This is the last night bus. There are few people.
At the station, someone looked up and saw that two teenagers got on the bus. Their eyes stayed on their clasped hands for a few seconds, which seemed a little surprised.
They sat in the last row, only two of them behind.
Chu xumo silently looked at the back of the head of the person in front, and his palms were sweating.
The man looked very tired. After getting on the bus, he leaned back against the seat and half covered his eyebrows when his broken black hair fell down.
The hands of the two men never let go.
Chu Xu was stiff for a long time. His eyes moved a little. He could see the boy's cold white side face. He shook his mind for a moment.
What this person has experienced.
That man is his biological father.
Why is that?
Too many questions filled Chu Xu's mind. The hanging heart has not been put down until now, and the stinging pain is continuous.
The last bus was staggering on the road. The scene outside the window was flying, blurred into an ink line, and the light and shadow were isolated.
When we get to the old city,
Chu Xu originally wanted to call dye white, but found that the man opened his eyes at the moment when the bus stopped. His eyes were sharp and cold, which was shocking.
"I thought you were asleep." Chu Xu was stunned. After all, the boy didn't move for more than ten minutes, but he didn't expect to be so sensitive and alert.
"No." ranbai stood up, "let's go."
The night in the old city is not so bright, the streets and alleys are sunk in the silent darkness, and the night wind is blowing.
The boy went all the way back to the basement, his back stretched very straight, and the sound of unlocking sounded particularly clear in the silence.
Chu Xu was not at ease. He kept looking at the man in front of him and went in with the boy.
Such a big thing happened today. He hasn't recovered from the bottom of his heart, and Jing Bai's mental state is not quite right. Although he looks calm on the surface, Chu Xu knows what kind of temper and character Jing Bai is.
He who can put himself in the bottom of his heart will never show it.
Are you used to being alone
He is still a little absent-minded.
The boy lowered his head and pushed the door open. He threw the key aside at will. He didn't even turn on the light. He grabbed Chu Xu's wrist and threw him directly on the wall.
Chu Xu's eyes shook violently and stiffened for a moment. He raised his hand tightly, put it down slowly, and finally closed his eyes.
It was dark in the cramped basement.
The cold smell of tobacco shrouded without leaving a gap.
Dyed white always opened his eyes, and the bottomless eyes precipitated a deep and bright color.
"The door, the door wasn't closed..." Chu Xu still had a trace of reason.
The man kicked the door.
Chu Xu acquiesced to all the wanton behavior of Jing Bai.
Until finally, he asked in a cruel voice, "you'll kill me sooner or later, won't you?"
For a long time, he didn't hear the man's answer. Chu Xu closed his eyes, unwilling, powerless, but also willing.
"You play with me, just me," he said. "Whatever."
"Brother Xu..." the man acted fiercely,. The tone is very light, with a whisper of oppression: "don't play."
demure.
He didn't say the second half of the sentence.
What happened before is written off.
Until the release, Chu Xu leaned against the wall and reluctantly didn't let himself kneel down because of weakness.
Fuck.
What a fucking shame.
The light was turned on and the light poured down.
The atmosphere became slightly subtle.
But dyeing White was not affected at all. The appearance was still very clear and meaningful. He took out his clothes from the wardrobe and threw down a sentence: "I'll take a bath."
Chu Xu said.
After watching ranbai enter the bathroom, Chu xucai slowly moved and lazily opened his chair. He raised his hand and touched the earrings.
The bottom of my heart is sweet and astringent. The contradiction is cut in half and kneaded wantonly in the palm of my hand.
The last word of the man just now,
Chu Xu didn't understand and didn't dare to ask.
In that case, listening once is enough.
Listen again, he can't stand it.
He thought of the man's pale face and wanted to find some stomach medicine.
There was a drawer in the basement that could hold things. Chu Xu easily pulled out the medicine from the bottom drawer.
But the drawer was almost full of drugs, large and small, granules, tablets and capsules. It seemed that they had all been eaten. Chu Xu moved there and looked down. His sight was suddenly stabbed, and even his eyelashes were trembling.
I can't say anything but sadness.
Chu Xu has seen a lot of Medicine on it,
All kinds of messy stomach medicine, cold medicine, fever medicine, and trauma medicine, followed by sleeping pills and painkillers.
Some of them are written in English letters. Chu Xu has never seen this medicine and doesn't know it.
After a moment of hesitation, he took out his mobile phone and quickly took a picture of the medicine in the drawer.
Then he knelt there for a long time and Chu Xu took out the stomach medicine.
When the boy came out of the bathroom, he was still wet, tall and long legs. He wiped his messy broken hair at will. When he saw the medicine in Chu Xu's hand, he looked slightly.
"I'll pour you the water." Chu Xu handed it over. "You can feel better after eating."
Ran Bai gave a sound, reached out and took it, then gently and skillfully bit the tablet and swallowed it with water.
Chu Xu noticed the silver wristwatch on the boy's left wrist.
I don't think I've ever seen him take it off.
"You also wear it in the shower." Chu Xu pointed.
"Used to it."
"Is it to pretend to be forced?" Chu Xu tutted and asked lazily.
Dyed white glanced at him and said coldly, "it can be."
After saying a few words like this, the subtle atmosphere that just existed dissipated almost.
Chu Xu lived here. Naturally, he was very familiar, and there could be no restraint.
Naturally, he said, "I'll buy a quilt tomorrow."
"Whatever."
"Do you still write questions?" Chu Xu asked.
"Don't write." the boy looked at him calmly: "sleep."
Chu Xu coughed and his face was a little hot.
After the lights were turned off, the basement fell into complete darkness.
Maybe because there were too many things happening, Chu Xu tossed and turned for a long time and didn't fall asleep. But when he thought that Jingbai had to get up early for class tomorrow, he was afraid of making noise and didn't move.
"Can't sleep?" a low, cold voice fell in his ear. Chu Xu suddenly turned sideways and looked at the boy: "it's a little, why don't you sleep."
"I'm watching when you'll fall to the ground." my sight is too dim. I need to get close to see each other's face. There is a faint smile in my juvenile tone.