just wanted to say something.
"Wuji, a bad man like you should go to hell?" Yang shuirou asked suddenly.
Ouyang Wuji sneered, "if there is heaven and hell, I will definitely go to hell."
He is such a bad person. His mother said that he would go to hell sooner or later.
Regardless of the hell in China and the west, he must be the master of hell.
"That's good..." Yangshuirou suddenly laughs.
Ouyang Wuji instinctively felt bad. Just when he wanted to say something, yangshuirou suddenly picked up the fruit knife he had thrown on the ground and poked it directly into his abdomen! No sign, no pause! Don't give people a chance to stop her!
"Yang Shui Rou...!" Lu man exclaimed in a startled voice.
Pei Yuan frowned.
Ouyang Yunxiao opens his eyes wide in amazement, mom Mom
Although he knows who his own parents are, he has feelings with yangshuirou. Looking at the person who is so kind to him, he falls down and wants to leave him forever. He is shocked there.
Pei Zixuan was also silly.
Yang shuirou turns to Ouyang Wuji and holds his hand tightly. "Wuji, God says that people who commit suicide will go to hell, so I will go to hell too. You hold on to my hand and don't let me go. Let's go to hell together. Where you are, hell is heaven, where you are not
, heaven is hell."
She doesn't want to live alone in this world. It's too painful. She wants to go with him.
"I said that I would never leave you again. I would never leave you when I die. Let's go together." She raised a smile, which was so gentle
"you..." Ouyang Wuji doesn't know what to say about her! He worked so hard, so hard, to keep her alive, but she killed herself!
It's really
Make him crazy, going crazy!
She's dead! What did he die for! What's the point of that!
Ouyang Wuji is crazy! I'm really going crazy!
Lu man called back, "call the doctor! Come on
"Lu man, you don't have to call a doctor. Don't waste your time." Yang said with a smile."Why are you so stupid! You have children! Don't you care about him? " Lu man asked her to think about her children and be strong.
Yang shuirou thought of Pei Zixuan and looked up.
"He is your son, your own son! You were born a day did not hold him, did not take care of him, he did not enjoy a day of maternal love, you have the heart to leave him alone Sometimes one's faith can work wonders.
Yang Shui can't bear it. How can she bear it? It's too late to say anything now! She looked at Pei Zixuan and said, "I'm sorry, son. I'm sorry, mom and Dad..."
As soon as they knew that he was still alive, they left him forever. They didn't fulfill the responsibility of being a parent.
Pei Zixuan looked at her, did not know what to say, did not know what expression, what kind of mood.
"Children follow your uncle and aunt well. They are very good people and will take good care of you. I'm sorry I'm really sorry for your child... " Because do not give up guilt, Yang shuirou tears fall more fierce.
Ouyang Wuji knows that Lu man doesn't have to cheat him at this time. This child is really his child!
He desperately turned his head and looked at Pei Zixuan, looking at him. He really looked more like him
All of a sudden, he thought about how much he was looking forward to his coming and how much he wanted to be the best father in the world
That once thought that had been a long time, that once thought long forgotten feeling, now think of, but it seems to be the same thing happened yesterday!
What does this man really want when he is alive? Before, he wanted to have no children all his life, but his favorite woman is pregnant. She wants to live and die together with her baby. He can only leave the baby. When he accepts the fact that he wants to have a baby, the baby dies, which makes him feel sad. His wish to be a good father is defeated, but now he can Being a good father, but no chance to be a good father.