Chapter 1243

It's not that she hasn't suffered. In order to save money when she was studying, she lived in the basement of a big city with a girl from the mountains.

But the environment like this really shocked her. If it wasn't for summer, the windy walls would be no better than ice and snow.

"Hey, I knew I couldn't hide it from you." Su Xiaocheng can't hide it, so he takes out the expression of pretending to be a fool. "Who says it's not like a place where people live, but it's very popular here. If it's not for my classmates, I can't rent such a cheap place."

"Cheap? Didn't Bu Lingfeng pay you the salary? " Su Xiaoyan couldn't accept his reason. She immediately took out the phone from her bag and said, "I'll call him now. If you don't give me a reasonable explanation, I absolutely want him to look good!"

"Oh, elder sister, elder sister, don't listen to my explanation. I'll tell you all about it." Su Xiaocheng sees that she wants to call Ling Feng to question the Department. Suddenly, she compromises.

Su Xiaoyan is very curious, but also very angry, "well, what about your money? Gambling or drug use? "

"Elder sister, you don't want to think, on my body, let alone drugs, I'm afraid playing mahjong can be excited to sudden death." Su Xiaocheng jokingly said, but with a touch of sadness in his tone, "now that you know, I'm not satisfied with you."

Seeing that he was helpless again, she nodded and motioned him to go on.

"Do you remember when you were a child? That's when dad died. " Su Xiaocheng poured a glass of water for her sister, handed it to her, and sat quietly beside her, "Dad died suddenly because of this disease. Mom was very worried at that time, and took us to have an examination. I remember you were crying all the time, saying that the injection in the hospital was very painful, so you didn't go, and finally you coaxed me with ice cream."

His words let Su Xiaoyan think of Xiaobao, can't help feeling a little embarrassed, but now is definitely not a warm moment to recall when she was a child.

Su Xiaoyan interrupted him and said in a deep voice, "say the point!"

"Then the results came out. I was diagnosed with heart disease, but you didn't."

Su Xiaocheng chuckles miserably, and only he knows the helplessness, "do you know? My mother has never remarried, and she is not so mean at the beginning, just because of my illness. It's too expensive. "

Su Xiaoyan frowned, as if she could understand her mother at this moment.

I'm afraid that only when she becomes a mother can she realize the sadness.

"You always say that mother is partial, but in my opinion, it's not me that she is partial, it's you."

Su Xiaocheng suddenly looked up at her, this scene, can not help but let her a little surprised.

"Yes." But for his words, Su Xiaoyan can only murmur response.

"Do you still care that she marries you into the Wang family and treats you like a cash cow?" Su Xiaocheng frowned and seemed dissatisfied with her attitude.

Su Xiaoyan did not explain. After all, it was a long time ago.

So he went on, "but do you know how I spent my time in America alone? My mother always tells others that I am going to study, including you and my sister. I'm afraid you think so, too. "

"Isn't it?" Su Xiaoyan was surprised. She felt cheated all the time, but she found a reason to be angry.

"Of course not. It's just that mother doesn't want to be looked down upon." Su Xiaocheng gave a cool smile. The desolation in his eyes made people sigh about his past experience. "Because of my illness, I became a burden to the whole family. I know clearly that it's not easy for my mother to support our family alone, but I'm not like you. I can't even help. I can only go to and from the hospital every day."

He said here, see Su Xiaoyan deep frown, gently patted her shoulder.

But only she knew that he was the one who needed comfort.

Alas, she was wrong, and so wrong. Her mother's demand for money and her mother's partiality were not without reasons.

And she, as a sister, did not know such a thing at all.

"So, why did mom keep it from me?" Su Xiaoyan was silent for a while, and finally asked her questions.

Su Xiaocheng smiles again, but after the smile, she reveals a touch of jealousy. "My mother says it's because she doesn't want you to bear too much psychological burden because of your family. You've always been an independent girl, so it's only you who can control your whole thoughts. When one day, she's tired or can't support any more, That's when you're free to fly. "

Su Xiaocheng said with tears in his eyes. "I once promised her that I would never tell you about it. Later, things seemed to develop as my mother expected. You finally couldn't stand it. You began to resist and finally disappeared. I thought it was the end. I didn't care to pursue my ideal life ButSu Xiaocheng suddenly added stress, forced to hold back tears, and then said, "but who would have thought that at last you came back, and I finally failed to fulfill my mother's last wish, becoming a burden for you and the general manager."

"Stop it!" Su Xiaoyan said aloud, because at the moment she really wants to be quiet. After all, his words completely subvert her previous cognition.

Mother, who used to make her hate, had already planned her life.

Maybe my mother should know that the Wangs are not good people, but the Wangs have the money she can't raise for Su Xiaocheng.

Su Xiaoyan thought bitterly that it was the only chance for her daughter to repay her mother's kindness, but she abandoned her mother when her mother needed her most.

To help each other, shouldn't a family support each other?

However, in order that she would not be dragged down in the future, her mother came up with such a way.

Mother already knew that she would run away, but because of the appearance of Bu Lingfeng and Xiaobao, she would run away more thoroughly.

Her mother even knew that she didn't have contact with the Su family because she hated her and wanted to die of old age.

And so, Su Xiaocheng's illness, she will never know.

These thoughts flashed through Su Xiaoyan's mind and immediately raised a sense of guilt!

"But this matter has nothing to do with Bu Lingfeng." Su Xiaoyan inhales deeply. She doesn't know why she can be so calm now. She can't even cry.