"Little sister, don't you really think about returning a message? Then I'll send it recklessly, baby? Bai Bai? Eldest lady? Little ancestor..."
“……”
“goodnight,mygirl。”
"Good night."
Many, many pieces of news, some are greetings, some are telling ranbai to pay attention to his body, and some love words that make people blush and heartbeat.
Even if there is no response,
But the boy didn't seem to know that he was discouraged. He still insisted for so long until that day
Even in the morning,
Jiang Yuyan is still saying good morning to her through wechat. The tone is clear and pleasant.
Later?
Then there was no more.
Ranbai was really patient with the news one by one. She listened to it one by one without leaving a word.
The juvenile voice echoed in the cold room and wrapped around the girl's ears.
In my heart,
Never ending.
"Jiang Yuyan! Jiang Yuyan!!" a high and excited excited voice suddenly sounded. The parrot, which has been raised for a long time, is much brighter than a year ago. It looks really well taken care of. Just now it was carried in by the servant, I heard that sound.
The originally depressed mood rose in an instant, pounded its wings out of the cage, looked around in a hurry, and tried to find the master in the memory.
Ranbai quietly looks at the parrot's movements and the surprised and bewildered servant.
The eye color is very light.
Jiang Yuyan
Have you ever thought,
As soon as you leave,
Is life.
How many people remember? How many people have achieved the secret injury in their hearts? Buried in the deepest place, no one cares, but the thoughts precipitated over the years become a river.
The black Earrings lying quietly in the box, no one touched the long-standing guitar in the instrument room, no one cherished the spirits collected for many years, and countless famous brand limited edition racing cars never opened the door again, galloped the track and rushed across the finish line recklessly and arrogantly.
There is no arrogant figure in the bar, and there is no evil and arrogant God's residence in the driveway. Everyone knows that there is no news of him at every friend's party. They are afraid to lose their hard-earned forgetfulness and wander again!
Everyone's tacit understanding seemed that nothing had happened. The boy had not left, but missed a gathering, not the whole life.
There is no other in the prosperous Huating.
The light wind blows across my face, and there is still no trace of temperature. It teaches people how not to miss him——
Jiang, Yu, Yan.
I don't know why,
The sports car that Jiang Yuyan first gave her has been kept in the garage and never touched.
Now when you go to see it again, because of regular cleaning, the silver sports car looks spotless, beautiful and smooth, and aggressive.
Just like the boy.
This sports car was the latest and hottest Global Limited model a year ago. Even now, it is not outdated. It is very hot.
I used to be unable to drive because of physical reasons, but now it's much better.
It's OK to drive once in a while.
This is the first time dye Bai touched the sports car. When she opened the door and sat in, she looked at the world outside from the driver's seat. What came to mind was the wanton look of Jiang Yuyan driving the sports car.
She really thinks of this person too easily.
Life is full of shadows,
You can think of a little thing.
The sports car drove all the way out, yearning for a familiar but strange road.
That's the racetrack.
It is also a very formal game for ranbai to watch Jiang YuYan's professional competition.
At that time,
She thought it would be a long time,
She thought it would always be like this,
It was just her self belief.
for the first time,
It was the last time.
This time I came here in a sports car and changed my identity. It is also a new uncontrollable emotion.
The girl made a slight effort on her fingertips, clenched the steering wheel, and her knuckles turned cold white.
The boy,
It should have been a wanton and wanton existence standing in the spotlight and on the world stage.
Not because of her, a flash in the pan, the end.
On the racing track with no end in sight, looking into the distance, I feel that the distance is very far away, which can never be touched.
A silver sports car flashed by like a lightning bolt, and the fast speed could only capture the residual shadow, like an arrow leaving the string.
The wind roared past.
Vaguely present the youth style of that year.
cut from the same cloth
At the horizon is the orange color of the setting sun and the most beautiful shining star.
The sun is setting and dusk is coming.
And that sports car seems to be able to break through the stars in the vast world, forever far away, again far away
Time is like water, passing silently.
The sun and the moon alternate, and the four seasons change.
It always flies, as if it doesn't leave any trace.
In this strange city, every stranger who passes by has his secret, which is the deepest existence buried in the bottom of his heart.
Ranbai always thinks Jiang Yuyan exists,
Because her blood surrounds Jiang YuYan's heart.
This is an indelible fact.
She lived a life of one person and two people, as if there was always a young shadow around her.
Water cup will buy double, pillow or double, and will start collecting sports cars and spirits.
She was not a talkative person, but she was very patient in this regard. Every time she was quiet and alone, she told Jiang Yuyan the details of the day. The voice line was very light, like a cloud on the horizon, like telling a story.
It's her and his story.
Facing the empty room and the embarrassing silence forever, there will be no sound or response.
But dyed white never gave up once.
Every festival is always lively, but dyeing white often doesn't participate with others.
Because Jiang Yuyan is not familiar with others, there is no need to spend the festival together.
And ranbai wants to accompany Jiang Yuyan.
I don't know when ranbai began to form a habit,
She always needs to put on her headphones in the dead of night when everything is quiet, play what Jiang Yuyan said again and again, listen to the voice of the young man close at hand, and listen to the sound of good night, so that she can sleep at ease.
And every time she goes to sleep, the last thing she says is.
"Good night, Jiang Yuyan."
Good night, good night,
It's a secret.
The first good night is good night with you.
And the second good night
I love you.
She believed he had been there.
Never left.
Just after a intermittent spring rain, the sky is still dark, and the tears of residual clouds flow in the lead gray sky.
This year is a very special existence for dyeing white.
Because she spent the whole time with Jiang Yuyan.