My heart suddenly a pain, as if by people with countless needles through the same, pain I walk a little faltering.
I almost ran away. Slam the door shut. Completely separated me from Zhuofeng's world.
My aunt sat on the sofa and looked at me. A sad face.
The housekeeper at the door of the room looked at me with a sad face.
They're adults. Come here. Naturally know my mood, also know my heart to Zhuofeng. But Zhuo Feng won't sympathize with me. Love me.
I don't want to tell them to see through my last bit of strength and squeeze a smile out of my tears. Say to them, "I went upstairs and went to sleep."
I thought I couldn't sleep. I didn't want to sleep until dark.
Look at the time and the milk by the bed. My aunt must have come to see me.
I took a sip of the milk. Some sweet, my aunt has always known my taste, I drink up. Move to the computer and continue to search for the math exercises I need on the Internet.
Once upon a time, my brother-in-law helped me copy exercises by hand. Or direct myself, but now I have only myself.
Gu Chengfeng told me that the information on the Internet is very extensive. Search out a search, there are many places to quickly solve the problem. I found a website, which are all kinds of college students or high school students interested in mathematics. Independently calculate some exercises, enthusiastic and responsible.
I met a person who often wandered in the forum in the corner. The net name is coffee beans.
The other party doesn't know whether it's a man or a woman, so he should be a clever boy. He helped me work out a math problem and asked me if I understood it. If I didn't understand, I could continue to ask him. I added his * * and then turned off the computer and went to bed directly.
In the early morning, Gu Chengfeng habitually asked me good morning, and then sent a self portrait of him sitting in the back of the car in a suit. But it was yesterday. The time difference between us is really a worldwide problem.
He specially waited for me to get up and send it to me. After two words, he lost his shadow and probably fell asleep.
I washed well and went to school to report with my book.
I don't want to see Zhuo Feng at the school gate.
I'm most familiar with his car. The driver's uncle habitually puts half an arm outside the window and waits for someone, holding a cigarette in his mouth. When he sees me, he vaguely recruits me. I didn't want to go there, but the driver's uncle has no grudge against me. I can't help saying hello.
I ran to the car, deliberately did not go to see the car, said directly to the driver uncle, "uncle, I saw you all the way, today I reported, reported the name to come out."
"Well, get in the car."
I looked at the silent Zhuofeng in the car and hesitated.
The driver's uncle gently pushed me, "come up, what did you eat in the morning? Zhuo didn't eat. I'll wait for you. "
In the morning, I ate the preserved egg and lean meat porridge made by my aunt and housekeeper uncle. I was not hungry at all. I refused directly, "uncle, I've eaten it. I'm going to school. Go and have dinner quickly!"
I'm just about to leave.
Zhuo Feng called out my name.
I had to stop and stand still, but my back seemed to have a pair of eyes, watching him get off the car and walk towards me a little bit.
His hand is still so warm, gently holding me, pulling me to the direction of the car, I was almost dragged past, unwilling to follow.
"What's your temper?" He asked me helplessly.
Sitting side by side in the back seat of the car, I deliberately left him a certain distance.
I didn't answer him.
Is this a tantrum? I'm sad. I want to leave him. Can't he see it?
"I know about Li Yan. It's not your fault. Auntie is very good with you. There are many things at home. "
It's a lot of people, isn't it?
Li's parents, together with Miss Li and Li Yan, are there any relatives of the Li family? Where's my room? Does Li Yan live?
Hum!
I gave him a look, but I didn't say a word. Anyway, I had nothing to say.
He continued, "it's not a long-term solution to live in Gu Chengfeng's place. When my aunt's injury is healed, she will come back."
What do you want to do, serve the Li family with your aunt, or continue to be bullied by Li Yan?
I'm not going to be bullied any more. I'm also a temperamental person.
I still ignored him.
Zhuo Feng also fell into silence, first sighed, then turned to see me, stretched out his hand, grabbed my shoulder and sent me to his arms, my heart began to thump.
I'm rejecting him now. I'm really rejecting him.
Don't want to, he buckles my back of the head, the voice is a little stuffy, from my head to upload, "you are stubborn, Li Yan this matter endure a bear to pass."
Why should I bear it?
Is it me who must suffer?
I've had enough.
I angrily pushed him away, staring at him, "Zhuo Feng, I'm not a child, I also have a temper. I'm not stubborn. She's wrong about that. She's sincere. She can hurt me, but she can't hurt my aunt. Auntie is innocent. Why should she endure? You think it's OK, but I don't think it's OK. You want me to bear, I can't. You can worry about the face of the Li family, but I can't. They have nothing to do with me, especially Li Yan. "If Xu Jiaojiao's death has something to do with Li Xiangxiang, this family is the culprit. Why did Li Xiangxiang call Zhuo Feng and why? There must be a reason.
Li Yan bullies me, but she still wants to bully her aunt. It's absolutely impossible.
Zhuo Feng doesn't help me speak. It's understandable that he is Miss Li's husband and the son-in-law of the Li family, but the Li family has nothing to do with me.
I angrily pushed the door open and ran out of the car. Without looking back, I entered the school.
I had come early, and there was no one in the school. After the report, I went to the classroom and sat down.
In fact, according to the normal age, I should be admitted to university now, but because I went to school late, I was one year older than the normal child, but here, I was still the one who was bullied. I thought my brother-in-law would help me, but now I don't even have the strongest backing. He's not my brother-in-law anymore. He's Li Yan's brother-in-law.
I want to cry on the table, but I don't have a tear.
Just sad in the heart, very painful, as if by people forcefully grasp out, still on the ground to crush the kind of.
At this point, the * * ring.
I thought it was Gu Chengfeng, still muttering about how he didn't sleep. He didn't want to be the problem solver he met on the Internet.
He sent me the names of some exercise books. One of them is from Zhuo Feng. I have read it several times. The rest are new books.
He told me, "these will help you with your exams."
I'm going to take part in the advanced mathematics competition. The exercises I'm doing now are only used in the competition. He is so good at mathematics that he must know.
I don't have much to say to strangers, so I just send an expression to express my thanks.
No, he has a lot of topics.
Asked if I was a freshman, I said no. Ask me if I'm interested in mathematics.
I thought about it and said, "maybe, I can find fun in math exercises."
He made a cartoon expression and then asked me, "my name is * * my name is Sean. How about you? "Lovely village girl?"
My * * name was changed by Gu Chengfeng. He always said that I dressed like a village girl, but it was lovely. I didn't change it. I replied to him, "I'm a junior in high school, my name is..." Hesitated again hesitated, I sent my name, "big girl."