It's nothing to drink after the college entrance examination.
The box was very lively, and Chu Xu drank a lot of wine.
halfway,
The young man looked pale and went out.
Zheng Boye looked around for a week and was stunned when he found that Jing Bai was not there. He asked, "what about learning God?"
"He." Chu Xu said carelessly, "go and smoke."
There was a moment of silence in the box, but they all accepted Chu Xu's words well.
"Oh." Zheng Boye answered, and some didn't know what to say.
In fact, learning God is not really a good student. They know it when they get along.
Fighting is harder than Chu Xu. It's normal to smoke anything, isn't it.
When ranbai came back, Zheng Boye shouted enthusiastically, "learn God, will the game come?"
"No." the young man's eyebrows were cold and light, and his shirt button was buttoned to the top: "come on."
He went to Chu Xu and sat down. His aura was still cold.
Chu Xu leaned over and smelled. He could smell the light smell of mint tobacco. He couldn't help tutting, "aren't you happy?"
"No." ran Bai slanted her eyes and pressed Chu Xu back.
All right.
Chu Xu couldn't see any emotion from the teenager. It seemed that the number one in Science in the college entrance examination was also a very plain thing for him. He picked up the wine and said, "have a drink?"
Ranbai had a drink with him, and then didn't let Chu Xu drink again, for fear that he would get drunk.
Someone saw such a scene and said with a smile: "really learn God, you are the first to dare to manage brother Xu. When you didn't turn around, no one dared to manage my temper."
"My temper is not very good?" Chu Xu picked his eyebrow.
“……”
What's your temper? Don't you have any points in mind.
Then the boy watched the learning God helplessly and said that it was very good, just like coaxing a child.
After all, he doesn't deserve it.
In fact, the two-month summer vacation passed quickly. Ranbai occasionally went to Chu Xu's house.
Their story will come out sooner or later, but I didn't expect to be hit by Chu xiumao so soon.
That day, Chu xiumao went to the company. As a result, he suddenly found that he had left a very important document on the way. When he hurried home, he pushed the door but saw such a picture on the sofa.
At that moment,
The key in Chu xiumao's hand fell directly to the ground!
The pupil vibrated and contracted suddenly.
"Jing Bai!" Chu xiumao's face was very ugly. When he was extremely angry and unbelievable, his whole body was trembling, "you..."
The young man looked calm and clasped Chu Xu's hand inch by inch. His strength was very strong. He seemed to want to hold on to something and was afraid of Chu Xu's loosening.
Chu Xu's face was slightly white. After a moment of blank thinking without warning, he slowly returned and clenched Jing Bai's hand with the same strength.
Chu xiumao was black in front of the painting thorn and almost didn't fall directly to the ground.
"You, come with me." Chu xiumao almost swallowed the bloody gas pouring into his throat, pointed to Chu Xu, squeezed out word by word, and his fingers were shaking.
"I'll tell him." Chu Xu was not afraid at the bottom of his heart, because he knew that he wouldn't let go anyway, and he knew that Jing Bai wouldn't either. He was just caught off guard and was hit. It was really hard to calm down. Chu Xu rolled his throat and whispered to the boy, "I happen to have something I've always wanted to say."
"Chu Xu." the young man's attitude is always calm and quiet. Even his eyes are cold with winter broken snow. He is very calm and his thinking is very clear. He has only one idea: "come out when he's finished."
His eyes were deep, reflecting Chu Xu's eyebrows, like the last burning light in the abyss.
Chu Xu stared at him and said, "OK."
When Chu Xu went to the study, the young man leaned quietly and silently against the sofa, as if he had returned to his original appearance, with a cold depression and sharp edges.
He knows that some words can only be said by Chu Xu. His presence in front of Chu xiumao will only make Chu xiumao more angry.
He has nothing. This worldly fetter can turn his back on everything and care nothing.
Chu Xu is different from him. Chu Xu has a family, friends and many friends.
But he could catch only so much, leaving only a Chu thread.
It was he who pulled Chu Xu to this road, whether selfish or despicable.
Even if it was a robbery, he would rob Chu Xu from anyone.
…
Chu xiumao never thought of it in his life.
He didn't even dare to think about what he had just seen.
What is this?
How could it be Jing Bai.
Why.
Chu xiumao wanted to question Chu Xu hysterically, but he was too tired to say a word. When he saw Chu Xu's face, he vaguely remembered his childish appearance when he was a child.
Since when,
It's like this.
Go farther and farther.
Even his own father can't see through it.
thousands and thousands of words,
Finally, it turned into only one sentence.
"Why?"
Pale and tired, Chu xiumao didn't even know what else he could say at this moment.
He has been carefully maintaining the relationship with Chu Xu. In those years, he was confused, but he has made a mistake. He can't solve the knot in Chu Xu's heart all his life, so he has been very guilty and wants to make up for it, but he can't give anything else except money.
Over the past year, he knew that Chu Xu was slowly getting better. When he first knew that Chu Xu passed the exam, no one knew his surprise. On the night of waiting for the college entrance examination results, he couldn't sleep all night.
Sadly,
As a father, he didn't even know as much as the friends around Chu Xu.
Chu Xu stood for a long time. He was thin and straight. The sunlight outside the window was cut into countless pieces and reflected into his eyes. For the first time, he spoke face to face with Chu xiumao so calmly, "do you know how I spent this year?"
Chu xiumao subconsciously clenched his hand.
"I study hard every day at two o'clock in the morning, not to test Tsinghua." Chu Xu smiled, word by word, in a firm tone: "it's to test Tsinghua with him."
Chu xiumao was shocked and his heart twitched.
He didn't know what Chu Xu had experienced in a year from handing in the white paper to 710 points, but everyone knew how much effort it would take.
But Chu Xu told him now.
All this hard work is for another person.
"If there is no Jingbai, it doesn't matter that your son may finally rot into mud." Chu Xu narrowed his eyes and thought of the heavy rain at the funeral, the summer a year ago, and the scene when he first saw Jingbai. He could face it calmly. He chose a person so firmly for the first time. He said a word like a mockery of himself.
It sounds neither light nor heavy, neither painful nor itchy, but it hurts when it hits Chu xiumao's heart.
"Must it be him?" Chu xiumao finally couldn't help asking. He didn't understand that Chu Xu cared so much about things that year and had such an unbearable relationship. How could Chu Xu accept it.