Walking into the familiar gate of the community, the surrounding environment is so familiar that it hasn't changed at all. The doorman still looks at the newspaper in a posture that hasn't changed for 800 years. Every time Yan Xi passes by, she deeply doubts whether he can understand it.
Walking into the community, it is a familiar sour smell of garbage. The garbage here is still not cleaned regularly. Whether the sanitation car can appear here in the morning is a random event.
Then go inside, a dilapidated old car stopped at the door of Yan Xi's house, as for how long it stopped, Yan Xi can't remember.
In short, everything is so familiar, but a little strange, Yan Xi suddenly realized that he had not been home for a long time.
Home? Ha ha, think of this word, Yan Xi unexpectedly oneself all smile, she also don't know, this place still calculate is own home.
However, in addition to here, where can I go.
With a heavy step on the floor, Yan Xi like a walking corpse standing at the door of his home.
Yan Xi raised her hand, just want to knock on the door, heard the voice inside the room, as if there is a smile.
The door suddenly opened. Behind the door was Yan Mo's face at a loss. When he saw Yan Xi, he half opened his mouth in surprise and didn't say a word for a long time.
"Aren't you afraid your chin will fall to the ground?" Yan Xi said without expression.
“…… Sister Sister, why are you back Yan Mo stammered in response.
Yan Mo's words make Yan Xi's heart cool in an instant, because his tone of speaking is like he is an uninvited guest visiting late at night.
"Why, I can't come back?"
"No, no Sister, that's not what I mean... " Yan Mo explained quickly, with an embarrassed smile on his face.
"You smile so reluctantly, it's better not to. Won't you let me in? "
"No, no, come in." Yan Mo welcomes Yan Xi in. When Yan Xi enters the house, Yan Xi's mother and father, who haven't seen her for many years, notice her existence.
When Lu Lin looks at Yan Xi's face, her cold eyes make Yan Xi feel even colder.
Lu Lin's eyes do not have a trace of temperature, as if Yan Xi is just a stranger, no, I'm afraid even strangers are not as good, even strangers, may care about Yan Xi.
"Ma." Yan Xi squeezed out a word from her throat.
"Why are you back?" Lu Lin just glanced at Yan Xi with disdain, and then took her eyes back. She didn't want to give Yan Xi a little care. Then she put a big chicken leg in Yan Mo's bowl from the bowl on the table.
"Yan Mo, come here for dinner." Lu Lin said.
Then, Yan Xi turns her eyes to her father, whose face is very strange. In the days when she can't see her father, Yan Xi almost forgets his appearance.
What makes Yan Xi cold is that her father just sweeps her haggard face for a short time and immediately lowers his head to eat.
They are like patients with pestilence virus, and all people can't avoid it.
"I want to stay at home tonight." Yan Xi said in a low voice.
She didn't know why she was so weak. It was clear that the family lived on their own money, but now she was the most useless person. Even if she wanted to stay at home for one night, she had to look at their faces.
Words fall, the room fell into a "long" silence.
How long is it? About a century.
"What's the matter with you? What's the matter." Lu Lin asked after a long time.
"Nothing." Yan Xi lightly answers that she doesn't want to tell her family about her difficulties and expose her embarrassment and vulnerability. Anyway, they won't understand her.
"What, divorce, no place to go?"
"Mom, don't you know why I divorced?"
"You were disobedient at that time. I told you not to marry Jin Zongliang. You didn't listen to me. You are responsible for what happened now. You deserve it!"
Tears from Yan Xi's eyes inadvertently gush out, Yan Xi subconsciously raise head, don't let tears slide down.
"Well, I deserve it. I'm sorry." Yan Xi gnaws a tooth to say, finish saying to turn round to want to go, at the moment that she puts hand in doorknob, Lu Lin still called her.
"Yan Xi, you stop."
Yan Xi stopped, but did not look back.
"So late, where are you going again? Do you want to find Jin Zongliang?"
Lu Lin's words are harsh. Yan Xi knows that her mother doesn't feel sorry for herself, but is afraid that she will go to Jin Zongliang and make trouble for her family.
But think about it, it's so late, I really can't go anywhere, even if I'm aggrieved, I have to bear it, but it's the last time.
As long as after tonight, Yan Xi vowed that even if she died of cold and starvation outside, she would not step into this unwelcome home again.Yan Xi took a deep breath, then held her breath and quickly walked back to her room.
With a bang, she slammed the door and leaned her back against the door. Then she habitually put out her right hand and pressed the switch of the light on the wall. When the light lit up the whole room, Yan Xi was stunned.
The room is full of debris, dirty and messy. Yan Xi can recognize that most of them are Yan Mo's, and what's more, her bed has disappeared.
Yan Xi rushed out of the room, "Mom, what's going on!"
"What's the matter?" Lu Lin was impatient.
"Where's the bed in my room? Why did you throw my bed away without my permission? Where do I sleep in the future? "
Yan Xi's series of three questions completely angered Lu Lin.
"I bought this bed. I can throw it if I want. Do I need your permission?"
Come on, it's no use saying more. Yan Xi turns around and goes back to her room. She sits in the middle of a pile of boxes and turns on her mobile phone. There are several unread messages, all from Zhou Dongzhi.
The scene in the car is still fresh in Yan Xi's memory. I really didn't expect that the gentle Zhou Dongzhi would be like this now.
The night is deep, Yan Xi suddenly feel sleepy, but the voice outside is getting louder and louder, Yan Xi really can't bear to open the door, the "Scene" outside surprised her again.
Mom actually called a large group of people to play mahjong at home. Yan Mo didn't know where he was. Dad was sitting on the sofa smoking. In the small living room, there was a moment of miasma, and there were scattered pieces of RMB 100 on the table, obviously for mom to play mahjong.
"Ma! What are you doing? Why are you playing with money now? "