Chapter 42

Although my brother-in-law's letters are mostly in English and some other languages, I can still understand the wedding invitation and wedding arrangements that have been sent for some time. It's like rows of spitting needles. Mercilessly into my heart.

That's the main reason why my grades have fallen.

He tricked me into saying that he would not make up with Xu Jiaojiao. They don't fit in. They don't get together. Breaking up is breaking up. There will be no result.

It's all a lie.

Now they're getting married.

Just the day before my birthday.

The church is near my former school.

I squatted at the door of the church and sat on my schoolbag. Gnawing at the bread. Drinking mineral water, looking at this symbol of sacred place. Imagine what that day will look like.

I know, I'm eighteen, once that day comes. I'm leaving Cho's house. Live your own life. I'm an adult, I'm no longer that little wretch hiding under Zhuofeng's wings.

Even though I don't want to leave him.

I was planning to go home when the sun fell on the Western Hills. The long figure behind me covered me.

I was a little cramped. I didn't know how to place my hands and feet when I saw him.

He just grabbed my hand. Ask me, "are you sad?"

I didn't say a word. Can be in the bottom of my heart has been loud roar up, I am sad. I'm sad, I want to break away or fight for something. But I

I don't deserve it!

"In fact, I have known for a long time, but the information is not accurate. So I didn't dare to tell you. You are stupid. "

He has reminded me many times that Zhuo Feng and I are not suitable.

But where can I think so much, I do not see the coffin does not shed tears.

"Gu Chengfeng, do you think I'm really stupid?"

I would rather I was really stupid, stupid do not know the taste of sorrow, do not know so many complex things.

Gu Chengfeng reluctantly took a deep breath and stood shoulder to shoulder with me. He seemed to be thin recently. His thin shoulder blades barely supported his thin shirt and outlined his thin figure. His hands have been very warm, like a heater, baking the palm and back of my hands.

"Well, silly, silly. In fact, I am more stupid than you, ah Come on, how can I help you? "

Ah?

I look at him in surprise, he wants to help me?

Can you help me take Zhuofeng?

But the only thing I can think of in my mind is the cooked rice.

I red face with him, Gu Chengfeng sneer, smile for a long time, smile of my hair.

"Yes, I'll help you. Grass, I'm so depressed. "

"Actually, it's just an idea. I know my brother-in-law and I are not suitable. Otherwise, I'll go back to the country. "

He turned his head and glared at me. "You dare, it's hell. What are you going to do? Besides, you've been to the countryside, haven't you seen it? There are no relatives. You can't go to the countryside if you want to leave Zhuofeng, but I know you don't want to go to my home. Let's go. I'm hungry. Don't eat bread all day. I'll take you to eat something delicious. "

When eating, Gu Chengfeng didn't drink a mouthful of wine.

I asked him not to say a word, drink too much lying on the table humming also don't know what to say.

I asked the waiter to help me lift him to the taxi and take him home. Uncle housekeeper glared at me and warned me, "you'd better not come here. Our young master shouldn't be in contact with you Zhuo's family. Go away, and don't come in the future."

Can't table house keep in touch with Gu family?

I said aloud, "but my brother-in-law is going to marry my sister. My brother-in-law is Zhuo Feng, and my sister is Xu Jiaojiao. Isn't Xu Jiaojiao a family man?"

“…… Yeah, that thing. Ah, it has nothing to do with taking care of the family. Go away quickly! "

What ah, I heard a while confused, ran home more think more wrong, finally knocked on the door of Zhuo Feng directly to ask.

Push open the door and see Zhuo Feng and Xu Jiaojiao sitting together.

At the moment when I pushed the door, Xu Jiaojiao's hand came out of a seat in Zhuo Feng's body.

I stood still, looking at it, as if I wanted to stare a hole in two people's bodies.

Xu Jiaojiao sent out a series of scornful sneers, stood up, walked up to me, looked down at me, "Zhuo Er, how can you be more impolite when you are older? Don't you know you have to knock when you come in?"

I didn't say a word, but the bottom of my heart has been yelling for countless times. If I come in and knock, can I still see you seducing Zhuo Feng like this?

I don't know when this idea started. I think it's her who seduces Zhuo Feng all the time. Zhuo Feng can't be separated from him. If the person who seduces me is me, can Zhuo Feng be with me honestly?

I looked down at the ground and saw her high-heeled shoes, bright enough to shine into people's faces, and saw the vague look of me.

She gently pushed me, "it's so late. I have something to discuss with your brother-in-law when you go back to bed."I looked down and asked, "is it about marriage?"

Xu Jiaojiao sneered, "yes, I didn't expect you to know about it. I don't blame you for knowing it. If you know it, you'll know it. I didn't intend to hide it from you. After we get married, we will send you to live in school. You are no longer young. There is no need to stay here. We will not give you less money and some things we need. Once you reach the age of 20, you can be sent abroad to study. At that time, you will only be given simple tuition and living expenses. As for other expenses, you can think of your own way! "

Xu Jiaojiao's two short sentences dominated everything for me. It seemed that I was a piece of paper in her pen, and she was free to control it.

I don't want to. I'm not happy. They never asked me what I thought and didn't consider my feelings. This is another time I talked back to Xu Jiaojiao. I looked up and said, "what if I don't agree?"

Xu Jiaojiao seems to have heard something very important. She is full of disbelief. She is carrying her arms and doesn't look at me. "Zhuo Er, you don't see what your identity is now. You are just a wild child who is not wanted by anyone on Zhuo Feng's registered permanent residence. Do we still adopt you for sin? What face do you have to ask us to do? Are you going to be a white eyed wolf

I didn't, I'm not a white eyed wolf, I don't want more, take it for me, I never want it if I don't give it, I know I shouldn't fight for more, but what I want is a tone of negotiation.

In fact, I would like to go out to work as a toy, but I would rather not go back to my hometown. I also have ideas. I'm a human, not an animal.

"Sister, I want to..."