Yan Xi didn't dare to look directly at Yan Qingshan's guilty appearance. She turned her head to one side and began to cry with her face covered.
See Yan Xi cry so sad, Yan Qingshan immediately aware that she is to his heart.
With a flash in his eyes, he immediately changed into a look of incomparable guilt. "For so many years, I haven't dared to come back to see you. I don't know how you are going. I'm afraid you're going to have a hard life, and I'm afraid you're going to have a good life. I've completely forgotten me."
Yan Xi heard sad, biting his lips, not willing to let him see his tears.
Yan Qingshan pretended to wipe his tears, and then said: "you have not had a man to support your family for so many years, and I didn't show up when you need it. I really regret it."
"Since you want to come back, since you regret it, why didn't you show up once? Now even Yan Mo is an adult. "
Yan Xi with cry cavity asked this, tone has not been as strange as before.
For this father, her mood is really complicated.
She wanted to blame Yan Qingshan for not coming home for so many years, but seeing Yan Qingshan's vicissitudes, she thought that he was not easy.
Such contradictory idea is struggling in Yan Xi's heart, tearing, let her heart all pull together.
Hearing the speech, Yan Qingshan tried to squeeze out two tears.
"I have no face! When I left you, how could I show up when you just had a hard time? "
"What we need most is you. Have you ever thought about our feelings because you didn't show up?" Yan Xi asks in return, in the heart is dreary afflictive.
She never cared about her father's disappearance, even if it was because of cheating, because she didn't want to support her family. She just wanted to have a father behind her in the darkest time.
But before her eager father appeared, she had been thought by her mother that Yan Qingshan was dead.
Yan Qingshan lowered his head and suddenly put out his hand to slap himself.
"Yes, it's me! I'm too cowardly to show up because I think you'll hate me. I'm sorry to let you go through so many years step by step. "
"Don't do that!" Yan Xi frowned tightly, saw the red seal on his face, and clenched his fist at a loss. He didn't know what to do.
She does mind that Yan Qingshan suddenly appears at this time, but at this time, she sees that Yan Qingshan has been apologizing with guilt, and her heart softens little by little.
Yan Qingshan raised his head and looked at her with tears in his eyes. "Yan Xi, I just hope you know that I didn't come back for so many years and didn't dare to face you. Now I miss you too much and know how important a complete home is to me. That's why I summon up courage to meet you."
Yan Xi suddenly clenched her lips, turned her back to Yan Qingshan, and cried again.
It turned out that her father had been thinking about them all the time. When she needed her father to appear, her father was also thinking about them, for fear that they would not live well these years.
But But all these years of grievances and sufferings were borne by her alone.
When Yan Qingshan saw that both mother and daughter were facing him, he quickly rubbed their painful cheeks.
"This time back, I just want to be with you. Whether you and Yan Mo need me or not, I want to do my duty as a father. I don't know if you will give me this opportunity."
"You..." Yan Xi didn't turn around and didn't know how to answer.
After so many ups and downs, she is now strong enough not to need anyone to protect her. Now she has no father. It's not that important to her.
But without Yan Qingshan, this family is not a complete family.
Hearing her hesitation, Yan Qingshan said: "the more middle-aged I get, the more I feel that I don't have much time. I just want to stay with you in my lifetime and give you the care that your father should give. In addition, I also want to get back together with your mother to make up for the hard work of supporting her family all these years."
Hearing this, Yan Xi can't help turning around to see her mother on the doctor's bed,
Yan Qingshan's words are obvious, that is, he wants to return to LV Lin and live with her.
But Yan Xi is not sure what Lu Lin thinks in her heart.
She hesitated for a moment, had to whisper: "Mom, what do you think?"
Lu Lin is still silent, back to Yan Xi, facing the wall, so that everyone can't see her expression at the moment.
Yan Xi can clearly realize that LV Lin's psychology is in a mess now. Maybe she doesn't even think about whether to get back together with Yan Qingshan. After all, her husband, who has been separated for many years, has failed her. Now she comes back suddenly. No one can accept it.
Think of here, Yan Xi can't help but sigh, had to hesitate: "although this matter is our family's matter, but the most important thing is my mother's attitude, if she can forgive you, I have no objection."
After Yan Mo became a family, only Lu Lin was left in the family. She was also afraid that her mother would not be taken care of in her later years. With Yan Qingshan, at least two people supported each other, and she could live a more stable life in her later years.Looking at Lu Lin's indifference, Yan Qingshan couldn't help but move her painful knees and didn't know how to talk to her.
After a while, he carefully looked at Yan Xi.
"You'll forgive me anyway, won't you?"
"I have never complained about you. My mother has always said that you are no longer here, so for so many years, I have no resentment against you. If my mother can accept you coming back, I hope you two can live a good life together." Yan Xi seriously said these words.
Anyway, nothing is more important than family reunion.
When Yan Qingshan heard Yan Xi's words, he didn't ask for Lu Lin's forgiveness. Instead, he came forward and grasped her hand.
He stood up and said, "although I want to live a good life with your mother, my current situation doesn't allow me. You don't know that I owe 500000 yuan in debt outside. The creditors have been chasing me for money, and I have to hide here. "
Yan Qingshan swallowed his saliva, looked at Yan Xi's unresponsive appearance, and then said: "I know you have the ability now, and your work is also very smooth, can you help me pay off those debts? I promise I'll have a good time with your mother. "
Yan Xi was completely stunned by what she said. She never thought that Yan Qingshan would say it directly.
She grasped the bill in her pocket and vaguely understood why Yan Qingshan came back at this time.