"Hedong, you drink too much. Don't do that. Let me go..." Xu Yue tries to break free from his arms.
Xu Yue is no longer the little girl who will be desperate for love because of his sweet words, so even if he says he loves her, she won't sink
"Why? Why do you provoke me into my life first, and then disappear without a trace? Why? Xu Yue, do you know how much I hated you in those years? " Hedong buried her in her neck and refused to let her go.
It's like a little boy who was hurt in his feelings. He denounces the past feelings to her. She admits that she didn't keep her promise to go to the same university with him, but she is not much better than him these years. He has a wife, children, career and family, but she still has nothing up to now. Is it retribution? If so, she has been punished!
"Now you have a wife, children, a complete family and a happy career. Are these not enough? You should have forgotten all about me Xu Yue touched He Dong's head with her hand and said in despair.
"Yueyue, are you blaming me for marrying another woman? You know what? I'm... " Hedong suddenly raised his head, turned over and pressed on her. She was completely pressed on the sofa and could not move.
"Hedong, I never blame you. Whatever you do is your own choice. It has nothing to do with me. On the contrary, it's too late for me to be happy to see you have a successful career and a happy family." Xu Yue looks at the man with tears in her eyes
if she can make a new choice, she will still go to save her mother.
"You know I don't want to hear that!" He Dong blushed, his eyes suddenly became deep, and then he gave her a strong kiss
"Well Don't... " Between lips and teeth, Xu Yue refuses He Dong.
"I want you! Xu Yue! I want you to give me back what you owe me before! " Hedong gasped, tearing her clothes and saying.
"I don't owe you!" Xu Yue closed her eyes and cried out.
Tears are like the water breaking the dike. She doesn't want to cry, but she can't control herself!
She doesn't owe him. She never owes him anything. It's always him who refuses to leave her life. It's Xu Mei who owes her. It's his wife who ruined her life and everything she loves!
"owe you no, not you has the final say!" He Dong suppressed Xu Yue's hands and kissed my lips fiercely
He Dong doesn't care about Xu Yue's feelings at all. Now he has lost his sense. He kisses her neck and arms domineeringly. She even feels the change of his body. The only trace of sense left in the confusion makes her push away the man with all her strength!
"Hedong, you are a son of a bitch! Let go of me Xu Yue said to him in tears.
He Dong falls to the ground and stares at Xu Yue. She can't understand whether the look is angry or disappointed. She wipes the tears from her face and runs out of the room
Physical intimacy made her lose her mind.
The street at night is especially cold and quiet, the cold wind blows me, and the shivering Xu Yue hugs herself tightly.
All in my mind is He Dong blaming her when he is drunk. Is he still that cold, excellent, proud man?
Xu Yue didn't expect that her original cowardice and inferiority complex would cause him such great psychological damage. She thought that he never cared about her, otherwise how could he marry another woman? But his pain, his questioning, his tears and his crying were all real. She didn't dare to think about what he had experienced in these years to become so intolerant Because the thought of heart will be very painful, like being stabbed
Xu Yueming never felt his love, but from his expression and tone, she felt that he was the one who was hurt the most. All along, she felt that he betrayed her love, that he married another woman, and that he didn't love her. But today, her firm belief began to waver, and even she doubted herself, whether she was true or not I hurt him
What about her? Then who should pay for the damage she suffered?
He Dong scratched his neck and arms with red scratches. The pain in his body is far less than that in his heart. Xu Yue is like a crazy woman who is mentally retarded and walks aimlessly on the street at night.
After walking for a long time, Xu Yue began to sit on the side of the road and cry like she was drunk, but only she knew that she was more sober than anyone else. If someone asked her why she was crying, she thought it should be:
don't cry for her love!
Cry for Hedong's forbearance!
Cry for fate's fate!
……
Everyone has such a desperate and helpless moment, many months hope that someone can appear, then hold her tightly and tell her that it doesn't matter, everything will pass, but there is nothing on the road except the traffic.
After the emotional catharsis and the tears run dry, you have to take a taxi home, take a bath, lie in bed and sleep like nothing happenedThink about how to face Hedong after tomorrow, think about whether mother will wake up, think about the unfinished work in the company, think about Xu Mei's vicious words, think about
There are so many things waiting for me to do. Xu Yue forces herself not to think about the love affairs, but He Dong's face is always lingering in her mind
Xu Yue, who stayed up all night, finally felt a little sleepy at dawn. She wanted to have a good sleep, but unexpectedly, a knock on the door disrupted all her plans
Helpless, had to get up from the bed to open the door.
"Good morning, my baby. I'm in a good mood today. I came here to deliver breakfast for you!" Wendi, like an excited little monkey, gets into Xu Yue's home.
Xu Yue is not surprised by her sudden visit. Either she has a conscience and wants to be nice to her, or she is in a good mood to share her happiness with her
"I'm not in the mood to eat. If you want to eat, you can eat by yourself. I want to sleep." Finally had drowsiness, Xu Yue said listlessly.
"Ah! There's something wrong with you today. What's the matter? WOW! Did you go to the construction site last night to move bricks? How did your eyes swell like this? " When seeing Xu Yue's panda eyes, Wendi asked in surprise.
"Yes! You can't imagine the hard life of the poor working people at the bottom Xu YueShun continued with her words.
"Pull you down, tell me, what's the matter?" Wendi immediately stopped his smiley face and became serious.