In fact, Qin Yang regards Vivian as a very different friend in his heart, just like a confidant, but he can't say a word. After all, he knows very well in his heart that he can never give Vivian the kind of identity and feelings he wants. Therefore, he just doesn't want to give her hope and let her look forward to it.
In this way, it will do more harm to her.
"So, so I thought I would be different! " The smile on Vivian's face became bitter.
She suddenly regretted asking Qin Yang this question.
After all, she had expected the answer for a long time, but she still asked.
Now, the answer completely appeared in front of her, her heart that little bit of residual hope, also completely shattered!
"Vivian, I'm sorry, because I've implicated you. In fact, if it wasn't for me, you might still be Xinghui, No.1 agent, but for me, you lost your job! I'm really sorry. I'll try my best to make up for your loss... " Qin Yang's words are sincere, but the alienation in these words is the most hurtful.
Vivian smiles bitterly. She knows that the purpose of Qin Yang's saying this is to tell her that he is determined to keep a distance from her.
"Don't say that. These are my own choices. In fact, if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have stayed in Xinghui for so long!" Vivian pulled the corners of her mouth, trying to show a cheerful, indifferent smile.
However, the smile is not much better than crying.
In fact, she was very depressed.
"I won't have any activities in this period of time. Naturally, this period of time can be long or short. I don't want to delay you. If you have any good places to go, you can go. Don't worry about me!" Qin Yang said.
Vivian's heart was more depressed.
"I know what you mean. You don't have to do that. I just say what I have in my heart. These words have been in my heart for many years. Since I can keep them in my heart for so many years, I can keep them in my heart for a longer time! I will still be like before, can't I? " Vivian was almost begging.
But Qin Yang didn't seem to want to give her a chance at all, "it's too unfair to you, so you will be very aggrieved, and I will be uneasy in my heart! All in all, I have no way to think that nothing has happened. "
"I know, I know what you mean! Qin Yang, I have no other meaning! " Wei Wei An is worried in the heart, this just realizes, this is actually Qin Yang began to want her to leave.
"Don't say it again, Vivian. We will always be friends. When we meet in the future, we will still be the same as before!" Qin Yang said, then asked with a smile, "where are you going now? I'll take you there! "
Wei Wei An looks at Qin Yang, in the heart gradually cool down.
She knew that this might be Qin Yang's last journey, "I Go back, go home... "
Vivian said softly, now in addition to going home, she didn't know where else she could heal herself.
Her heart is very uncomfortable, uncomfortable want to cry.
Is it wrong for her to like someone? Why should this person treat him like this?
She's so wrong that she loves him?
"OK, I'll take you back!" Qin Yang said, restart the car.
The car is shuttling through the busy city. It's time to get off work, but there is a traffic jam.
The original half an hour's drive, but it took an hour, has not yet arrived.
Vivian wants the car to be stuck here forever, so that she can stay with Qin Yang for a while.
However, the car can not be stuck here forever. Soon, the car began to run.
Seeing the scenery outside the window became more and more familiar, Vivian's heart became more and more uncomfortable.
Suddenly, a bar appeared in front.
Wei Wei an immediately turns around and looks at Qin Yang.
"Qin Yang, would you like to have a drink with me? Just think of it as the last breakup bar! " Vivian prayed.
Qin Yang looks at the bar outside. It seems that it's just opened. It looks very upright.
After hearing what Vivian said, he thought about it and finally nodded, "OK, let's have a drink!"
Qin Yang stopped his car by the side of the road.
Vivian and Qin Yang get out of the car.
After all, Qin Yang's identity is quite special. He has been on the waves recently, so he can't make too much publicity. So he is fully armed, wearing a mask and a baseball cap.
They asked for a box and Vivian ordered some wine.
"I didn't expect that our final ending would be here!" Vivian gave a bitter smile and drank the wine cup in her hand.
"Qin Yang, you know, I think you look very warm. In fact, you are the most merciless to me. Sometimes I really want to dig out your heart and see if your heart is black! Why are you so bad to me! I've worked hard for you for so many years, but in the end, I can't compare with a girl you just met. I don't know where I lost... " While crying, Vivian drank a lot of wine, as if to get drunk."Well, Vivian, don't drink any more. If you drink it, you will be really drunk!" Qin Yang advised.
He knew that she was very sad at this time, but no matter how sad she was, what could she do?
He is doomed not to give her what she wants. Therefore, this kind of pain is inevitable. Therefore, he can only hurt her ruthlessly, only to let her find something more suitable for her earlier, instead of wasting his feelings on him.
"Get drunk when you get drunk, Qin Yang. Anyway, it's the last time. Let's not get drunk. How about it?" Vivian was very happy with her smile, but her eyes shed tears.
"Come on, I respect you. I respect the beautiful days you once gave me. Every day is worth remembering. Every day is like a dream that won't wake up. But after all, the dream is a dream. It's time to wake up, but I still respect you!" Vivian and Qin Yang touched the glass, and then drank up the wine in the glass.
Vivian was almost drinking and talking to herself.
Qin Yang quietly accompany her, let her vent the grievance and depression in the heart.
After drinking for a while, Vivian stood up and walked out with deep and shallow feet, "I'll go to the bathroom, you You wait for me here... " She said, pushing the door open and going out.
The door closed behind her. Vivian, who was already drunk, flashed a trace of light in her eyes.