The night is dark and heavy,
Far away.
In the basement.
The young man slowly put down his mobile phone, his action was light and slow, his eyes were empty, and the strong wind could not lift waves. He fell in a certain place without focus, and his face was calm.
The whole person sank into the narrow darkness.
"Pa --"!
It sounded particularly clearly in the basement.
The mobile phone took off his hand and fell to the ground. The man's fingertips were trembling slightly.
The sudden sense of suffocation makes people gasp. The young man's throat rolls and can't breathe. He has just taken the medicine, but now, the silent and surging pain sweeps again and turns violently, like a knife cutting through the bone marrow, and the painful person is cold all over.
The shadow covered the sky and woven a dense net. The dirty, violent, gray and unbearable past that wanted to be forgotten choked his throat.
At that moment,
The young man was tight all over, desperately endured something, and his eyes were deep. He pressed his left wrist with one hand. The watch he was wearing had rarely been taken off for so many years. He pressed it hard, his fingerbones stretched out a terrible pallor, and his back was silent and wet with cold sweat.
His breathing became more and more urgent. He didn't know why he had such a big reaction. It just seemed that he returned to the beginning for a moment.
The nightmare that desperately wants to escape and can never escape.
The boy propped up his body and wanted to stand up. At the moment of getting up, he blackened in front of his eyes and shook his body. He staggered and knelt on the ground. One knee knocked heavily on the hard and cold ground. He stretched a very sharp arc from his jaw bone to his neck.
The surging pain almost annihilated people. It's hard to tell whether it's psychological or physical.
The pain of convulsions in his stomach made him want to vomit. He felt nausea and nausea, but he couldn't vomit anything.
The drawer was roughly opened, and the sound of searching was harsh. The teenager even took four or five painkillers, his hands trembling, his teeth trembling, and his teeth were broken one by one. The astringent bitterness filled the tip of his tongue instead of a certain sense of pain, which made him earn from the past.
Don't you feel tired.
He just wants to live.
He was like a dehydrated whale. He was on the verge of suffocation for countless times. He sat on the ground for a long time. One leg bent up and his left hand was on his knee. He was unable to fall down. His watch half covered the thin wrist. The efficacy of painkillers gradually eased. He slowly regained his mind and leaned stunned against the edge of the bed. His thoughts were completely empty. His eyes were empty and didn't think about anything.
A little noise,
It will pull him back to reality from his illusory sense of existence.
The whole person was hidden in the dark.
Maybe there are too many things happening recently and too many things pressing on the bottom of my heart. That person's name will stimulate him to this point.
Ranbai stood up and felt pale and weak. He calmly looked down at his hands, went to the bathroom to wash his face, patted his face with cold water, and his reason came back gradually.
He was used to maintaining extreme rationality after losing control and getting rid of his own shortcomings. It was quiet in the basement. The boy brushed the questions lightly for a while, and his side face was cold, as if nothing had happened.
Over the years,
He probably got such an advantage.
No matter what is good or bad, you can accept it very quickly.
There's nothing to care about.
The light in the basement is very dark. I can't see clearly when writing questions. My eyes will be sour after a long time.
By the time he sorted out the physics collection, it was already two o'clock.
The stomach is still very painful. The young man's hands met painkillers, stopped for a while, and then took them back. Eating too many painkillers will be addictive. If he can bear it, he doesn't want to be addicted to such things.
For a long time,
He turned off the light and the room was silent.
…
The next day,
When Chu Xu arrived at the class, it was the end of the first class. He hung his eyes lazily and just wanted to open the class door.
But the door was pushed open by the people inside.
At that moment,
Chu Xu seemed to notice something and looked at it.
The sight collided with dyed white.
The boy always wore the school uniform and was always meticulous. The zipper had never been opened. He was tall, thin and indifferent. He stood in front of the classroom with a stack of physics papers in his hand.
This was the first time that ranbai had been caught off guard when she left Chu's house.
The two men fought against each other, and neither moved.
The atmosphere seemed to calm down.
The people in the classroom also noticed such a scene. The atmosphere between them was too solidified and subtle. They felt something wrong and were secretly excited at the bottom of their hearts.
Is the war between Xueshen and Xiaoba finally about to break out!
They're ready!
"Excuse me," ran Bai said quietly, with a cold sound.
Chu Xu's back was slightly stiff, then he lowered his eyes, turned his lower body as if nothing had happened, and asked the boy to go out first.
When passing by,
Light fragrance lingers.
Like the most familiar stranger.
Students who are already ready to watch a century war:???
It's over before it starts?!
They're all ready to watch the war between the two big guys, and tell them that's it?
of course,
The two parties did not know that the inner drama of other students was so rich. One was strict and went to the office, and the other was lazy and sleepy in the last row.
Until the afternoon, there was no more word to say.
Chu Xu thought Jing Bai's position was too bad.
Every time he raised his eyes, the first thing he saw was the silhouette in the first row of diagonal corners, with a clean and clear side face.
After the collision, Chu Xu took back his eyes and looked out of the window.
"Brother Xu..." Zheng Boye came together. He coughed suggestively for several times and asked in a low voice, "did you quarrel with Xueshen? I think you're strange these two days."
The school bully leaned against the wall. When he turned sideways, the light and shadow sprinkled on his eyelashes, showing some indifferent laziness and insipid rhetorical question: "am I better with him?"
"Er -" Zheng Boye hesitated for a few seconds, recalled the small moves of the two big men in the classroom, even in the examination room, and then in the Internet cafe, and then sincerely replied: "you two loved each other before."
of course,
After saying it,
Zheng Boye realized that something was wrong.
I can't seem to describe it like that.
But he failed in Chinese and didn't care so much.
But suddenly I felt the atmosphere quiet.
"Am I wrong?" Zheng Boye scratched his head. He didn't know why. He probably felt a little cold behind him. He subconsciously glanced at his side and found out——
Xueshen is standing behind him, probably collecting notes. There is no expression on that face. Linglie's eyes are cold and indifferent, and there is a sense of oppression.
“……”