Hou Qingqing, who turned around, was silent.
"Qingqing, she is also my child. Would you please let me see her?" Nangong Yi is afraid that she will refuse him, pleading.
When he wants to say something.
"Of course. When you want to see her in the future, call me in advance." She really has no right not to let him look after the children. He is not an irresponsible father. She is sorry for their father and daughter. She can't let them live together. How can she deprive him of his right to look after the children.
"Thank you." Nangong Yi sincerely thanks for her words.
Hearing his thank you, Hou Qingqing suddenly felt like crying. The cry rushed up, which made her almost uncontrollable. "I went in first, the child may wake up soon!"
She can't stay any longer, or she will cry.
"Well, go back." Nangong Yi said.
Hou Qingqing quickly opened the door and went in.
Close the door, Hou Qingqing fell on the sofa, tears can't help falling, she doesn't want to cry, really don't want to cry.
Outside, Nangong Yi stares at the closed door for a long time, a long time
Just turned to leave, the pace is heavy like a mountain on the back.
After crying for a long time, the child didn't hear Hou Qingqing. Xu Yan thought she had gone to the toilet and limped out. However, he saw Hou Qingqing sitting in the living room with her face in her hands. He didn't know what she was doing.
"What's the matter with you, Qingqing?" Xu Yan is concerned.
Hou Qingqing did not respond.
This makes Xu Yan very worried, anxious to come forward, "Qingqing, what's the matter with you?"
Under his shaking, Hou Qingqing regained his mind.
"What's the matter?" Raised his head, tears on both sides also flow down the face.
When Xu Yan saw her tears, he said, "what happened? Why did you cry?"
"It's OK. I just thought of a new plot and couldn't help crying." Hou Qingqing said with a smile, suddenly she heard the cry.
"Ann cried!" She got up quickly and walked into the room.
When she arrived at the room, the girl in her family was already crying and her face turned red. She hurried to see if she was wet. As expected, she changed a new diaper for her daughter. Then she picked her up and coaxed her. She was very remorseful and said, "I'm sorry, baby, my mother is distracted, but my mother didn't hear it."
Xu Yan looked at her tears, eyes deep a few minutes, did not speak, turned back to the room.
The next day, Nangong Yi comes to Pei's house. Lu man feels that his whole temperament has changed. He is no longer as sunny and ruffian as before. Now he seems to be the sun blocked by dark clouds, and he seems to be a man who has grown up all of a sudden. He becomes calm and silent.
Luman wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say.
Pei Xiuyuan just patted him on the shoulder and said nothing.
Instead, Nangong Yi said, "I'm just friends with Qingqing."
He seems to be swearing in something, and he seems to be telling himself that they are really nothing.
"Would you like some wine?" Pei Xiuyuan can only say this.
"No, I'm sober." Drinking doesn't change anything. It's better not to drink.
Pei Xiuyuan looked at him and didn't speak for a long time.
A few days later, Lu man meets Hou Qingqing.
"Qingqing, you and Nangong Yi..."
"It's completely over." Hou Qingqing said in a light voice.
"Is this really what you want?" Lu man couldn't help asking.
"It's already such a result. It's really good. I don't want to discuss it any more." Hou Qingqing refused to talk about it again.
"Well..." Some things, really no matter how good friends can not intervene.
After completely breaking the possibility of meeting Nangong Yi, Hou Qingqing feels that she should be happy and relieved, but she doesn't. I don't know why. She seems to have lost the most important thing. She is often absent-minded. She tries hard to make herself happy, but she can't be happy.
However, she has never shown that in Xu Yan, in front of everyone, she is a very happy person.
One night, Xu Yan made a video with his parents.
"Where's mom?" Xu Yan told his father early that he wanted the video, but he didn't see his mother.
"Your mother went out to play..." Xu said.
"Dad, don't lie. My mother won't go out without me." Xu Yan knew how important he was to his family. His mother would never go out to play without seeing him, unless something happened to her!
"Your mother is in hospital."
"Why are you in hospital again! What's going on? Are you sick? " Xu Yan worried.
"Not physically, but in her heart. She wants to enlighten herself so much that she can accept Qingqing, so that you can rest assured and don't worry about her. But the more she thinks about it, the more pressure she has, so that she sometimes loses control of her emotions. The psychiatrist suggests that she be hospitalized." Xu Fu said with a sigh.
Xu Yan looked as if his father, who was several years old, was silent."Don't worry too much. With the guidance of a psychologist, your mother will be home soon." Xu said he didn't want to put too much pressure on him.
"Dad, why don't you scold me?" Xu Yan asked.
"What are you doing? You are not a very unfilial person. There are no parents who want to make their children unhappy. "
Xu Yan was speechless again.
Three days later, Xu Yan recovered.
After the child fell asleep at night, Xu Yan came to the bed.
"What's the matter?" Hou Qingqing looks at him.
Xu Yan leaned over and circled her between the bed and him
"Qingqing..." Although he didn't say anything, his eyes expressed what he wanted to do.
Hou Qingqing's body became stiff as soon as it was tight.
"How do you..." All of a sudden.
"I think it's time." Xu Yan said.
"But I I'm not ready yet... " Hou Qingqing really didn't expect to be so sudden.
"If you don't go further, you'll never get used to it. Instead of being anxious every day and not knowing how to prepare in your heart, you'd better start directly!" Xu Yan said.
Hou Qingqing wants to refute, but he thinks his words are very reasonable!
This kind of thing will happen sooner or later! No matter how she prepared herself, she couldn't prepare well!
On the contrary, the more prepared, the more nervous.
"Qingqing, we are husband and wife. We can't go on like this forever. Some things need impulse. Without impulse, there will be no new beginning!"
Hou Qingqing was silent for a long time, "you are right."
Don't start, never start!
Xu Yan no longer spoke, but with his loving eyes, he slowly overwhelmed her.
Hou Qingqing desperately wants to relax herself, but her body is still stiff like a stone, but she doesn't resist.
They are husband and wife, they are husband and wife
It's husband and wife. This kind of thing will happen sooner or later It will happen sooner or later.
She kept hypnotizing herself.
She's his wife, his wife