Chapter 362

"Where's the dean?" Elia asked suddenly at the dinner table.

"Sophia took Ulysses to her sleeping place and watched her like a baby every day." finina smiled and said, "don't worry about her."

Elijah nodded strangely. She became that kind of situation for the incomparably respected Dean overnight. She escaped for two years and couldn't accept it. She sighed and sat down.

"Is this Linglong?"

On the dinner table, Elia placed the people one by one: "Xiaocao, fenina, xiaoanya, night moon, Ogu, Linglong... By the way, should Xiaoyang be needed? Strange, where are people?"

Linglong smiled and said, "maybe she fell asleep in the library. Don't worry, she often does."

Zhao Nan frowned and suddenly left the table and said, "I'll see her."

Feinina was stunned. Some children looked at Zhao Nan with worry and wanted to stop talking.

Zhao Nan shook her head and said softly, "there are some things that must always be solved."

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Although the physical age has returned to the appearance of eighteen or nine years old because of all kinds of bad things, the things experienced and the changes of mentality are complex and changeable.

After spending two years in the teaching institute, there will naturally be some changes in the perspective of the problem.

Zhao Nan sighed in front of the library door and took a deep breath.

Zhao Nan was just strange at first, but when he inadvertently said that he hoped to find information about the "hundred nationalities war" in the library, Xu Yang volunteered to translate in the library. Since then, he hardly came out. He knew what had happened.

If Xu Yang had lost his memory, it would be impossible for him to stay in one place and stay at home.

Zhao Nan couldn't find out when Xu Yang really recovered his original memory, but it took him two years to face.

Within two years, Xu Yang began to recover her memory. Although she tried her best to keep her former appearance, she was not a person with acting skills at all. For Zhao Nan, who had been mixed for many years, it was clear at a glance that those were true and those were false.

But feinina has been hiding from the side whether intentionally or unintentionally. It can be seen that she can't bear to veto Xu Yang's request. Zhao Nan is too familiar with feinina to see such things. She may also know that she is only agreeable, not really unaware.

If Xu Yang hadn't suddenly missed dinner today.

"Maybe I can't make up my mind..."

Zhao Nan shook her head with a bitter smile. She would rather challenge the evil spirit far away in Dongyuan city and fight for days and nights than bother with this kind of children's affair.

After all, he opened the door, frowned and walked into the dark space full of unknown variables.

There was a shade in the library. Zhao Nan frowned and looked at the wet, cold and dark place... Xu Yang stayed in this place because of his words in the past two years?

A strong feeling suddenly overflowed uncontrollably. I have been thinking for two years... Thinking is evil.

He had been to this library once, but he was led by Sophia, and then lost under the different words of countless races. He hasn't done it again since then. At that time, I didn't care about the environment here. But at this moment, under the strong emotion like the first spring thunder that shocked the earth, it is very difficult to breathe the air here.

Each time, Xu Yang took the initiative to bring out some translation materials that were suspected to be useful from the library. The conversation between them was also in Limited dining time, and they didn't talk much.

I don't know since when, Zhao Nan has been used to this way of getting along. Maybe both of them are subconsciously avoiding the same problem.

Zhao Nan walked down the stairs connecting the library step by step, hesitating and startling step by step.

In the corner of that library, behind several rows of bookshelves, a faint light shone out.

From there to the wall where the stairs are located, there are stacked with translated books. These books are even stacked up to the ceiling.

Roughly, it accounts for more than one-third of the books here, right? That's at least tens of thousands

Zhao Nan's heart trembled slightly. She carefully took out a book from it, opened it, and wrote a comment on it with a red pen - it's useless.

He drew out another one, and what he wrote at the beginning was - suspected to be useful.

There is only a very simple page in this translation, which is suspected to be useful. It is a record that Zhao Nan once read, but the translation sent by Xu Yang was full of a finger thick.

