It was too late when he went back.
They arrived late and didn't even have a dress they wore. A fire had already burned everything.
With their past and their existence, they burned together.
Finally, it turns into ashes and falls in an unknown corner.
The tomb on this mountain,
It's just an empty grave.
The little hamster Jun Yu seemed to feel the owner's low mood. He pulled Jun Zhan's sleeves, tilted his little head, and turned around in situ. A pair of big brown eyes looked at Jun Zhan ignorant and naive.
Jun Zhan smiled and rubbed the little hamster's head, "I'm fine."
After all these years, what can happen?
Jun Zhan poured some more wine on the ground and said, "I've had a good time these years. You don't have to worry. I've avenged my revenge. You can be at ease."
"I brought you your favorite food and some clothes. They are very beautiful. You should like them." Jun Zhan's lips were filled with a smile that never fell. He burned the luxurious brocade clothes with flint in his hand.
The flame quickly swallowed the sleeves, and the air was filled with a choking smell of soot. The flame was reflected on the man's dark and beautiful eyes, but it still seemed to warm the desolate and cold in the bottom of Jun Zhan's eyes.
Jun Zhan coughed gently twice. He narrowed his eyes and leaned against the cold tombstone for a while. He looked up at the blue sky and suddenly said, "I have a girl I like."
"She is a very nice person. She smiles very well, just like the sunshine in summer." it's just that he didn't catch the light. "Well... Her name is Xibai. She is the Female Emperor today. She is very powerful. She can manage the country in order. She is the best person I've ever seen."
"She especially likes to eat dessert. Sometimes she looks like a cat and is very cute." he said and smiled. The tenderness of her eyes can't deceive people. "She is a bit overbearing and always likes to lock me up, but I like her overbearing..."
Then he became silent, put his white forehead against the tombstone and whispered, "she is a good girl, but later... I lost her."
His voice is very light, very light, floating in the air along the wind.
I don't know when it has snowed in the sky. The snowflakes are filled with pine branches. The cold wind blows. The transverse branches finally bend down under the heavy load. The snowflakes piled on the top instantly fall into the heavy snow pile on the ground.
"I can't find her." he whispered, like a child who did something wrong, confused and uneasy, "she's angry. What should I do to coax her..."
"Someone told me that the dead are already dead, and the living should continue." Jun Zhan smiled with a smile on his lips, "but ah, without that person, even if the living are alive, what's the meaning?"
"So I want to wait for her and wait for her to come back." he said: "if you are still there, you will support my decision. She is so good..."
Maybe without that person, some people give up, find a wife, have a child, occasionally drink a little wine with friends, joke and laugh. Only occasionally, in the night when there is no one, they cherish the memory of the lost person alone. Finally, their life will be like that.