Perhaps this was the first time that arrow began to see that slightly gloomy expression on the swordsman's face.
At this moment, the smile on Capone's face disappeared, and his face began to show some colors that made arrow feel afraid... He was very glad that Capone didn't stare at himself directly with this expression, otherwise, arrow was really afraid that he would immediately weaken his feet, and it would be very difficult to even stand here.
"So... Do you become a traitor because many questions cannot be explained from the Holy See?" Arrow swallowed a mouthful of water and said tentatively.
When he heard ello's question, the gloomy expression on Capone's face disappeared in an instant, returned to the previous gentle smile, and said slowly, "I know. In fact, I've always known this. "
"I'm afraid we humans can't solve all the problems we face now. Who can have the courage to say that he can understand all the problems in the world and give the most perfect solution in time when those problems arise? "
At this moment, ello didn't quite understand. He tilted his head: "so...?"
Capone glanced at tiramisu next to him and looked at the student. His eyes were full of tenderness. A moment later, he looked back and looked at ello again: "President ello, you can understand that when you have some ideas about some things and feel that the internal explanation of the Holy See can not answer your own questions, the so-called high priests and bishops all give you a sentence, 'this is the will of God, Just now we are stupid and can't understand God's noble decree for the time being. After such an answer, what kind of mood do I have? "
After thinking for a while, ello thought it was better to follow the words of the demon swordsman, and then said, "yes, this answer is indeed perfunctory."
But when arrow finished, Mr. Capone shook his head with a smile and said, "you don't have to follow me. Because at that time, my mood was' I see. I was too stupid, and there was no problem with God's will '. "
"Well..."
At that moment, arrow suddenly had a sense of frustration that he answered questions confidently, but he was directly poured with a basin of cold water.
For ello's slightly lost expression, Capone still smiled and said, "don't mind. If you still want to listen, I can go on."
"I was really thinking that I really couldn't answer those questions. Maybe I was too stupid to understand God's will. So I didn't think much, but continued to live like this. "
"But..."
Mr. Capone's mouth suddenly jerked, and a faint sneer was suddenly mixed with his gentle smile——
"A question can be explained by such an answer. But if the problems become more, what will happen? "
After a short pause, the swordsman seemed to want arrow to think for himself before he continued——
"Because the question in my heart has not been answered, I think I am stupid, so I try my best to hope that I can become smarter. However, with the passage of time, the problem in my heart not only failed to be explained, on the contrary, I had more problems. "
"I saw a lot of things and did a lot of things. Some of these things can be explained, but some things have become one problem after another and began to occupy my heart. "
"I was so tortured by these questions that I couldn't sleep. With these questions, I asked the high priest again."
"But perhaps the high priest I asked was also so stupid that he couldn't answer my question. I asked another high priest. "
"Before and after, I asked the five high priests, but their answers began to become contradictory and could not be logically consistent. I turned to ask the archbishop, but after listening to my question, the Archbishop answered me again with the answer "this is God's will. We mortals can't have the wisdom to understand God's will at present, so we need to continue to be pious."
At this, Mr. Capone paused again. He looked up at the sky and seemed to be thinking about something, but the sneer on the corner of his mouth became more obvious.
Arrow thought for a moment and said, "is it because you can't get an explanation that... You betrayed the Holy See?"
"What a pity, President arrow. You're wrong again. "
Capone seemed to like looking at ello's embarrassed appearance. Only when his eyes turned to the short president in front of him, the sneer on the corner of his mouth changed into that kind of gentle smile——
"I did not betray the Holy See of light. On the contrary, although I have many doubts in my heart, the return brought by the holy see is too rich, which makes me have no motivation to betray the Holy See. Before I joined the Holy See, although my family had some money, it could only be regarded as a better farmer after all. But after joining the Holy See, I got the land, houses, cattle and sheep distributed by the Holy See. The annual salary I can get after I get the title of Templar may be far more than you think. I have a noble position. I can follow a large number of squires in and out. So why should I give up these things and betray religion just because some problems can't be explained? "
"Well..."
Once again, arrow felt the burning pain on his face. This kind of phantom pain even made him cover his face involuntarily, feel the burning shame on his cheeks, and silently lower his head.
Regarding ello's shame, Capone smiled and said slowly, "but although I don't mean to betray religion, the Holy See seems to think there is something wrong with me. Simply put... It's' too many problems'. "
After arrow's face didn't burn so badly, Capone continued——
"I keep asking questions, but these questions can't get an accurate explanation. Although I still feel like staying in the Holy See, the high priests in the Holy See seem to begin to feel that I have gradually become an unstable factor. "
"Maybe it's to prevent my thoughts from spreading to more believers, so they began to gradually overhead my power. My Templar's name is still hanging, but I have fewer and fewer resources at my disposal, and my words are less and less powerful. Until the end, I was even persuaded by people in the Holy See to be idle in name, leaving only an empty name. "
"So what is faith?"
"At this moment, I finally began to think about this problem. Faith is not allowed to have any doubt? If I believe in the God of light, shouldn't I even have any questions? "
"No, in fact, the God of light has no problem. I believe that the great God is omniscient. As those high priests and archbishops said, his wisdom must be far beyond my understanding. But the problem is that the great God of light does not mean that the Holy See of light can well explain God's will. At least, they have not been able to give a reasonable explanation for what I have done for the God of light. "
"At this moment, I finally decided to leave the Holy See of light. Because I know that I have no way to find the answer to the question in the Holy See, I need to look elsewhere to find another way to understand the faith of the God of light. "
"It is precisely because of this that I was finally removed from the Holy See and listed as a traitor, which launched my so-called 'escape road'."
Arrow looked at Capone silently with mixed feelings, but he didn't know what to say for a moment.
However, Capone seemed very happy and even continued with a half joking tone: "in fact, my 'escape road' is not very difficult. My real estate and land were all there, and the Holy See didn't try very hard to attack me. President arrow, do you know why? "
Arrow looked down and soon understood the reason: "for the Holy See of light, Max Capone only needs the identity of a 'traitor'. Because he is a traitor, all his words and deeds can be regarded as the crazy words and deeds of a traitor. Judging from what you just said, the Holy See should judge that you do not have much physical threat to the Holy See. Your only threat is your "questioning thought". Therefore, as long as your "questioning thought" is understood by the ordinary people from the public opinion that you question the holy see because you are completely rebellious, then it is enough. In this case, it doesn't matter how sharp your question is and how impossible it is for the Holy See of light to answer. Because everyone believes that a traitor will question the Holy See, and the harm your 'thought' can cause will become very insignificant. "
Capone smiled and nodded, as if he appreciated arrow very much. At this time, his eyes involuntarily turned to the back of arrow. This sudden change in his eyes also made arrow aware of what happened behind him, but for the sake of fairness, he still didn't turn his head.
The next moment, he felt that his waist was obviously torn off at once, so he looked back.
"Hoo... Hoo... Hoo... I... The third game... I... Won!"
Cream's body fell to the ground, his right hand held the purse high in his hand, and his obviously out of breath face was full of fatigue, but he could not hide his joy of finally winning after doing his best.