Chapter 66

"Brother in law, I didn't drink, I just drank juice. I went to the party with my classmates. Hey, hey... " I looked up at him from his arms. He was looking down at me, looking more sleepy.

I'm a little confused

Looking at it, I can't help it. I want to kiss him.

He took a sudden step back. Release me. Directly avoid me, "Gu Chengfeng. Not with him? "

I was stunned and recovered for a long time.

His direct refusal made me feel frustrated.

I bowed my head and said nothing.

He went back to pour me water, and I got it. Touch his hand. He quickly took back his hand and continued to ask me, "did you fight with him? It's not very good recently. Isn't he used to living in his house? "

I stared at him, my head blank.

He added. "It's better than Gu Feng's family. Do you have all your things there? I remember that my aunt helped you to clean up a lot. Is that right? "

I'm still in a daze.

After a pause, he said. "Gu Chengfeng is good to you. In fact, he is also good. It's spoiled by the family. "

It seems that I suddenly understand his purpose of sending me to Gu Chengfeng's home.

He wanted to get rid of me, but he didn't know how to open his mouth and how to do it, so he gave me to Gu Chengfeng directly.

We all know that Gu Chengfeng likes me. There will be a lot of things he should take for granted when he sends me there. There will be a lot of unusual things, and even more unexpected things like raw rice cooking.

I take a deep breath, chest tightness, severe pain.

I frowned at him, and his evasive eyes said everything.

"Brother in law, do you think I will like Gu Chengfeng?"

He said nothing and turned to look away.

"Brother in law, did you decide this matter? Do you think so too? If you send me to Gu Chengfeng, I can leave you naturally, right? You're relieved to see me taken care of, aren't you? But have you ever thought about it? I don't like him. I don't need to be taken care of. I just, I just... " I just need your brother-in-law.

In the face of a somewhat alienated figure he gave me, my heart can no longer say.

"Brother in law, I know. It's not suitable for me to be with you. I know. I can live in school. I can have my own life, I can go out to work, I can even go to other places, why use this way? "

Once upon a time, I was used as a tool in the mountains. At that time, I was a tool for childbearing. I was despised by my family and missed by people in the village. Come out to him, still as a tool to stay. Now I'm no longer a tool, but I'm still sent as a tool.

I don't accept it.

"Brother in law, I'm human."

I tried to keep my emotions in check, but I was so excited that I shivered and howled, which I couldn't accept.

His back trembled with fright.

"Brother in law, I'd rather be a surrogate tool than a toy you sent out. I'm human, I'm human. "

At least having a baby can prove that I am a useful woman, not a ball kicked around.

I threw the cup in my hand and ran out.

Outside the wind is very strong, roaring and screaming, those cold wind beat on my body called incomparable pain. It's like the poisonous needle swish into my heart, and I'm in agony.

I am desperate to run, forward, only hope to be able to run out of the world I live in now.

I don't make a ball, I don't make a toy, I want to be a man.

Zhuo Feng suddenly appears, grabs me and looks down at me. My face is full of tears, heartrending scream, I will push him away, I want to escape.

But he held me to death. "Drow, stop it. It's not what you think. Be obedient and go back with me."

I don't, I don't go back. I'm redundant. I shouldn't show up. They all regard me as a tool. What's the use of keeping me?

"Brother in law, I like you, I admit, I know I can't get you, I'm nothing, I'm not worthy, but I'm human, I have feelings, I know a lot of truth, Gu Chengfeng is my classmate, is my friend, I can't with you, I can't with him? Brother in law, I'd rather you treat me as a surrogate tool than a redundant person who shouldn't appear. I know I don't deserve it. I know. I just want to stay with you. I don't want to force anything. I know everything. I... "

He held me in his arms and hugged me tightly. "Drow, listen, you are not a tool. You have never been. I was wrong about Xu Jiaojiao. I didn't find out in time. You're not a tool, you're my drow, you hear me? You are my drow. Don't make any noise. Don't make any more noise. "

"Brother in law, when Jiaojiao left me, I was thinking that even if I was a surrogate tool, I would do anything as long as I stayed and didn't dislike me. But I can't do anything right. Everyone thinks I'm a thorn in the eye. I don't want to, I don't want to. "I lay down in his arms, and my nose gushed out. I washed my face with tears and said stuffy words for a long time. I felt helpless because of the long time of depression and suffocation.

My birth doomed me to be a redundant person, so I have been very careful to do things, why still can't make people satisfied, why?

My brother-in-law hugged me tightly, as if to knead me into the body, "Zhuo Er, brother-in-law is wrong, everything is done by brother-in-law. You haven't left me for two years, but I still can't take care of you. I don't even know these words. I don't know all the time. "

"Brother in law, after you get engaged, send me to school. I know I can't leave, so I will become a white eyed wolf. I can't live up to your expectations, but I don't want to disturb your life. I'm not sensible, just don't despise me. "

"No one dislikes you. It's my fault. It's my fault. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. "

He slightly lowered his head, kissing my forehead, and smoothed the sharp thorn on the back of my back. "Listen, don't make trouble. It's not easy for me to feel so sad. Let's go back! "

I looked up at him, his appearance looked as sad as Gu Chengfeng I saw in the morning, and his frown was full of sadness. I reached out to smooth the mark on his eyebrows. "Brother in law, I'm sorry."

"Fool!" He grabbed my hand, barely laughing, curving fingers to wipe tears off my nose, pulling me back.

Now I noticed that he was wearing thin pajamas and his slippers were as dirty as mud.

Back in his office, I curled up on the sofa. He was sitting next to me, arms bent over his knees.

"Zhuo Er, many things are not hidden from you. I want you to study at ease. But I didn't expect that I didn't do well every time, which made you sad again and again. You have something to say to me, you know? "

I nodded, holding him to my warm water cup blowing, "brother-in-law, I have finished, there are some of my nonsense, you don't get angry."

"Silly boy." He turned around and rubbed my forehead again, breathing on my forehead. After a long time, he said, "Xu Jiaojiao's death is a great blow to you. I try not to mention it, but the past has happened, I think I think it's time for you to know something now. "

I was nervous, looked up at him, he was very sad, eyes did not focus at the distance, lost in thought.

I didn't disturb him, waiting for him to tell me the real reason.

After a long time, he said, "Xu Jiaojiao was strangled by her brother's people, but the murderer was not found. His brother was abroad, but there was no evidence when he found someone. This matter is hanging like this. It's a mess, you know. I thought I could give her not only feelings, but also marriage. In fact, she had a bad life, I know. But I Ah, it's very complicated to love someone. In the past, I would forgive her and connive at her. But in fact, it is because of my connivance that she will be more unscrupulous and even worse. This is how her feelings disappear. After her death, Gu family withdrew a lot of business, leaving only some assets on Gu Chengfeng's side, but this matter is not over. I've been looking for evidence, but it's hard to find. There are too many things on hand, and I've ignored you. I'm sorry

I shook my head, "brother-in-law, it doesn't matter to me. I know it. I know it. It's not your fault. It's the bad guys who killed Jiao Jiao."

Zhuo Feng took a breath again. He kept silent for a long time and said, "as long as you are good, I can do anything. I have nothing. Now it's just you. "

Coax!

My heart is beating like thunder. My heart, which is still cool just now, warms up instantly.