Chapter 1216

After driving home, Su Xiaoyan sits on the sofa and looks at the safe on the coffee table. She hesitates and doesn't know whether to open it. The password must be her father's birthday. All the passwords used by the old lady are the old man's birthday. She's just not sure what will be inside.

Unknowingly, it gets dark. After pouring a glass of wine, Su Xiaoyan finally decides to open the safe.

Looking at the things inside, she was a little stunned. In fact, it was very simple, just a set of jewelry and a letter. To her surprise, the jewelry was the style she wanted most. Now it was not sold, and she didn't know where her mother got it.

Su Xiaoyan hesitates to open the envelope, but there is nothing written in it. Her mother just asks Su Xiaoyan to have a look at the house she left behind.

Mother Su told her not to sell the house directly. She didn't know what riddle she was playing.

Put all the things back in the safe. Su Xiaoyan put the box on the bottom of her wardrobe. I don't know why. She doesn't want to see these now. The wine bottle makes her dizzy, so she lies down on the sofa and goes to sleep.

In the early hours of the morning, because of the pain of hemiplegia, when Chu woke up, Su Xiaoyan felt that she didn't know what was going on. After a long time, she found the house property certificate and key that the lawyer gave her today, grabbed a suit, put it on and went out of the door.

Since her mother told her to go, she would go to see what her mother wanted her to see, so that she would not be confused, waste her mind, and not be relieved.

The house is in a middle-class community. It looks pretty good. Su Xiaoyan finds a parking space, stops her car, and finds it slowly according to the address.

When she got to the door, she looked at the key in her hand, pursed her lips, hesitated for a second, and then inserted it into the keyhole.

The house is not too big. It looks like a bachelor's apartment.

But looking at the details of the layout inside, Su Xiaoyan still can't help but wet her eyes. The stroller in front of the balcony, the crib in the bedroom, and the children's clothes in the wardrobe from childhood to adulthood all show the people's expectation and yearning for children.

Finally, she saw a letter on the dining table. Looking at the words written on it, she knew that it should be written by the little old lady herself, and she knew her handwriting.

After pulling back the chair and sitting down, Su Xiaoyan slowly unfolds the letter paper.

"Xiaoyan, when you see this letter, I may be gone. I can't deny what I've done. Although I never regret my decision, it doesn't mean I won't feel guilty. I think I can see you get married and have children. If I don't say it's safe, I'll have a happy family at least. But God doesn't seem to be very good to both of us.

I've never regretted being with your father and giving birth to you two in my life. I just feel guilty that I can't give you the best life. Your brother has been spoiled by me, only you. You are always so simple. Even if you are cheated and bullied, you always keep your heart. This is very good.

I didn't expect anything about my children. I was excited when I knew I was going to be a grandmother. It was just that I was predestined. Sometimes I would wonder if everything would be different if I wasn't so greedy. But in the end, it didn't work out, because I am such a person. I can't change in my life.

When I was bored, I made some children's clothes and prepared some long-life locks and other things, which you will always use in the future. I don't mean to make you forgive me, but I just hope the child knows that even if I'm gone, grandma loves him.

Xiaoyan, I don't know if you will see this letter, and I don't know if you will see the things I have done, but I still want to say that I will have a good look at my next life and don't look for a mother like me. I'm not qualified. I know. "

After reading the letter, Su Xiaoyan found that she was already in tears unconsciously. The little old lady's words didn't mean to be soft at all, and she didn't even have a little attitude of admitting mistakes, but it just made her feel very heartbreaking.

When everyone dies, Su Xiaoyan sobs with emotion.

"Ma." Su Xiaoyan slowly sat on the ground, holding her legs and crying, no matter when, no matter what her mother did to her, she always thought about her mother.

That's her mother. Now that there is no one, she has completely become a child without father and mother. She only feels lonely, and the feeling that she is the only one left in the world is coming again.

I don't know how long later, the ringing of the mobile phone interrupted Su Xiaoyan's crying. She slowly stood up and found her mobile phone on the sofa. She took two deep breaths and managed to control her mood before she picked up the phone.

"Xiaoyan, I heard you didn't come to work today. What's the matter? What happened? " Bai sichen's words of care came out along the receiver.

"I'm fine." Although Su Xiaoyan tried to restrain herself, she could not help sobbing.

Bai Si Chen seems to be aware that something is wrong with her. She hears him ask in that tone nervously, "are you crying? where are you? What happened? Don't tell me you're OK. I can hear you"I'm really OK, that is, my mother, she died, I just don't feel very comfortable. It's OK, I won't go to work these two days." Su Xiaoyan said in a trembling voice, trying to control her emotions seems to amplify the sense of sadness, at least now she feels more depressed.

"Life, old age, illness and death are always unavoidable problems. Don't be too sad. I can go with you now. Where are you?" Bai Si Chen language takes care of say.

"I'm really good. It's OK. You don't have to come here. You can do whatever you need to do. Just let me be quiet. I'll hang up if there's nothing else." Su Xiaoyan put out her hand to cover her eyes. It's wrong to ask anyone to accompany her. Why is she sad? What's the matter with her? In fact, she couldn't say it herself.

"OK, take care of yourself. If you have any problems, call me and hang up." Bai Si Chen sighed a breath later to say.

Su Xiaoyan gave a sound and hung up the phone. Then she slowly walked into the bedroom, took out the scarf which was obviously woven for her in the wardrobe and put it around her neck. Then she fell on the bed and shrunk into a ball, allowing herself to recall those good times.

In that hut, after she let herself free for two days and two nights, she locked everything up and went out to find a snack bar to eat.