Chapter 288

How did you recognize it? How can people not distinguish the eyes of former lovers? Even if one day, the heat in the eyes will cool, the tenderness in the eyes will become strange and alienated, and the original black and white eyes will be covered with clouds... But in those eyes, there will always be a soul that once made himself love and hate.

"Whose idea?" Zhao Xiong faintly broke the silence and couldn't hear any emotion in his tone.

"Me."“ Me! " Zhao Changyuan and Gong Yueyue raised their heads and blurted out in one voice. Zhao xiongyang raised his eyebrows and glanced at the two faces without saying anything.

Zhao Changyuan immediately added, "my idea has nothing to do with her."

Gong Yueyue said calmly, "Dad, you know, only I can think of these absurd and funny things that are out of tune and unreliable. I forced him to. "

Zhao Xiong nodded expressionless, as if her words were more persuasive. Zhao Changyuan quickly pulled her sleeve and said excitedly, "it's not like this... It's me..."

Zhao Xiong didn't expect his image in the eyes of his children to be so fierce. He himself knew that he was too strict in his son's discipline. But he never felt sorry for his daughter-in-law.

In contrast, Gong Yueyue is really smart and knows how to judge the situation. Unlike Zhao Changyuan, a silly boy who immediately faints and jumps when he is stabbed in the soft rib.

Zhao Xiong looked at them and was helpless“ All right, stop. Are you showing off your love in front of your father? "

Hearing this, Gong Yue almost couldn't hold back his smile“ The saying "show love" came from Zhao Xiong under such circumstances

Zhao Changyuan bowed his head and replied honestly: "I dare not."

Zhao Xiong smiled, straightened himself and said coldly, "why don't you dare? The courage is getting stronger and stronger. I left the army without permission and came to such a place with my daughter-in-law. I must deal with you. "

"Let dad handle it." Zhao Changyuan nodded back without hesitation. As long as he didn't embarrass his little daughter-in-law, he could punish him. Anyway, he was rough and fleshy and could fight and punish.

Zhao Xiong turned his eyes to Gong Yueyue, who was biting his lips and silent, and asked with great interest, "if I want to punish him on weekdays, you must jump out and block him. Why are you silent today? "

She frowned deeply and raised her head, but her eyes only dared to look at the ground“ Dad, it's my fault that I pull your beard. "

"Ah?" Zhao Changyuan, who had just let go, was stunned by her words.

She turned her mouth and continued to mutter, "if you are angry, punish me. Don't be angry with my husband. He is innocent. "

"True or false?" Zhao Changyuan pulled her sleeve and asked softly.

"Really." She nodded in shame.

"Dad, the lady must have mistaken you. She didn't mean it."

Gong Yueyue's behavior is a funny misunderstanding in the 21st century. But in the Song Dynasty, when people were old-fashioned and cautious, it was almost enough to beat the palm with a small ruler. She didn't realize it herself, but simply felt embarrassed. But Zhao Changyuan really pinched a lot of cold sweat for her.

Zhao Xiong felt very funny when he saw their embarrassed expressions, but even he was surprised by the change in his heart... Where was the old-fashioned, dogmatic and serious Zhao Xiong?

The three men, old and young, were wide eyed and silent for a long time. Zhao Xiong suddenly said, "Dad asked you a question. If you answer honestly, I won't pursue you anymore."

"Dad, if you ask, my child must know everything and say everything." Having said that, Zhao Changyuan had no bottom in his heart. Who knows what strange questions daddy will ask.

"Is Dad a bad man? It seems that I have failed to live up to the happiness of others. "

Sure enough, this is not an easy question to answer

"I can't say that, but you are a good father. And a good husband. " Fortunately, Zhao Xiaobai is also a talker.

Zhao Xiong smiled bitterly and turned to Gong Yueyue to hear her opinion.

Her eyes were confused and thoughtful. After a moment, she said, "Dad, it's not easy, is it? Even if you don't know what happened that year, you finally gave up her. But I know that you are not a heartless person, otherwise you can't teach a man like my husband. "

Zhao Xiong didn't say anything, but his eyes were moving.

She always looked at the lonely sky outside the tent, just like her past and present life“ After all, we are all human beings, all flesh and blood. Even if we have an iron will and deep-rooted emotion, when the God of destiny reaches out to us, we can only do our best, but no one can guarantee that things will come true in the end. Many times, we have to conform to society, obey our parents, and even accept death... What should we do? This is life, full of helpless, sad and happy life. "

Speaking of this, she looked firmly at Zhao Xiong“ But Dad, I think it's enough to give sincerity when we're together. "

He once told Xiao Jun that if he had a chance in the future, he must bring Gong Yueyue to this desert and accompany her to see the moving beauty of every moment here. Let her know that when he once stood in this scene, he deeply missed her every inch. Let her know how much she wanted to turn into a wisp of sand and smoke, floating all the way to their common home with the southeast wind

Now, his wish has been realized in disguise. Once again, he returned to the intoxicating sand sea and fell asleep with his beloved wife.