It turned out that the translations he had read over the past year were not the occasional discovery she said... But were compiled through countless collations, which contained her countless thoughts day after day.

Zhao Nan closed her eyes and gently knocked her forehead on these books stacked as high as a wall. It seemed that she could see that all these were woven by a weak woman who spent countless efforts in these hundreds of days.

He could not imagine what kind of belief could make the other party spend such a long time in such a dark, humid, claustrophobic and dreary place.

Just because of one wish?

What should I use to repay this feeling?

Just give each other the so-called love of relatives?

Zhao Nan gently stroked the wall where the books were once stacked, "I don't even have the qualification given by..."

Pop.

Suddenly there was a sound. It was the sound of books falling on the ground. It was particularly harsh in this quiet library.

Zhao Nan looked up. In the dim light, Xu Yang's face changed slightly. His expression was unnatural. He leaned over to pick up the book and whispered, "Hey, little brother, why are you here?"

Zhao Nan stared at Xu Yang in a daze.

Xu Yang lowered his head and patted the dust on the book. "What's the matter? Is there something on my face?"

Zhao Nan was still silent.

Xu Yang smiled and suddenly said, "by the way, little brother, I just translated a book today. It should have some effect."

She said and walked back. Soon she came over with a translation in her hand and handed it forward.

"Oh, and today, sister Linglong told me an interesting thing." Xu Yang kept talking and didn't want to stop: "she said that the history of the paradise world is countless vertical history, not horizontal history. I really don't know what she's talking about."

Xu Yang seemed to feel something wrong - when Zhao Nan first appeared in the library and met here for the first time, they keenly caught something. Their hearts fluctuated. Gu Zuo said, "by the way, little brother, have you had dinner? I'm hungry. I don't know what to eat tonight?"

Zhao Nan suddenly took the reaction book from Xu Yang's hand, lowered her head, as if she had emptied all the air in her heart and said, "enough."

"Little brother?"

Zhao Nan, like an instinct, put her hand on each other's cheek, her fingers trembled slightly, "what should I call you? Xu Yang? Sister?"

"No."

Xu Yang took a step back, took his hand in front of his chest, firmly held the slightly open collar, and said with difficulty as if he had exhausted his courage: "No."

She suddenly raised her head. There were uncontrollable tears shaking under the faint candlelight, pale and smiling like white lotus in the snow, "that's good."

Zhao Nan suddenly had an impulse, and when she reacted, she pulled Xu Yang into her arms in a tough way and held him tightly.

A sense of guilt made him seem unable to stop. When he woke up, he found that his body had replaced his reason to make a decision.

Perhaps there are people who can always keep rational control of themselves, and there will not be so many unreasonable things in history.

He couldn't tell whether such a thing was right or wrong. I just feel that taking this as an opportunity, this dark and humid place gives me a sense of pity. Gently, wriggling in my heart.

All kinds of taste.

"Why me?"

Just as she said it, Zhao Nan felt that she had asked an extremely stupid question. Maybe this time we should say something else instead of asking each other... Is it also asking ourselves?

"I clearly... Don't want to think about such things."

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Xu Yang pushed away slightly, as if he had made a great determination. Holding Zhao Nan's cheek in both hands, his eyes were blurred and dreamy, "I'm just a woman who loves to dream. I didn't think about how luxurious and vigorous love stories should be. I just hope to meet someone who can love each other and give me a sense of security even if it's ordinary."

She carefully stroked this one, because after entering the star spirit world, she had not completely recovered, but she had a consistent charm. "Some women like money, some women like power, some girls like material, but I just simply like someone who can give me a sense of security."

"Do you know that women are always emotional animals?"

"They will touch their hearts because of a small and subtle thing... But you will never know what kind of trivial thing can make her feel. Even women themselves will not know this. I also... Never know."

"The heart is only a moment, a little obvious and fleeting, but fate makes people. Every time I can make this feeling plain, you will always appear in front of me."

"The most unforgettable first meeting."

