My name is Daniu. I was born in a mountain village. I am the eldest in my family. I have two younger sisters below me.
On the day of the third sister's birth, grandma angrily threw her false teeth into the ladle and scolded my mother all day. The whole village preached that my mother was a witch who would not have a son. My mother is a weak person, she held the child crying on the Kang, crying all day.
One night before my mother was born, my grandmother gave me a glance and went out of the hospital.
I was burning a fire at home, and I was about to bring the porridge into my mother's house when my father and grandma, who didn't know where, tied me up.
I was sent to the lame old Zhang, who had the most sons and grandchildren in the village.
His family raises pigs. There is a smell of pig excrement all the year round. I can tell when I smell it on the Kang.
How many times I came back to pick up firewood and passed by their house. Every time he chased me with a stick, I was afraid to run home. I could still smell the strong smell of pouring excrement from a distance.
Through a wall, I could hear my dad outside.
"The eldest of my family is sixteen years old and can have children. I'm sure I'll give you another big fat boy, and I'll have one of your pigs at that time. "
The old man snorted, "well, it's a good deal for you to trade for other sons."
My father's words were like a whip dipped in salt water, which was drawn on my heart and stabbed me with colic.
Even though he has never given me any fatherly love in 16 years, I never thought he would do this to me. It's very common in our village that some men can't get a wife, so they just find a woman who can have a baby, take the baby away, and the woman continues to give it back to their family.
I struggled to untie the rope, but I couldn't find the head of the rope.
I was crying like a pig on the Kang, and my tears kept falling. Watching my dad walk out of the steps have become light, my heart despair to the extreme.
In the middle of the night, I had no strength to struggle, just lying on the Kang humming.
The old man came to me with a bowl of porridge and a steamed bread. The smiling face with yellow teeth was like a devil. He asked me, "big girl is hungry, have some"
I took a breath, "you untie it for me."
"Ha ha, what if you run away? You're going to give me a son."
"If I don't run, will you treat me well"
I'm not stupid. I know that I will be beaten if I'm stubborn. I have to be soft before I have a chance to escape.
After a while with the old man, he finally agreed to let me go. But who would have thought that those rough hands like firewood would come to take off my clothes and hold my body hard. They were so strong that they held me in their hands and pressed me to death. The pain hit me and my scream broke the whole night sky.
He usually has bad legs, but now he is very nimble. He turns around and rides on me. Then he takes off his pants and wants to push in.
"Ah, ah, ah! Help! Help! Ah, ah, ah I cry heartbroken, outside can not hear a response. Keep kicking and trying to get him off me.
He grabbed me like crazy, licked my face, bit my earlobe and yelled in my ear, "you shout, even if you shout through the sky, no one will come to save you. My mother-in-law died early. She hasn't touched a woman for more than ten years. You are so tender! "
He pressed me with one leg, and the other leg moved to the right, trying to break off my two legs.
I forced to close together is not to let him succeed, he is not convenient to ride on me, hands and feet forced a twist, simply turned me over, convenient for him to move.
When I turned back, I saw the porridge bowl he had just casually placed on the Kang. The porridge spilled out and the white rice grains stuck on the Kang, drowning two black chopsticks. As soon as my brain was hot, I started to copy the bowl and hit his head.
"Click!" A, this once swung past, perhaps is the strength is not big enough, he just askew body Leng Leng, as if there is no big problem, and then stood up and stretched out his hand to catch me.
I ducked under him.
But his pincer like slap swung towards me, and there was a "pa" sound. My skin and flesh on my back were burning with pain. Only after a short hesitation, he grabbed me back, put my body on my body again, and then hit me in the face again with that hand, "little bitch, dare to run"
I was dazzled by stars, and after a long time, I finally came back He realized that his clothes were torn and his chest was cold.
He was like crazy, grinning his big yellow teeth at me.
I was in a hurry. I picked up the bowl stubble and stabbed him in the face, again and again.
Bloody son splashed everywhere, I seemed to stab his eyes, he covered his eyes and killed a pig, and fell down with a thump.