I don't know how many times such hugs have been repeated in the past two years, but the meaning of each time is the same. Zhuo Feng is comforting me.
His language sometimes. In the face of me, it is particularly scarce. Most of the time, facing my loneliness and helplessness, he would hold me like this. Strength is not big, we hold each other tightly, I can hear his heartbeat. The sonorous and powerful sound is like beating a drum, which makes me feel at ease with you.
He's comforting me about being alone. Tell me I still have him.
But actually. I would like to tell him that his future. My position will gradually become less, or finally separated from the two places, even a phone can not communicate well.
I often think of it here. I would be sad and cold all over. Tears also gushed out, this should be how a sad thing.
Every time I hugged, I was calculating whether I would have less and less chance to hold him like this. There are Xu Jiaojiao and his children in his later arms. There are some of his friends, but not me.
I'm so sad.
Holding back tears. I forced myself to laugh, and pressed myself against his chest. Counting the powerful heartbeat.
For a moment, this rhythm will be sealed in my memory forever.
Five days later. I was sent to school by Zhuo Feng.
Although it's not far from home, I still insist on it.
I didn't move in the car. I asked the driver uncle to help me take my luggage to the dormitory in the school, and I sat next to him.
He didn't speak all the way. I can feel his reluctance.
It's almost time. The school is closing. I get up to get off.
He held me.
I looked up and looked him in the eye.
In an instant, my tears came down.
No matter what status he is with me, he has always been an indispensable part of my new life. It's like taking away my internal organs will make me lose my life.
He hugged me, his voice was a little hoarse, "don't make trouble in it, I will come to see you every week. Once you live in the school, you can't go out. You should know that the school has rules, you can't make trouble, you can't make trouble, you should study hard, especially... " After a pause, he sighed for a long time and then said, "you can't suffer losses. Anyone who bullies you will fight back. If something happens, I'll be there."
I burst into tears.
Standing in the school, we are separated by a big iron gate, as if separated by thousands of miles. I wave to him, but also to the beautiful past.
Goodbye, Zhuofeng.
Holding back my tears, I turned and ran to the school dormitory. After closing the door, I realized that there was another student in it.
She's American. She's Asian.
She looked at me and turned to read. We sat quietly in our seats, strange and alienated.
By the time the lights went out, she had already washed and went to bed. I was still sitting on the edge of the bed, leaning out of the window, longing to grow a pair of wings. I immediately flew back to live next to Zhuofeng, but
It's impossible.
"Well, don't you rest? If you don't have a rest, please go out. I'm going to have a rest. Please don't disturb others to have a rest, OK? "
I was stunned for a moment before I turned to see her. There was a luminous lantern hanging on her bed. Even if it was not plugged in, there was a slight light. The light was like a galaxy lying under the dark night sky, beautiful and pure.
I asked her, "what's your name? Will we be roommates in the future?"
She yawned. "My name is Anne. I can sleep, poor thing."
I tilted the corner of my mouth. Before I said my name, she turned over and ignored me.
I lost some of the drooping eyes, this new friend ceremony so hasty end.
I didn't fall asleep in the first half of the night, and I had a long nightmare in the second half of the night. I got up in the morning and looked at the time. It was past my class time.
The bed on the opposite side has been cleaned up for a long time, but I'm still in a mess.
I sit on the bed in a trance. I haven't recovered for a long time. Is this where I want to live for two years? Until I'm 20, am I going to be tied here like a pigeon?
Ah
Life is so sad.
Holding the books to the classroom, I was still in a daze and spent the morning in a trance. At noon, I followed my classmates to the canteen for dinner.
When I put down the rice plate, my plate was blocked by my hands. The plate fell to the ground askew and snapped all over. The plate was broken, and the white sports pants I put on were dyed yellow.
I frowned and looked up at the master with both hands. My heart jumped. It's really a narrow road.
Let's talk about it. Is this the relationship between Gu Chengfeng's ex girlfriend and his current girlfriend?
No, I'm not Gu Chengfeng's girlfriend at all, so with her It's purely personal.Zhuo Feng told me not to lose.
Of course I won't!
I picked up another plate in my hand and waved it to her head. Before I saw the plate falling on her face, I heard a series of screams. I didn't know where a crowd of people came from and pressed me to the ground.
It's the worst I've been beaten since the fight.
I can't see it's me in the mirror. I can't even describe my image.
However, the opposite of her is not much better.
I didn't know her real name until now. Her name was Gao Keke. Gu Chengfeng called her a nickname before.
The leader of the school called the parents of both sides. Her mother came to her home, but Xu Jiaojiao came to me.
Zhuofeng was on a business trip, and her family received a call from the school temporarily. At that time, Xu Jiaojiao was decorating a new house in Zhuofeng, so she came here.
When Xu Jiaojiao came, I knew that I was not only beaten for nothing, but also beaten by her. So when I saw her coming, I didn't say a word. No matter who was around me and what was said, I didn't say a word.
She negotiated with the school principal for a while, and then talked with Gao Keke's mother for a while, and they separated.
Xu Jiaojiao's high-heeled shoes clattered on the floor tiles, which shocked me.
I was thinking, my face is like this, if she still smokes me, which half of the face should she give her.
When I looked up, I saw her hand waving to my head.
I don't want to