Chapter 373

"You and your children." Gong Yueyue gently comforted her: "you can take your children and live well."

"Yes." Cailing nodded, raised her head and looked at her pitifully: "Yueyue, if one day you settle down, will you come back to see me?"

Gong Yueyue said nothing.

To tell the truth, she doesn't want to give her any promise, and she doesn't want to make any promise to her, because she's afraid of her disappointment.

Once people become disappointed, they will be crazy and don't know what they will do, and some people will lead to greater failure just because they hold inappropriate hope.

She didn't want to let her fall into greater misfortune because of herself.

"Why don't you talk?"

"I can't promise you anything." Gong Yueyue said with such certainty for the first time: "maybe, if I leave here only one step, I will die, or maybe nothing will happen."

"I don't understand what you mean." Yueyue shook his head, stretched out a hand and held her tightly: "if you think it's dangerous to leave here, why don't you just stay? At least stay here. We're still two. "

"No." Gong Yueyue refused her very decisively: "I must leave, and I must leave."

"Yue Yue!" Cailing's expression was a little broken. She rushed up and hugged her tightly, and then sobbed. Gong Yueyue didn't push her away, but let her cry and wiped all her tears on her until she cried enough and fell asleep in her arms. Gong Yueyue picked her up and sent her back to her small room.

Gong Yueyue laid her flat on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and then sat by the bed silently with her. Gong Yueyue knew that there was only one thing he could do for her.

Yueyue, people live in this world. Most of the time, they can only rely on themselves, not others. Anyone may leave you.

But she knows that she must not understand this truth now, at least she doesn't want to understand it now.

"What are you still doing here?" Gong Yueyue was in a daze when a voice suddenly came from behind. She stood up happily, but she saw the so-called chief aunt in yellow looking at her.

Gong Yueyue turned his head and looked around: "I'm just here to accompany my friends, that's all."

"You should go back to your place." The headmaster's aunt said coldly: "one thing you should understand is that everyone has his own position in this palace. Unless it's an accident, everyone should be content with his own position and don't jump into someone else's position."

"Oh?" Gong Yueyue stood up and said, "it sounds like a strange rule. I don't know who set it?"

"In short, it's not you. All you do is follow the rules."

"What if I don't comply?"

The headmaster's aunt raised her eyebrows and gave two cold lights in her eyes: "it seems that the lesson for you that day is not enough. Do you want to try again?"

"Just try!" Gong Yueyue didn't know how his temper could be so stubborn: "if you don't keep it together, you'll die. What else?"

The head aunt stared at her for a long time. Finally, she sighed silently and turned away.

Gong Yueyue stood where she was, remained silent for a long time, and returned to the bed. However, she saw that Cailing was still asleep, which was a slight relief.

Dead?

To be honest, Gong Yueyue thought about this more than once, especially in the days when he left home and entered Dade palace.

Gong Yueyue thought that at that time he was too young to know the dangers of the world. He always thought that since he was a woman of the emperor's house, he could secure his life. Unexpectedly, the back palace was such a cold and ruthless place.

Losing the favor of the emperor is like losing everything, being thrown into hell and suffering alive. In those days, I didn't want to die, but I thought day and night

"You can't die. You still have something you haven't done." In the dark night, there is always a voice in my ears. When I wake up, I don't see anyone.

Very strange.

I wonder why I survived and have lived until now.

Like her character, whose heart is like a dry well, she was not interested in everything in the world and no longer nostalgic. How could she still breathe?

"Yue Yue." Cailing turned over, suddenly opened her eyes, reached out and grabbed her cold fingertips: "you're cold, your hands are so cold, what, are you afraid?"

"No." Gong Yueyue shook his head: "don't feel afraid, there's nothing to be afraid of, just some... It's hard to say."

"Huh?"

"Cailing..." she looked at her and said something, but when she came to her mouth, she stopped again - some things you can't understand when you tell another person.

"You must take good care of yourself in the future." With that, Gong Yueyue stood up and walked slowly out of the house.

Gong Yueyue didn't know how she got back to the house. As soon as she got back to the house, she couldn't help squatting down and crying - she believed that maybe no one could hear her only crying here, and no one paid attention to her pain and sadness.