At this moment, he curled up in a small tent and hugged Gong Yueyue, who breathed evenly. The air was very cold, but his heart was warm. He could hear the sound of killing in the distance, but his mind was calm.

For the time being, he doesn't want to think about the crisis he will face, recall the division and killing he has experienced here, ignore the eye-catching scars on his wrist and the occasional faint pain in his sternum, and forget that period has become his permanent shame, but he always downplays the history he doesn't want to mention - he was bound and imprisoned here like a beast, Experience of being controlled and avoided like a monster

For him, nothing is more important than his wife's warm hug and sweet smile in his sleep. He suddenly felt that if he could live a peaceful and plain life, he could even completely put down his hatred for pan Zhuqing.

This does not mean that his hatred is not strong enough. But he understood more and more what Pan Zhuqing wanted in his heart. At first he guessed it was for Gong Yueyue. However, with his speculation and inference of all the enemy's actions day after day, he believes that pan Zhuqing's purpose can not be just a woman, but a more affordable and reasonable purpose for conspirators, such as power.

In everyone's eyes, pan Zhuqing, who seems to have no desire for words, seems to have reached the level of being invulnerable to all kinds of poisons. But in Zhao Changyuan's view, under the disguise of being just without desire, pan Zhuqing is an ambitious determination to control everything. He is not sure where pan Zhuqing's desire ends. It may be an extreme minister or a more terrible conspiracy... But he groped along pan Zhuqing's vein and could clearly understand that what the other party wanted most at present was the weapon he was holding - military power. And this is exactly what Zhao Changyuan despises most!

Knowing this, he found a way to alleviate his hatred for pan Zhuqing. After all, hatred can hurt the mind and body, even confuse people's mind and disturb people's soul. The most important thing is that it will affect the education of the next generation

And he remembered that Gong Yueyue said more than once that pan Zhuqing was a good official in general. An idea in my heart becomes clearer and clearer. As long as his wife and children are not involved and the Zhao family are not hurt, he will not kill pan Zhuqing.

Then the road to the future will be clearer and brighter. After this pass, he tried to resign from his official post to the emperor and returned to the Central Plains with his wife, children and parents. Maybe I still live in Luoyang, maybe I go to Jiangnan to find a comfortable place. In the future, even if it is poor, it will be peaceful and happy.

The future life scene is sketched in his heart, and Zhao Changyuan always has a satisfied smile on his face. Her fingers stroked Gong Yueyue's face involuntarily until she also opened her bleary eyes. As soon as she woke up from a dream, her four eyes were opposite.

After staring at each other in silence for a long time, he asked softly, "why don't you sleep?"

She reached out her hand and touched his face. "You're so beautiful, just like in my dream."

His eyes were full of surprises: "did you dream of me? What am I doing in my dream? "

She hooked up her neck and kissed his slightly cyan chin: "I dreamed of you, wearing a red robe, lifting my curtain..."

"The lady made fun of me. I can't compare with me now." Having said that, he was already smiling in his heart.

"No. In my eyes, you look better than then. "

For a moment, the beacon smoke was not broken three miles away, the wind and sand were all over the sky under the sky, and I shared my robe with you in the cloth tent

This is not beyond Zhao Changyuan's expectation. But he still responded modestly and cautiously: "I'm not talented, but I will try my best, as long as you give me enough trust and power."

After listening to this answer, Lu Ranqing showed a kind smile on her indifferent face“ He is worthy of being a general. He is better than the blue. "

These words have the intention of carrying a gun with a stick. While praising Zhao Changyuan, they also mean to ridicule Zhao Xiong.

But the actual effect is somewhat unexpected. Zhao Xiong didn't feel unhappy, even a little proud. After all, the son was formed by his own efforts. Now it's not in vain for him to be alone. Zhao Changyuan's mother has always spoiled her son. When Zhao Changyuan fell when he was a child, he didn't cry. Liu's Distressed nose is not his nose, but his eyes are not his eyes. Zhao Xiong knew at that time that if he was spoiled with him, the child would be over. Either extravagance or cowardice. So he had to wear the iron mask of his strict father and be strict with Zhao Changyuan in every way. Little did he know that he was also very precious to this son.