Chapter 1717

The night is already deep. It is about to enter the winter season. The wind blows cold to the bone.

The little hamster, who had been quietly waiting on the side, suddenly became impatient, jumped up and down, chirped, and just kept at the door.

Finally, no one came in. The little hamster ran to Jun Zhan, bit Jun Zhan's clothes and pulled his master in front of the door.

Jun Zhan silently looked at the little hamster's actions until he looked at the little hamster with doubt and anxiety.

Only Jun Zhan knows why the little hamster has such an expression.

Every time before,

As long as the person comes back late, the little hamster will bite Jun Zhan's clothes and pull Jun Zhan to wait at the door. He often will soon see ranbai. At this time, the little hamster will jump to ranbai happily.

But this time

Jun Zhan knows,

No,

That man won't come back.

Looking at the little hamster's anxious and puzzled eyes, he seemed to be wondering why the owner didn't come back when it was very late. Jun Zhan was quiet. He leaned down slightly, squatted on the ground, rubbed the little hamster's head, his eyes fell on the door, and a smile was aroused on his lips. He said: "She should have something delayed. Maybe it's a very important thing to do. We can't disturb her. Will you wait for her here? She'll come back when she solves the matter..."

The little hamster seemed to understand Jun Zhan's words. He really didn't jump impatiently, but squatted at the door with a serious face. He was waiting for his master to come back.

Well,

Self deception is sometimes comforting.

Jun Zhan looked at the empty and silent room. He mockingly hooked his lips and stood at the door with his white forehead against the cold edge of the door, like a beautiful sculpture quietly waiting for the return of his old friend.

The light colored eyes under the long eyelashes seemed to break the stars, vaguely showing the broken light.

At the beginning, he made the choice himself, and no one forced him. He once said that her feelings were cheap and worthless, and he also said that there was no possibility between them. He thought that her love was just to achieve certain interests, and he also thought that her patience would be exhausted one day.

The words came from his mouth, and the thoughts were the real thoughts in his heart.

He did it himself. He never had the idea that he would like her.

He gave up the feeling himself, so now she finally gave up her heart and didn't want him.

Once I didn't care what I said, now it's like a sharp blade. It's hard to insert it into my heart and stir it. It hurts to death.

But the words he said could never be taken back, just like the jade pendant broken by the river that night. Even if it was taken back and stuck together, there were countless cracks after all.

He pushed her away with his own hands.

Maybe people are cheap,

He once had such a bad attitude towards her because she liked her, perhaps because there was always a trace of confidence in the bottom of his heart.

She likes him so much and indulges him in everything. She can't... Don't want him.

But he forgot that no matter how strong the fire burned, there was also a day when it was extinguished. No matter how deep the feelings of love were, they would slowly disappear after being hurt again and again.

Disappointed more, will eventually be tired.

When waiting for regret, even if it is carefully stepping on the footprints once walked back, it is difficult to return to the past.

Now he knows how lucky he is to meet the person who loves him most in his life, but he didn't understand it, so he hurt that person himself.