Chapter 238

"How are our children?"

Xiao Nanxian is about to get up, but Jin Xiaoxiao grabs her arm and can't move.

Looking at Jin Xiaoxiao's eager eyes, Xiao Nanxian doesn't know how to answer. At the moment, he is both distressed and guilty.

Seeing that Xiao Nanxian didn't speak, Jin Xiaoxiao had already guessed the result.

Her gloomy face was full of grief, her withered lips moved, but she didn't say anything.

Jin Xiaoxiao struggled to get up and went to the bed. Xiao Nanxian stopped her quickly: "what are you doing? Xiao Xiao, listen to me... "

"I don't care. What about the mountain bandits? I'm going to kill them. Even if I give up my life, I'll die with them. Let me go. "

Xiao Nanxian locked her eyebrows, took Jin Xiaoxiao into the bad, hugged her tightly, and whispered in her ear: "Xiaoxiao, it's my fault that I didn't protect you. It doesn't matter if our child is gone, isn't there me? There will always be. Don't do that, will you? "

I don't know where Jin Xiaoxiao's strength comes from. He pushes Xiao Nanxian away. His empty eyes are full of hatred.

She screamed hysterically, "what do you mean, it doesn't matter? That's my heart. He hasn't come to the world to see the beauty of the world, so he was brutally killed by those animals, but you say it doesn't matter? Are you still human? "

"Of course, I hate these animals. Even though they have been killed by me, I'm still heartbroken. But things have happened. Can you take care of yourself? What do you want me to do if you have a problem? Please don't do that, will you

"Plop..."

Jin Xiaomeng knelt on the ground, his shoulders trembled and tears fell silently.

Xiao Nan Xian takes a deep breath, squats down and holds Jin Xiaoxiao in his arms again. At the moment, he doesn't know how to comfort him. That's all he can do.

"Why... What is this, ah..."

Jin Xiaoxiao finally began to wail. Xiao Nanxian's consolation was so weak in the grief of losing her child.

Caizhi, who had been guarding the door, sobbed and ran away with her mouth covered.

Although Jin Xiaoxiao didn't blame her from the beginning to the end, she couldn't pass the barrier in her heart.

I always feel that if she doesn't take Jin Xiaoxiao to Wuji temple, it won't happen.

In the next few days, Jin Xiaoxiao was like a walking corpse, and he lost a big circle.

Every night, I always think of the picture of being hijacked by mountain bandits on the mountain. I can't sleep for a long time.

Even if you fall asleep, you will be awakened by nightmares. Every time you wake up, Xiao Nanxian is by her side.

Xiao Nanxian never went back to Baifu, but always stayed by her side and took care of her.

Caizhi also wants to help to make her heart feel better, but Jin Xiaoxiao doesn't want to see anyone.

Until the sixth day of the incident, after the unremitting efforts of the people, Jin Xiaoxiao finally eased down a little. Occasionally he would say a few words to Caizhi and others, but it was quite different from the past. He was silent and seemed lifeless.

If you are not a mother, you will never feel the pain of losing your child. Even if the child has not met, it is still extremely sad.

On this day, it was sunny outside the window, the warm sun was shining, and the warm breeze was blowing on Jin Xiaoxiao's face.

She slowly got up from the bed, went to the window, closed her eyes, and felt the moment of peace brought by the breeze.

Xiao Nanxian walks into the bedroom with dessert and looks at her standing by the window. She is so nervous that she almost throws away her plate. Only when she can see her face clearly can she breathe a sigh of relief.

"Xiaoxiao, do you want to go out for a walk?"

Jin Xiaoxiao opened his eyes and asked, "where are you going?"

"Why don't we go to Jasper lake? It's such a fine day today. If you don't go out to relax, will you live up to it? "

"I don't want to go. If you feel suffocated, go by yourself."

Xiao Nanxian put down the desserts, walked to Jin Xiaoxiao, took her hand, and said in a soft voice, "you have locked yourself in the bedroom for a long time. Why torture yourself and go out to relax? Just be with me, OK?"

Jin Xiaoxiao hesitated a little. Before she nodded her head, she was held by Xiao Nanxian and left the first floor.

Biyu lake is not a famous lake in Cangzhou Prefecture, but the scenery is very beautiful. There are rich CHILDES and powerful people who come here. There is more silence and less noise.

The young masters chanted poems and wrote Fu in the pavilion, while the young lady in twos and threes took a boat to blow her flute in the breeze, which was peaceful and beautiful.

Xiao Nan Xian is rowing. Jin Xiao sits quietly in the bow of the boat, listening to the melodious sound of the flute and the implied poems.

Jin Xiaoxiao put his hand into the cool water of the lake, and finally showed a smile on his face: "this is a good place. Why didn't you bring me here before?"

Xiao Nan Xian hooked the corner of his lips and said with a smile, "you are busy with the first floor on weekdays, but I have a task. I can't find the right time. Otherwise, I will take you around."

Jin Xiaoxiao took a deep breath: "in the future, I must come to more places like this. I blindly want to earn more money, but I ignore the most important things. No matter how hard I try, I can't get rid of the fact that I was born in the market."

"It's said that if you come out to relax, how can you think about these messy things again? Sometimes you have to have something in your life, and don't force it all the time. I don't need to teach you such a simple truth, do I?"

Xiao Nanxian knew very well that her mood could not come out. No matter what she saw, she could think of her lost child and Bai's sarcastic words to her.

"By the way, do you remember when we first met?"

"Of course, why do you ask all of a sudden?" Jin Xiaoxiao looks at Xiao Nanxian with some doubts. He doesn't understand why he suddenly asks.

Xiao Nan Xian shook his head: "nothing, just think of you once silly appearance, very attractive, in a twinkling of an eye, we have known each other for so long."

Recalling all kinds of things when he first met Xiao Nanxian, Jin Xiaoxiao also showed a knowing smile: "yes, you were framed at that time, and

At this point, Jin Xiaoxiao's face turned red and he didn't want to go on.

They looked at each other and finally looked at each other and laughed, as if they had returned to their original appearance.

Xiao Nanxian talked about a lot of interesting things when they met at the beginning, and each of them pulled Jin Xiaoxiao out of the abyss of losing her children.

Finally, Jin Xiaoxiao took away the smile on his face and solemnly said to Xiao Nanxian, "I have figured out that we can have another child without him. I don't want to live in such a shadow all my life. There are so many beautiful things waiting for us to meet. Why torture myself."

Xiao Nan Xian put down the oar in his hand, came up to Jin Xiao Xiao and held it in his arms: "no matter how bad things are, they will pass. I promise that you will never be hurt in the least."