"I've known my identity since I was a child. I should pay attention to my words and deeds. Even when I laugh, I should think about whether I laugh well. Others can cry and laugh wantonly. I can't, but I feel it's worth it, because I know what I want. What I want is an excellent life, so I'm willing to disguise..."
"But I've given everything. Why is it still like this? Why did Nan Jingxuan withdraw his marriage for no reason? It's the man's responsibility to withdraw his marriage. It's nice to say, but what's discussed in the capital is not me? What they laugh at is not me? They will only know that I was withdrawn. It must be my fault. What's the truth? They don't know I don't care. They'll just say "I."
Feng Chuyan said more and more wronged and cried more and more, "what did I do wrong? Even when I quit my marriage, I have to say it calmly, because no one will care about my idea. This matter will only be worse and worse for my reputation and Fengfu, so I can only quit. In addition, I can only make trouble without reason."
Feng Chuyan laughed at herself. She looked at ran Bai and mocked with a smile: "you see, what am I? I have to think about whether I'm right all the time, force myself to say what I don't want and do what I don't want. In the end, I deserve it."
Ranbai didn't comment on it. She just looked at Feng Chuyan and asked, "are you in a better mood?"
Feng Chuyan didn't want to get any comfort from dyed white. She pursed her lips and said in a hoarse voice, "thank you."
Thank you for wasting your time as a listener.
"Nothing." the boy carelessly handed her a white handkerchief. "Wipe your tears."
The boy suddenly chuckled and said, "little flower cat."
I heard that the boy was joking, but Feng Chuyan was still a little uncomfortable. Her ears were red and wiped the tears on her face with a handkerchief.
There is a faint fragrance on the handkerchief. It is a clear cedar fragrance. It is very clean and smells good.
Feng Chuyan glanced at the boy and didn't know what to say.
"You want a beautiful life, don't you?" asked ranbai.
Feng Chuyan was stunned. She nodded slightly, "probably no one doesn't want it."
"So are you willing to pay the price?" ranbai continued to ask, slowly: "think clearly and then answer."
Feng Chuyan was slightly silent. She took a deep breath and nodded: "yes, I knew what I wanted since I was a child. All my efforts and tricks were used on it."
"I'll help you." in the sun, the boy curled his lips and smiled.
Feng Chuyan was stunned. She didn't understand. She just thought it was a teenager reading a joke. She also smiled and said, "OK, how can you help?"
"The sixth Lord is cold. He is next to the Nanhu bridge in the afternoon of the third day. If you believe me, you will go." ran Bai gets up with a clear and meaningful side face and a noble temperament.
Feng Chuyan's pupils contracted. She didn't expect that the boy was serious, "you..."
"He's not bad. As for the future... He'll give you the life you want." ranbai interrupted Feng Chuyan: "the decision is up to you. You can go if you want, or you can't go if you don't want."
"Why do you want to... Help me?" this is what Feng Chuyan doesn't understand at all.
Because she knows,
No one is willing to help another person for no reason, at least she thinks so.
"Because I want to." ran Bai smiled gently. The young man leaned against the tree trunk, with a slender body, evil temperament and a smile on his lips, which was publicized and wanton.
Amazing time, gentle years.