Chapter 736

I am already a happy woman to spend this night with you. I have grown from that innocent Luoyang girl to a woman.

Don't blame me for being presumptuous. You were young, and you must have loved me deeply. The world is full of helplessness and thorns.

How many people pay their youth and even their lives for fame, wealth and beauty. And all I want in my life is a lute, a pot of wine with new fermented grains, and a bosom friend.

Lingjie, when we clasped our fingers in the hot spring water, I smiled. I really bloomed the happiest smile in so many years. You don't see it, but, I know, you can feel it.

She is a beauty, a beauty of the northern Qin Dynasty. They decided to let her marry you. I must have heard wrong, oh, otherwise, it must be a big joke!

Marry! no Lingjie, she can't match you, and she can't understand your heart like me.

A true lover does not need to go through any so-called temptation, let alone waste precious time to understand. A true lover can recognize him or her at a glance even if he is scattered in front of thousands of troops. He or she is your lifelong fetter.

You and I, both mortals, have a heart that is difficult for others to understand. You and I, living in the world, have their own fetters.

Your father and mother, my Luoyang relatives, each affect the meaning of our life. You and I both know that when we leave today, we don't know when we will meet.

Lingjie, there is a story I haven't told you. There is one of my favorite headdress in the letter sent back to Luoyang. It is also a Durian flower inlaid with ruby mother of pearl that I held tonight.

The day she received the letter and articles, her mother's heart immediately tightened. She told me that in the ninth year of Dazhong, on the spring night when I was born, she dreamed of a high scholar holding a red gold durian stick. He said solemnly to her, "I want to take the girl to Lin'an!"

Lingjie, it must be funny, isn't it? Why did he make a prophecy, which confirmed my dilemma today! Your wife is a gentle and quiet girl.

Have you ever learned how much I envy her and how much I hate her? Why can't I accompany you all my life, spend a good night with you, sing beautiful poems, drink peach blossom wine and have children for you.

Many days ago, Yang Zhai smiled at me blandly. She said that Yu Zhang was dismissed by South Vietnam on the grounds of eight character non cooperation. And she was eager and curious to go to South Vietnam and marry the prince of Lao Shizi.

As soon as I heard this, I turned a tiger's face and yelled at her in a deep voice. Don't go to South Vietnam. If the prince I haven't met is a vulgar figure, you won't be able to go back to Chang'an.

However, today, it is not Yangzhai who goes to Lin'an, but me. Yang Zhai, a cheerful and smiling man, was ordered by her father to marry Gong Lian, my hateful uncle's youngest son.

However, my cousin was born well and made war achievements. Yangzhai, she is luckier than me and will be happy.

By the way, Lingjie, will you laugh at me for talking too much. You looked at me quietly and greedily, put your arms around me, put my lips on your broad shoulders, and let my lips caress your earlobes.

Lingjie, did you know that Aunt Bai shed tears in the hall today. I know. She's worried about me. I didn't want her to go to South Vietnam, but aunt Bai had made up her mind.

She said that staying here in Chang'an without relatives was like putting her in an empty city, which was frighteningly empty. If Princess Nanyun in front is still alive, she should be in Lin'an now. She didn't trust me, so she went with me. Go.

Polly, you haven't seen it yet. She is really beautiful. Her snow skin, red lips, brown pupils, everything shows her difference from us.

Our father is a close friend. Po Li said that she and I are very congenial. Since her family has been broken and her relatives have died, she is also willing to set off for the distant Lin'an to seek inner peace.

Let's go. We are both sad and frustrated. Why not have one more of her!

And Qin e, needless to say, I must take her. First of all, no matter she is from Lin'an, I can't let go of my heart just thinking of leaving her alone in the lonely and haunted court.

Lingjie, if you can, do you know what I want to take most? You gently close your lips and shake your head. You say you can't guess. You say you need to know the real intention of Bu man.

I straightened my face and put my hand on your solid chest. I whispered, if I can, I want to take you away. Let's go to Lin'an. We live in seclusion in Xiling where famous scholars of the Southern Dynasty gather. We go boating on the waves. We see the Yellow haired children grow up gradually.

Oh, Lingjie, at that moment, I felt your strong breath. You hugged me, very tight, very tight, as if you were going to rub me into your heart.

I indulged in opening my lips and biting on your shoulder. Clear tears mixed with the pain of suffocation slowly fell into the hot spring water. Lingjie, I love you, I really love you. How can I allow another woman to occupy your arms like this.

no I don't want to. I can't imagine her kissing you. I can't imagine her falling on your shoulder. This imagination alone is enough to torture me endlessly in the years to come.

Your slender and bony fingers gently caress my face, which quietly stirs up my sleeping love. My lips feel its obvious warmth, and my heart and body wake up gradually with its rhythm.

You are so gentle that I completely forget the pain. I only know that our bodies are like lingering wild butterflies in the spring wind, nostalgic for each other's Mu Lin, and forget the shortness of life.

Until the spring gradually went away, our bodies also slowly fell in the residual flowers and fallen English. Lingjie, do you know what I was thinking? I don't regret that I depend on you in this life and die with you again.

Bu man, I heard you calling my words. Lingjie, you say, I listen carefully. At present, the world is not peaceful, and unification is an irresistible trend.

After years of hard work, the northern Qin Dynasty has become the most powerful and promising country in the existing six countries to unify the world. Bu man, I love you. I won't let you leave me until the iron cavalry of the northern Qin Dynasty comes to South Vietnam.

I assure you that our love should be the same as our ambition. It is the wild geese flying over the blue sky, the birds flying over the desolate Mobei and the green south.

Princess Yuzhang, she is the wife whom the king ordered me to marry. I will obey the edict to marry her, but my heart is only you.

When she enters Lin's house, I will write to ask her to go to Yanmen to guard the edge. Guan Shanyue, Qin Shifeng, Han Shiyu, killing the enemy and serving the country are my best dedication to our love in the cold north wind.

You, don't wronged yourself, I can give you, as long as these. The bronze mirror is the keepsake of our love. The ocarina is my shadow with you. Bu man, I love you.