Chapter 83

Father's brutality, cousin's bravery, my Ruo Nuo and my mother's weeping and grandma's beating and scolding. I jumped out of my head. Those shocking pictures are flying in front of my eyes. It can't go away.

I remember hearing it the day before my father sold me. My cousin gave birth to a child, the first child is not the other man's. But my cousin never had a boyfriend. We are the only family in her world.

I think of my cousin's fury when my father pulled me and my cousin into the grass many times when he was a beast. She fought to protect me. Push me away, but I am pressed by my father.

I'm afraid to think about it. I'm shaking all over.

Tears ran down my cheeks. My back is cold, but I'm numb.

I shook my head in panic and asked Miss Li in disbelief. "Have you had three?"

Cousin now has three children, her fate is how miserable.

But what about me? I can't do anything.

"No, sister. Stop talking. How are you

I long for it to stay away from me. Now my father is gone. It doesn't matter whether you're dead or locked up. The important thing is that your cousin is very good. Still alive, with their own children. Live your own life.

She didn't want me to disturb her, just as I didn't want people from the past to disturb me. We should all have a new life of our own. A new life, a new future.

"Drow. I don't have to. I know things in the past have a great influence on you, but your cousin also said that she wants to see you. "

Cousin wants to see me?

No way!

When my cousin left, she yelled and told me not to go to her. She said that in the future, we should pretend we don't know each other, so that we can survive.

If I show up, how can my cousin face the past?

I don't believe it.

I shook my head and denied Miss Li's words, "I don't believe it, sister. I don't believe what you said, I don't believe it."

"Fool, how can you not believe it? What I said is true. Your cousin also said that if you can go to see her, you are still a family."

No way!

I resolutely deny that Li must be lying.

I panicked and hugged myself. I was scared.

My mind is full of those hard days and nights.

When my father is drunk, he will pull out the belt around his waist. No matter it's us or my mother, his hand has never been merciful. My cousin would lock me in her little room, and we would huddle together and cry, shaking to avoid the storm.

But you can't get away with it.

It hurts when the belt comes down!

The roar has been with me for many years.

Why do we have to face that time? Can't we forget it?

I assert that Miss Li is cheating me. What is her purpose?

"Sister, I don't believe it. You, you're lying. My cousin is fine. She doesn't want me to disturb her. Please don't say it. I beg you not to say it. "

Miss Li is reluctant to continue lobbying. She is like a bewitching witch, with ugly words popping out of her mouth smeared with pink lipstick, pounding on my heart one by one, "your cousin said that things before can't be forgotten, so it's better to face them directly. It's good for you all. She wants to see you, really."

I don't

I'm so excited and crying. I can't believe it's true. I don't believe it.

I pushed her away, but she was still sitting straight. The smiling face on her face was like a mask, and under the mask was an abominable face.

I really want to go up and tear her face open and crush it.

"Drow, don't be so excited. I'm just talking about the situation. You don't want to go. I didn't force you to go. Would you calm down?"

How can I be quiet? How can I be quiet?

She mercilessly stabbed me in the heart with a knife, opened the wound on my body, and those shocking stabs showed up, but also told me to calm down. How can I calm down? I can't calm down.

"You go, go!"

I don't want to see her face any more, no more.

I pushed her, I even tried to scratch her, and she stood still.

All of a sudden, the rice porridge on the table spilled down and buckled on her, and I was finally quiet.

At this time, the door opened and my brother-in-law came in with something

I carry a bowl of porridge and sprinkle it on Li's clothes and hair. She sat quietly, looking at me and Zhuo Feng.

I panicked.

Miss Li stood up, directly into the bathroom, I will panic bowl on the table, do not know how to explain.

It's true that I accidentally spilled the bowl when I was flustered just now, but I didn't sincerely want to buckle it on Miss Li.

I think my brother-in-law must have misunderstood.

But he didn't want to. He came up to me and helped me wipe my hand with a paper towel. He took off the towel and knocked on the door of the bathroom. When the door opened, there was a cry of missing Li inside.Zhuo Feng was stunned, and I was even more flustered.

"Brother in law, it's not me. I didn't. I didn't mean it."

"I know." Zhuo Feng's tone is light, can't hear any emotion, back to me, I can't see his expression at this time.

He went into the bathroom.

Through the half open door, I heard the voices of two people inside.

"Well, don't cry. Drow didn't mean it. Didn't it burn? I'll take you to dry cleaning. What do you want? OK, I'll buy it for you. Don't cry. "

I shrunk and hugged myself. In fact, the person who was wronged should be me, right?

But what can I say? Do I have to tell my brother-in-law Li Xiangxiang that I'm crazy because I can't accept what happened before? I don't want my brother-in-law to know that I haven't forgotten the past. I'm fine. I've always been fine.

Miss Li came out, still bright, just a big pool of water stains on his clothes. She was carrying the bag, still looking at me with a gentle smile, and said to me, "drow, I don't blame you. I'm not careful. Don't worry about it. I'll go back and change my clothes first. I'm afraid I won't be able to accompany you. If you still want to talk to me, another day! I'm going back to the company, OK? "

I Leng Leng, did not nod, just looking at her.

How many faces does she have to be unpredictable?

"You go back first. You change your clothes and go directly to the company. I'll take drow to check in the afternoon. If it's OK, we'll go back too. Don't come back. I'll go to my home and say, OK?" Zhuo Feng's tone is very light, like the warm wind outside, blowing on his face incomparably comfortable, but this tone is not to me.

Li Xiangxiang nodded to Zhuofeng, "OK, I know. I'll wait for you at home. Drow, I'll go first. Goodbye She waved her hand to me. When she turned around, the smile on her face flashed away. It was no longer as mild as before. It seemed that she suddenly turned into a strong wind and waves, and suddenly blew to her.

I took a deep breath and my heart trembled.

Zhuo Feng sat down, grabbed my hand and continued to clean it for me. He asked me, "how much did you eat and then spill it?"

Does Zhuo Feng really believe that I did it on purpose?

I asked him, "brother-in-law, I really didn't mean it. I just said something she shouldn't have said, so I was too excited. I didn't mean it. You know, I won't do such a thing. You believe me, don't you? "

"Well, I believe you. Don't take it to heart. Let's eat. Are you hungry? Bird's nest porridge can't be eaten at this time. If it's spilled, it's spilled. I bought you spareribs soup and soaked it with rice. It can restore your physical strength. "

It seems that my brother-in-law knows me best. He really believes that I didn't mean to. I nodded with a satisfied smile and wiped the tears off my face.

"Thank you, brother-in-law!"

"Silly girl!"

He helped me clean the tears on my face again, and suddenly he pulled me into his arms and hugged me tightly.