Chapter 642

Depressed? But sometimes I feel very helpless. No one understands me. Many people will lean on the former Gong Yueyue. In fact, I have long been different from her! But they don't know, they don't know anything. Especially recently, Zhao Yuan has been saying in his ear that once, once, he was not here at all, in the unknown future.

But these words can't be said to anyone. They can only hold them back, treat themselves as Gong Yueyue they know, and live hard and endure all that.

I just didn't expect that someone would love me, but would Zhao Changyuan believe his words? Or do you think you're kidding? After all, if you were yourself, you wouldn't believe that nonsense.

Gong Yueyue couldn't help laughing: "I think you won't believe what I said anyway. It's better not to say it." Soul crossing?! Otherwise, if I really experienced it, I would think it would only happen in the novel.

"Tell me." Zhao Changyuan suddenly felt that Gong Yueyue should be carrying a story. Since she was by her side, no matter what happened and who she was, she would protect her well. "As you said, although we are not husband and wife, we should solve any difficulties together. You say you can't understand what I'm thinking, and I can't understand what you're thinking. How can we be honest with each other? "

"I..." if I can't do it myself, how can I ask others? Gong Yueyue knew Zhao Changyuan was right, but it was still difficult to tell him what he thought. "Do you believe that people have souls?"

"Soul?" Zhao Changyuan didn't quite understand what Gong Yueyue was talking about, but according to his current knowledge, she should say this, "you mean the soul after death?" In the apocalypse, people usually talk about the soul only after death, hoping to reincarnate normally, so generally speaking, the soul is in the ordinary forbidden word.

"Yes, soul." Gong Yueyue paused and thought about how to explain the problem, "but the soul doesn't exist after death. It should be that people originally have body and soul, which is what you call the soul, and the separation of the two doesn't have to die."

Not death“ You want to say your soul... "

"Yes, my soul is not Gong Yueyue's soul for a long time. So you say I lost my memory. In fact, I didn't have the memory of her before, so there's no what you said to think of. "

"Isn't it Gong Yueyue's soul?!" Gong Yueyue has never heard of such a thing. After all, the soul here is both sacred and taboo, and it is considered the most important thing for human beings, but Gong Yueyue told him that his soul is not Gong Yueyue's soul before, "then... Who is your soul?"

Gong Yueyue can easily read the doubts in Zhao Changyuan's eyes, but she can't adjust whether Gong Yueyue believes in himself or not. She can only sigh with a bitter smile: "my name is Liu Su, from... The future world, the exact year is 2012. Although this country has not appeared in my historical knowledge, it must take thousands of years. You haven't heard of it, but I really come from there. "

future?! What kind of concept is 2012? Zhao Changyuan doesn't know for thousands of years. A person's life is only a few decades. Zhao Changyuan felt that he could not accept it: "then how did you come here?"

"I don't know. I just fainted in the heavy rain that night. When I woke up, I became Gong Yueyue." It's really like a dream, but I didn't wake up that day.

But that day, he personally brought the stunned Gong Yueyue back to Gong's house. There was no accident at all, but it was that day that Gong Yueyue didn't remember everything before and began to change his temperament. Zhao Changyuan couldn't say anything. He didn't believe Gong Yueyue, but such an answer surprised him and didn't know how to accept it.

"You don't believe me, do you?" Zhao Changyuan didn't speak, which made Gong Yueyue's heart panic. Although it was difficult for anyone to accept such an answer, if Zhao Changyuan couldn't accept it, wouldn't telling him himself increase his doubt? But these were not important reasons, and she felt disappointed.

"Ah, No." Gong Yueyue's heart is a very sensitive woman. His attitude must have hurt him. Zhao Changyuan knew that his attitude was hard to think about, so he began to comfort, "I just couldn't accept it all at once. And even if your soul is not Gong Yueyue's, you don't feel any sense of conflict here, so I can't believe it. "

"Don't you think I might be lying to you?" After all, even he felt that as an ordinary person, it was really bad to let Zhao Changyuan believe such words, but these were the truth. Gong Yueyue's heart was very contradictory. He clearly felt that Zhao Changyuan didn't believe he was normal, but he didn't believe himself and felt very sad, "and my future soul lives in Gong Yueyue's body, Don't you think it's strange? "

"I don't think it's strange!" Zhao Changyuan reached out and rubbed Gong Yueyue's head to comfort her. She didn't want her to think too much. "In fact, I didn't tell you. In fact, Gong Yueyue used to like Zhao Yuan, which you already know, but you also know that others said that the person you like is me, just because Zhao Yuan wanted you to come to me and stare at me, and never got some information he wanted..."

what?! It turns out that there is such a source: "so your attitude towards me from the beginning is so bad. I just hope I stay away from you!"

"Yes." Zhao Changyuan thought of the time he spent with Gong Yueyue before, so he could only smile helplessly. "If you were placed next to me in the past, it would be like a time bomb. It might explode at any time, and most people would hate the secret that someone has been staring at themselves."

"Yes." At this time, Gong Yueyue was able to share the reason why Zhao Changyuan had such a bad attitude towards himself, "I thought you really hated me, so I did that to me. In fact, I hated you very much at that time. I didn't know anyone, but somehow I wanted to be despised by you. It was really hard in my heart."

Knowing Gong Yueyue's secret, Zhao Changyuan also felt sorry for Gong Yueyue. Although Zhao Changyuan had no personal experience in his life, he understood that mood. After all, the existence of those brothers and sisters since childhood was the same as none: "sorry, I didn't think you were not the arrogant and domineering Gong Yueyue in the past, Otherwise I wouldn't treat you... "