Chapter 881

So the more so, the more he wants Gong Yueyue to stay with him, and the more he wants to accompany him (her) and watch him (her) grow up slowly from the beginning of their child's pregnancy.

But how can he stand the thought that Gong Yueyue's repeated request to leave is like depriving him of his right to love.

Gong Yueyue stayed quietly in Zhao Changyuan's arms, but her heart was still calm. She could feel Zhao Changyuan's heartbeat, because she was close to his chest, so every heartbeat of Zhao Changyuan seemed to beat behind him again and again.

That feeling is very reassuring and sweet. But the thought of this sweetness may have to be shared and occupied by another woman makes her heart ache. It hurts like a drop of blood.

Gong Yueyue made her tone sound without a trace of waves. It seems that she is now very serious and formal talking to Zhao Changyuan. Gong Yueyue said, "yuan, have you ever thought that if you promise to marry Tanami this time, there will be other requirements forcing you to agree next time. For example, the emperor will let you have a child with Tanami. Can you disobey such an order? "

"I don't love her. I said I would never touch her." Zhao Changyuan seemed to swear and said it very seriously.

Gong Yueyue smiled bitterly and asked, "what if it's for compensation?"

Compensation? This word stunned Zhao Changyuan, but he didn't immediately understand Gong Yueyue's words.

Gong Yueyue sighed and explained, "you can imagine that if you don't love Tanami, you can never touch her. I believe you, too. But what if five years later? Tanami is still alone, without your love, without a company, and in a foreign country, will you feel at ease? And at this time, if the emperor says to you, even if it is a compensation, let you give Tanami a child? "

Zhao Changyuan's mind turned with Gong Yueyue's words and began to understand what she meant. But Zhao Changyuan didn't answer. His eyes stared at the ground. He seemed to be thinking about what was going to happen in the future.

Gong Yueyue continued: "then think again. At that time, if you don't agree, you'd rather go against your conscience and let that woman bear lifelong loneliness. What will happen to Tanami if she thinks of you? If I'm not mistaken, this time Tanami was bitten by a snake, she must be playing a bitter trick, right? You won't fail to see this, but you can't help it at all. What if she does it again? She will plead with you and complain to the emperor; If she can't make progress with you, she may turn into a threat. "

Zhao Changyuan completely understood Gong Yueyue's words. In fact, he knows very well that the compromise will continue as long as it has a beginning.

It is precisely because of this that Zhao Changyuan has always refused to agree to marry Tanami. He is trying every means to avoid it. But now it seems that he really can't avoid it.

The big hand encircles Gong Yueyue in his arms. Zhao Changyuan's voice is still with skin horn and helplessness: "Ran Ran, I understand what you mean, but can you understand my helplessness?"

"I understand, because I understand, so I love your pain and worry about your fatigue, so..." Gong Yueyue paused and tried not to show his sadness, but said calmly: "so I want to bless you."

"Ran Ran, can you stop being so cruel. I don't want your blessing. I want you and your baby to stay with me. " Zhao Changyuan almost pushed Gong Yueyue away from his arms. But as soon as I tried, I found myself reluctant to give up.

After putting down his emotions that were about to erupt, Zhao Changyuan said, "well, don't say this again. Can't you be wronged for me? How many women are there in the palace? When you think about my mother imperial concubine, she served her father and emperor with many women. Even if the mother imperial concubine died, she didn't get the imperial edict established by her father. If the emperor's brother had not succeeded to the throne, she would always be a concubine. "

Zhao Changyuan's words made Gong Yueyue stare in amazement. After a long time, he found his voice and said with a helpless smile: "do you mean to let me share my love with many women like your mother and concubine, and then end up alone? At the same time, he also warned me that such things need patience, as long as I get used to them? "

"Ran Ran, you know I didn't mean that." Zhao Changyuan almost wants to jump. He doesn't want many women. If he can choose, he only needs Gong Yueyue.

But now he can't help but persuade Gong Yueyue in this way. I hope she can understand her difficulties, but obviously, Gong Yueyue can't accept this advice.

Gong Yueyue's eyes have flashed water light, but his voice still maintained a faint way: "I'm not a woman like your mother's concubine. We come from a different world. You should never expect me to be tolerant and understand such things. Being able to give in and bless you is the greatest tolerance I can achieve. "

With that, Gong Yueyue took away Zhao Changyuan's arm around his waist with a smile, and kept away from him step by step without looking back.

The setting sun has set, but the moon hasn't risen yet. The sky is a dark gray, just like a layer of loneliness and loneliness in the heart of the people. It also makes Gong Yueyue's back look particularly thin in this unknown light, but it is not true.

At that moment, Zhao Changyuan even felt that Gong Yueyue had stepped into a gray and would disappear. The same thing would never appear again.

But the heart is cold and painful. He thought Gong Yueyue would understand himself, face with himself and share joys and sorrows. But I didn't expect that she turned away so resolutely. Is it for a woman who is going to enter?

But Zhao Changyuan didn't know that the farther Gong Yueyue walked, the more tears on her face. Clearly do not want to shed tears, she used to think that tears are the weak will have. So after her parents died, she never cried again.

Even her dependent grandfather died. She just smiled at her grave and swore to her grandfather that she would live well.

But now, the heart is so painful and there are so many tears. The salty taste from the bottom of my heart flows into the corners of my mouth from the corners of my eyes and stays on the taste buds at the tip of my tongue, which makes her understand the real meaning of tears.

When his heart was empty, Gong Yueyue found that everything had become meaningless. She didn't even know how long she had been wandering in the yard. In short, there was no footsteps of Zhao Changyuan behind him, and there were no attendants around. Even Xiaotong and night cry seemed to have discussed and did not appear to disturb themselves.

But Prince Gong's house was so big that Gong Yueyue found it boundless for the first time. When she was a little tired, she found a stone pier by the rockery and sat down.