"What's the matter with you?"

Strangely, a gentle voice suddenly sounded behind him.

Gong Yueyue quickly wiped his face with his sleeves and stood up. However, he saw the girl in purple standing a few steps away and watching her quietly.

"Little Palace master."

"Isn't your friend saved? Why are you still so sad? Did anyone else bully you? "

"Little Palace master..." I don't know why. She will have an unspeakable resistance to all the people here, but she is unexpectedly close to the little princess.

"Yes... They want to force me here."

"Who?"

"That what, head aunt."

"You don't want to?"

"No."

"Where do you want to go?"

Where does she want to go?

Suddenly, she found that she had never thought about it - where did she want to go?

"You don't have a place you want to go at all. It's better to stay here. At least you can have nothing to worry about. Isn't it better than the chaotic world outside?"

"Have you ever been to the outside world?"

"No, I just heard some maids say that they all say that there is a man eating world outside."

Man eating world?

Gong Yueyue's heart fell heavily - yes, she described it very well. Isn't it a cannibal world outside? Why would she want to leave? Even back in that world, who can she find?

"I just hate being manipulated." Finally, Gong Yueyue said what he thought in his heart.

"What's the matter? If you don't want to, you can tell me. I'll tell my aunt in charge that no one will force you to do what you don't like."

"Really?" Gong Yue's eyes brightened slightly.

"Really." The little palace leader nodded: "from tomorrow on, you can go wherever you want and do whatever you want. No one will stop you."

"Thank you." Gong Yueyue said sincerely, "then I want to go back to bed now."

The little palace leader "puffed" and smiled, looking very happy.

"You smiled." Gong Yueyue finally showed his sincere smile and squeezed his eyes at her: "I'm gone, you should go back to sleep."

When she returned to the room where she was afraid, she lay quietly on the small bed. Gong Yueyue breathed evenly and closed her eyes. Only then did she find that she was relaxed - it turned out that she was so nostalgic for such a feeling, unrestrained, relaxed and comfortable. She liked to live in her own way. What she liked was what she liked. As for other things, it was the idea of others. What did it have to do with her?

She doesn't like anyone and imposes his (her) will on her, otherwise she will encounter strong resistance.

"Yes." Gong Yueyue said frankly, "I really don't understand why I was born in troubled times and came here again."

"Just because your life is different from ordinary beings."

"What are you talking about?" She was slightly surprised: "different from ordinary beings?"

"Yes." He nodded: "your life is really different from ordinary beings."

"How is it different?"

"The secret cannot be revealed." After the other party finished saying such a sentence, there was no movement, and Gong Yueyue felt annoyed - what and what is this? If you are a mystery, why should you appear in front of her? That's strange.

But she was not in the mood to say these things - it was time for her to be in good condition. On one hand, the little palace leader promised her that she would not restrain her casually, on the other hand, she was in a peaceful state of mind and didn't want anything deliberately.

It seems that it would be nice to stay in xianle palace like this.

After the practice, Gong Yueyue felt refreshed, so she slowly walked back to her house. Before entering the door, she smelled a strange aroma. She couldn't help but stop strangely.

The wind blew through the curtain of the door, making her feel very comfortable.

Slowly moved to the door, Gong Yueyue looked inward, but saw a woman standing at the table with her back to her. The whole person looked like an unspeakable breath.

Gong Yueyue couldn't help standing there and couldn't move any more.

"Do you know why I left you?"

She still stood there blankly.

"Listen to them, you don't like it here?"

"It's not that I don't like it."

"That --"

"I just want to be alone."

"Alone? What about the man? Don't you care? "

"You mean Han Jingliang?"

"Is there anyone else besides him?"

"He..."

"Are you testing him, or do you think he doesn't love you enough?"

"I don't know." Gong Yue shook his head in some confusion.

"I can see that you care about him very much. When a woman starts to care about a man, it means she has fallen in love with him..."

"So what?" Gong Yue stubbornly turned to the beginning.

"For many years." The woman sighed: "xianle palace has been for many years. Men are not allowed to take a step."