Xu Yang leaned gently against Zhao Nan's heart, "I can't forget that I didn't meet you. You were listening to the wind market. I was in Dongyuan city. I thought this feeling would fade. During that time, there were many people pursuing me, more handsome than you, stronger than you, more knowledgeable and gentle. But I don't know why, these people can't give me a sense of security."

Zhao Nan took a deep breath and silently listened to each other's confession in this quiet place.

She raised her head, smiled and said, "so women are really a creature that can't even understand themselves."

She also took a deep breath, like a frightened rabbit, trembling, but stubbornly continued to say, "what I said that day in the dungeon was true."

"That day, you set off a fireworks in Dongyuan City, and my kiss was also true."

She lowered her head, revealing the girl's feelings that once shy youth had passed away, but she had not had time to show it, but because of the magical place of the star spirit world, she could finally show her unbridled feelings at this moment, "Zhao Nan, I like you."

This simple sentence seems to have exhausted all his strength, and at the same time, it also dispels the dull smell from the dark and turbid library. Xu Yang smiled, revealing an incomparably satisfied and sincere face.

The unspeakable emotion seemed to be the largest volcano in the world, which erupted silently at this time.

Zhao Nan silently looked at Xu Yang. The smile at this moment was silently carved into his heart, as if it were a key that opened a door he had never thought of opening.

He held Xu Yang in his arms again. In the other party's panic, he quickly lowered his head and printed it on his warm lips. Without the slightest desire, just want to kiss this beautiful thing like a dream.

Xu Yang even trembled slightly, but gradually calmed down. After two years of translation, people were infected with a special bookish spirit. The original gentle people became more quiet.

Their lips were gently stuck together, their eyes closed and listened to each other's heartbeat.

I don't know when a cool wind blew into the vent on the side of the library, and the candle light suddenly swayed.

Xu Yang stepped back slightly. His eyes were still clear and moving. In Zhao Nan's confusion at that moment, he gently shook his head, "that's it."

Zhao Nan frowned uncontrollably.

Xu Yang stretched his waist, took a deep breath, smiled and said, "I just fell in love, but the beginning is also the end."

Zhao Nan was stunned and said with a bitter smile, "have I been dumped?"

Xu Yang gave a long "um" sound, "of course."

Zhao Nan opened her mouth and seemed to want to say something, but when she met the other party's clear eyes, she just gave a relieved light laugh.

He carefully put away the sudden strong feeling.

He suddenly understood each other's ideas.

For the two people, there are actually more valuable things above that relationship.

They looked at each other and smiled for a long time, but Zhao Nan suddenly shook his head and said, "but I am a very selfish person. Once I have it, I am not willing to give it up to others."

Xu Yang shrugged his shoulders, walked slowly past me, and said with a natural and unrestrained smile, "it depends on your ability... My dearest brother."

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Everyone is growing.

In this bizarre post disaster world, which has been completely divorced from common sense.

Under the pink sky, Zhao Nan lay on feinina's leg, closed her eyes and listened to the night wind ringing the wind bell hanging from the eaves.

After a long time, he suddenly opened his eyes and looked at the beautiful dreamlike face from the beginning, "so I'm lovelorn today... Maybe."

Finina pulled her hair to her ears and lowered her head. "That's a sad story."

"Do you think so?" Zhao Nan suddenly became curious.

"Of course, but the result is acceptable."

"Is that... So?"

Finina thought for a moment and smiled, "but you'd better sleep outside the house tonight."

"Understand..."

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PS1: when I opened the book last year, I thought it was a must. But it took a full five hours, from 11:00 p.m. to 4:00 a.m., I still couldn't write my ideal. I'm probably very satisfied.

PS2: I love to write good stories, so please don't make complaints about the beautiful things I created. Let go of Xu Yang, a silly woman in your eyes. After all, what I want is different. I can only write what I want.

PS3: This is really a beautiful thing, so... Not finished, to be continued.

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