Chapter 55

The trace in the center of his eyebrows is more heavy. He gives me a light look, turns his head and continues to look at the information in his hand and asks me. "What are you thinking about?"

I don't think so. I really feel that my brother-in-law doesn't care about me. I'm flustered.

I went up to him, grabbed the pen from his hand and held his hand. "Brother in law, go out with me. I'm going out for a break. It's too stuffy at home. You don't talk. Aunt also dare not speak, the driver uncle rarely came, I am very bored. I need you to be with me. "

He looked at me helplessly. Break your hands free. I was in a hurry. I held his hand and looked at him firmly.

He continued to look at me helplessly. After a while, he nodded and stood up. "Let's go. Let's go out for a walk."

He took out the clothes on the back of the chair. Get up and go outside.

I stood still at the table. He didn't hold my hand.

He didn't notice me until he reached the door. He turned and waved to me. "Come here, don't make trouble."

I laughed. Go after him and take his hand. His hands are still very hot, like a heater, even if the weather is cold, still can give me warmth.

"Brother in law, you are very busy recently." I asked him.

"Well, there's something wrong with the company recently. I'm neglecting you." He stopped to look at me, gently kneaded my head and went on.

I'm very happy. He is the one!

We walked down the corridor in the backyard for several times, but we didn't talk much, but his topic was all about me.

When we were about to go back, I still couldn't help asking him, "brother-in-law, is Jiaojiao's affair over?"

I stare at his face, observe his face, eager for him to calmly give me the answer.

He stopped, turned to look at me, then looked down at the ground, and said for a long time, "well, it's settled."

"Tell me."

He was in no hurry to speak.

I knew that he wanted to keep it from me. I asked, "brother-in-law, if you don't tell me, I will know, but what I know from others may not be true. You tell me the truth, I know Jiaojiao sister accident has nothing to do with you, I know, you tell me the specific

I hold his hand, very firm, for fear that he would suddenly let go, I left, but I want to get the answer, sure know everything.

He reached out and gently kneaded my head. After a long time, he said, "it's very complicated. You..."

I was a little angry, frowned and said, "brother-in-law, I'm nineteen, I know everything, you tell me, don't take me as a child, tell me."

“…… She was killed. "

Sure enough, Gu Chengfeng was right. Xu Jiaojiao was killed.

But at that time, there was an aunt at home. Although she sometimes had poor hearing and her eyes were dim, she couldn't know nothing at home.

Jiaojiao was wearing a wedding dress at that time, so much will not be found.

When we got home, it had been several hours since our brother-in-law and Jiaojiao left. During that time, they went out to do business. It didn't look like they were going to apply for the marriage certificate. What should they have discovered? What is it? Later, why did he go to the registry? At that time, how could my brother-in-law suddenly go back?

The more I thought about it, the more I felt it was wrong. I continued to ask, "brother-in-law, say, say, I want to know."

“…… In fact, marriage I don't agree, but I think she's right. We've been together for seven years, and I can't give her anything. She said she needed marriage, and only I could give it. She traded her marriage for home care, and I agreed. But later I knew that it was not so simple. I... "

His words were intermittently, and the expression on his face suddenly became gloomy. He remembered the bad past. He was innocent and was used by Xu Jiaojiao. After he found out, he left directly, but he didn't want Xu Jiaojiao to have an accident. Even if everyone blamed Yu Zhuofeng, I still believe he didn't cause it.

But he is also blaming himself.

I threw myself into his arms and held him tightly, "brother-in-law, I believe you, I believe you." I want to use my little power to give him the greatest encouragement, I can only do so much.

He froze, his body as stiff as wood. Push me away, some dodgy look at my eyes, "drow, you are still small, you Go back. I'll be here by myself. "

“……”

I stood still, holding on to his hand.

But he sighed very heavily, "drow, be obedient, you are still young."

I'm old enough to have children.

Ah, I regret it now. If I didn't screw it up at the beginning, I would have given birth to a baby for him!

"Brother in law, I, I Happy... "

My words suddenly stopped, looking at his sudden departure, I stood alone in the wind, lonely I was like a garbage bag abandoned by people, clattering in spite of the wind and rain.My last words in my mouth, in the face of the strong wind, came out after all, "I like you, Zhuofeng!"

But he couldn't hear it, or he didn't want to hear it at all.

His escape made me grow a piece of wild grass in my heart.

The next day, he told me to go to his study, put a thick book in front of me and said to me, "come back to me after reading it."

I don't understand. Look up at the words in the book. It's psychology.

I frown hard, "brother-in-law, I'm not sick. I know what I'm doing. I like..."

"Zhuo Er, you are still young. There are some things you can't tell by yourself."

I'm suffocating, "..." No more words.

He handed the book to me and continued to take out my report card. "I've been doing well recently, but why are the questions left blank?"

I bowed my head and said nothing.

He was angry and knocked on the table. "Talk."

"There's no need to do it after passing the pass line. If it's empty, it's empty!" I said angrily.

He was angry and frowned at me. "What's in it for you? The pass line is so important that you have to prove that you can do it all, not just for the score. "

I puffed my cheeks and said nothing.

He wanted to say something more, I snapped, "brother-in-law, I don't see psychology, it's really no good. You can take me to see a psychologist, or take me to a mental hospital, lock me up, prove that I'm sick."

He stood up angrily and walked in front of me several times before calming down his anger You are still young, the emotional thing is not so simple, you are still a child, some things you will be confused, I bring you back, not what you do, I hope you get better, study hard, these are good for you, don't you understand? "

How can I not understand it? Of course, learning knowledge is for my good. I can get closer to him with knowledge and get rid of the shadow of the past. But it has nothing to do with whether I like him or not.

"Brother in law, you'd better take me to the mental hospital. I just like you. You can't change it."

The first time I contradicted my brother-in-law, I even yelled at him and left by slamming the door.

He didn't catch up. I don't know if he would be more angry after he knew, or he had already started to plan his schedule and planned to take me to the mental hospital.

But I was very happy, yelled out, roared out, I was rightful, since then to face him, I no longer hide.

Gu Chengfeng always said that if you like a person, you have to be brave. I think it's time for me to be brave.

The next morning, Zhuo Feng still got up early, as if I didn't hear his confession. He continued to give me milk, bread and help me pack my schoolbag.

Since Xu Jiaojiao's accident, he no longer asked me to live in school. I enjoy his success. Even if he checks my homework like the director, I don't care.

He took care of me, sent me to school, took care of my food and daily life, and made me feel more satisfied.

My aunt always said that my brother-in-law is just like my mother.

I smile, but my mind is sweet.