Chapter 1859

How could I catch a glimpse of that white?

It's already impossible.

She gently tidied up her emotions, and even the smile on her lips was perfect.

The young queen took cakes and cakes. After the announcement, she entered the imperial study and looked at the new gentleman next to the table. Feng Chuyan blessed her body slightly and called out, "Your Majesty."

Shangguan Han helped her up, "I said, don't be polite."

Feng Chuyan pursed her lips and smiled, like shy, but the bottom of her eyes was calm.

No ceremony can be abolished.

Say, it's just talk after all.

"This is the cake made by my concubine. Your majesty might as well try it. If you don't like it, my concubine will make it again." Feng Chuyan whispered with a gentle face.

Shangguan Han said with a smile, "my queen is so gentle."

Feng Chuyan also smiled and didn't speak.

She looked up at him with affectionate eyebrows, and Xinjun saw it with gentle eyes, with a bit of spoil.

But,

Their eyes are equally calm,

No waves.

But so what?

Anyway,

That's how life goes,

Day after day, year after year.

The flowers in the courtyard opened and thanked, thanked and opened again.

Feng Chuyan sat by the window and stared at the willows planted in the courtyard.

The palace people are already strange,

After all, the empress often leans against the window for an hour.

No one knows what she's thinking.

Although they are strange, no one will dare to ask, unless they are dead.

Who has the courage?

No one knows.

It's been three years

Feng Chuyan looked slightly in a trance.

She stared at the willows in the courtyard, as if she saw the young white clothes and Zhilan Yushu by the lake that year through reality.

That white dress surprised the whole world.

But after all, it's just a virtual shadow.

That day,

Every word the boy said, Feng Chuyan still remembered it in her heart.

Often think of, the bottom of my heart seems to miss, but also like relief.

The engagement with nanjingxuan was made since childhood, but it was just holding the idea of being with nanjingxuan.

With Shangguan Han, it is not an emotional feeling that only seeks to respect each other as guests, avoids adding fragrance to tea, and is careful and subtle.

But

The boy is different.

Feng Chuyan thought,

Her thoughts on him are probably a little different.

Why?

Feng Chuyan doesn't know.

It seems so inexplicable,

Maybe it was when the young man smiled and joked about the three words "little flower cat" with her, or when the young man made a bold and wanton statement and calmly told her that no matter what he wanted, he had to have a bottom line.

This feeling is not strong, not love, but more like piety and nostalgia for an old friend and hope.

It will not disappear with the passage of time, but will ferment with time and spread more and more in my heart.

Youth is the most special person Feng Chuyan has ever met.

Like redemption, like a unique nostalgia.

After all, she stood in the bottom of her heart and was the only friend recognized by Feng Chuyan.

Although, this is her unilateral determination.

Teenagers hide in memories. They only think of it when they are alone. They will miss it, but Feng Chuyan doesn't regret her choice.

She always knew what she wanted.

What you get, you lose.

She chose the road herself. She must go on.

Is she happy?

She doesn't know.

Maybe happy.

After all, she got... What she wanted.

The new emperor is very good,

They respect each other like guests,

Although she doesn't love him, he doesn't love her.

So,

That's enough.

Good.