Ouch, long time no see. For those who loyals and wait for my story, I'm sorry for this. There's many reasons and I think you can call it bullshit excuse or something.
First, I forgot my account and just recovered it today.
Second, because I forgot my account and COVID, I became lazy to update it. Yeah, you can say I drop it.
Third, you can curses me all you want and I humbly apologize for this. Because of my lazyness, I deleted the drafts in my laptop; all of it.