Yan Xi suddenly feels very tired. She doesn't want to talk to anyone. In fact, what is there to say? How many times have she experienced the pain before, and how many scars have been left on her body. Although the scars on her body are getting better quickly, she can even smile with time. As everything hasn't happened, the trauma in her heart can only take a long time To heal slowly, and Yan Xi heart wound too much, she can only keep paralyzing themselves, hiding in no one's corner, quietly heal alone.
She slowly closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Her white skin seemed transparent under the incandescent light in the ward. She raised her hand, her slender fingers covered her eyes, and her long eyelashes trembled. She really wants to escape from this volatile world for a while, even if only for a while.
Because of Yan Xi's words before, Jin Zongliang respects her wishes and tries not to disturb her. She looks very weak. They were so silent. The atmosphere in the ward was strange, with depression, sadness, and a touch of tenderness from Jin Zongliang.
They don't talk, they don't disturb each other, Yan Xi has been immersed in his own world, Jin Zongliang efforts to pull her back, but hesitated several times, finally gave up, he still loves her.
Yan Xi's ear is Jin Zongliang's disordered breathing from time to time, as well as the slight sound of his mouth opening and closing. Yan Xi is sensitive in nature, and subconsciously notices these movements. He moves his hand covering his eyes, and uses the corner of his eye to secretly notice Jin Zongliang. Looking at him, he can't bear to talk and stop. He moves his lips The sound of the sound.
"Why don't you go yet?"
Jin Zongliang see Yan Xi take the initiative to talk, finally relieved, before holding not to speak, really some uncomfortable: "I'll stay for a while, and then see you."
"What do you want me to do? Shouldn't you go home with Yang Li? " Yan Xi's heart suddenly surges up a burst of sadness, can't help but talk right and wrong.
Jin Zongliang gave a bitter smile and sighed: "Yan Xi, don't you know how worried I am about you? Looking at you like this, how can I go home at ease? "
"We didn't have a relationship before." Yan Xi side face, avoid Jin Zongliang hot eyes. She was afraid that if she looked at it one more time, she would sink into it again and be doomed.
"Yan Xi..." Jin Zongliang affectionate call, in exchange for Yan Xi merciless interruption, "you don't say, you'd better go quickly." Yan Xi tries to suppress the emotion in her voice. Jin Zongliang is too familiar with her. She is afraid that he will recognize the nostalgia and trembling in her voice.
Jin Zongliang slightly lowered his head, bitterly hooked the corner of his mouth: "now you don't even want to look at me again, do you want to turn your head, look at me, look at my eyes?"
Yan Xi didn't move, as if he didn't hear it. He just bit his lower lip slightly where he couldn't see it, held back the tears in his eyes, and his eyes were a little red. She really, can't help but want to look at him, want to turn her head, look at his face, look at his eyes, tell him how much she loathes him, how much she loves him, but in the end, she did nothing, let Jin Zongliang's sigh spread out in her ears, fall all over the ground helpless.
"I'll stay a little longer and make sure you're OK. I'll go. You don't have to worry about me. If you're tired, you can have a sleep." Jin Zongliang said.
"In what capacity are you? Ex husband? " Yan Xi finally turns his head and stares at him.
Jin Zongliang was silent.
Yan Xi said with a bitter smile, "you don't even have the identity to look after me. It's better to leave."
"Yan Xi, don't say that. I'm really worried about you."
"The relationship between us is over. Don't try so hard on me. It's unnecessary." Yan Xi's tone is empty and full of despair.
Jin Zongliang's eyes moved away from Yan Xi's face and fell on the floor. His teeth bit the tip of his tongue gently. He was a little sad and full of temptation. He said, "Yan Xi, do you think I am not worthy of you now?"
Yan Xi's pupil dilates for a second, his eyes are puzzled, and he doesn't speak.
Jin Zongliang continued: "I have no power and no power now. I'm not as powerful as I used to be. If you think about it carefully, the gap is really big. I'm afraid it's hard for me to return to that peak in a period of time."
"Zongliang..." Yan Xi weak voice, with some heartache.
Jin Zongliang doesn't know what happened today. He seems to have suddenly opened his talk box. He doesn't know whether he really didn't hear Yan Xi's call or pretended. He continues to say: "this kind of me is thousands of miles different from the arrogant look in front of you before. It's normal for you to think that I don't deserve you now. Oh, after all, I am now..."
Jin Zongliang lowers his head with a bitter smile. He is not willing to lower his head, especially in front of Yan Xi. Yan Xi is the woman he loves. He hopes that he will always be perfect in front of the person he loves most. He must not be so down and out. But Jin Zongliang, who is like this, is smiling bitterly and drooping his head in front of Yan Xi today.
This action falls in Yan Xi's eyes, suddenly turns into a burst of sadness, rushes to the body, swept every corner, Yan Xi begins to love him.Although Jin Zongliang's emotion triggered some inexplicable, his words brought Yan Xi back to her previous life. She saw him again, the one who was full of spirit, scheming strategies, turning his hand to cloud and covering his hand to rain. That was the real Jin Zongliang. Now his situation is a little bleak compared with that of the first day of junior high school.
These things always make people feel sad and delicate. Yan Xi is no exception. In addition, Jin Zongliang's deep words and bitter expression make Yan Xi feel sad. For a moment, he forgot the idea of driving him away and turned to comfort him.
"You are still Jin Zongliang. Don't say that about yourself." Yan Xi slightly frowned, with the softest tone.
Jin Zongliang had a feeling, but he didn't think much about it. However, when he saw that Yan Xi's attitude had changed so much, he was glad that there was a breakthrough. Then he continued to use this tone to tell his recent situation and win Yan Xi's sympathy. But Yan Xi didn't realize it. Instead, her eyes became softer and softer, and her tone became softer and softer. She didn't have the heart to urge Jin Zongliang to leave.
The atmosphere in the ward eased slightly, full of soft clouds, which wrapped them gently, making people unable to disturb them any more.