Zhuo Feng's marriage has been postponed. According to her aunt, it's indefinite.
Because there is a contradiction between Zhuo Feng and Li Xiangxiang.
I ran to ask Zhuo Feng if it was because of me. He just stroked my forehead. He shook his head and said. "Just study."
I knew that he would hardly tell me anything about him.
"Zhuo Brother in law, you. Don't do it for me. I have my own life. I know we don't fit. I know we won't be together, so I've started to change my mind slowly. I just want you to be OK, you know? "
I said that they all have no confidence, compared with his marriage. I wish I was with her. Although I know how irrational it is to do so.
But he didn't say a word. He just took out the book the teacher gave me and poked a place with the pen in his hand. "It's not right here. Your teachers are careless sometimes. It's true that we need to focus on modification here, but it shouldn't be. Come and have a look. "
“…… Oh Actually, I want to say that Sean told me that question. When I came back, I plagiarized it to finish my homework. I haven't seen it yet.
I'll look down. It's not quite right. It's totally different from what I've learned. If I use it, the exam will give me a wrong judgment.
I corrected it in time. Zhuo Feng stayed by my side, occasionally looking at the information and occasionally coming to see me. I was too nervous.
I don't know if I haven't been together recently. I always feel that I'm far away from Zhuo Feng. He is no longer the brother-in-law I used to know, and I'm no longer the stupid bubbly Zhuo Er I used to be.
At night, lying in bed, Sean's * * arrived as scheduled. He would send me a math problem every day, but today he didn't, just a short greeting, "good evening, I'm sorry, there's something at home today, so I'm not in the mood to write math. Review yourself freely. See you tomorrow."
I replied to a simple greeting, but it was customary to ask questions, but I didn't have the slightest sincerity. I didn't want him to reply to me, "sorry, it's the situation at home. I'm a poor student, so many conditions are insufficient, especially the funds. I haven't got the scholarship for the time being, and the money for going out to work hasn't arrived yet. I'm afraid I won't be able to compete in a few days."
I understand this kind of mood. When I was in the countryside, I was eager to go to school. However, because my family was poor and my family preferred boys over girls, I didn't know what schooling was when I was 16 years old.
My brother-in-law always said that people should know how to cherish talents, so on the basis of supporting me, there are many poor students behind me. One of them, I have seen, is an accountant in his company. He has good ability, is serious and responsible, and has good people. My brother-in-law always said that his character is not wrong, so the money is worth spending, and it doesn't matter whether he will give back.
I think I can help him.
"Sean, I can help you."
“…… No, I'm just nagging. As you know, poor students are always out of group in the crowd. I'm no exception. Except on the Internet, I don't have any friends. I appreciate your help, but I can't accept it. I'm late and have a rest early. "
I also sent a lot, but he did not reply to me.
In the morning, I told my brother-in-law about it. He didn't say a word. He just turned back and gave me tens of thousands of yuan and told me, "you have the ability to control the money. As your scholarship today, I gave it to you."
I looked at the zeros and counted them. Finally, I directly transferred the money to Sean half. I didn't want to. He didn't accept it all the time. When he knew that the money had been returned, there was no news from him.
I've heard that many people can't bear to commit suicide because of poverty. The more they think about it, the more flustered they are. They have no choice but to ask the driver uncle to take me to Sean's University.
He has identity verification information on the forum. What he filled in is a freshman. He is in the Department of mathematics of a famous 211 university nearby. With this information and his name, he asked the driver uncle to take me to the office of the school. He knew it as soon as he asked.
Sean didn't go to school recently. The teacher is also looking for him. He can't get in touch with him at home. Now the teacher has called the police, but there's no news. He told me to go back and wait.
I was worried about it. I kept it in my heart for several days. Finally, after a phone call from Sean, it was confirmed that his mother died.
I also followed his voice choked for a long time, he said, "thank you, thank you, but I'm in a bad mood now, I don't think I can thank you face to face, I want to slow down, don't worry, you study well."
His voice is very Su, like a low baritone, which is totally different from the photos I saw. In the photos, he is a pretty boy, shorter than Gu Chengfeng. He is wearing washed and faded shirt and jeans, but he smiles very sunny, and there is infinite hope in his eyes.
He is totally different from Gu Chengfeng and my brother-in-law. His body is full of decadence, but he has a pair of eyes full of vision and vitality, which makes people ignore his suffering.
I suddenly want to get close to him. I'm a friend.
But my brother-in-law refused.
"It's dangerous. You're too young."I hate it when he says I'm younger. "Brother in law, where am I younger?"
Every time I ask Gu Chengfeng, he always looks at me with a smile and tells me that it's not small anywhere, but the chest hasn't developed yet.
But his brother-in-law said, "you are not mature enough. You are easy to believe people and will be cheated. I will make a decision after I have made a clear investigation."
I have no words, also really can't refute, brother-in-law's worry is I can't refuse, "OK!"
He suddenly breathed a sigh of frustration and gently rubbed my head. Recently, he didn't hold me. I don't know what it's like now, but I'm not in the mood to get close to him. I'd rather fight with Gu Chengfeng on the phone than get tired of him.
He noticed my mistake, looked at me, did not ask, just gently pushed me, "go upstairs to have a rest, I told you to come down for supper at night."
I Leng for a moment, ran up a few steps, turned back to him and said, "brother-in-law, Gu Chengfeng said that I always eat supper. It's not good for my appetite. I don't want to eat any more. I went to sleep."
He Leng in situ, has been watching me leave without any change.
I closed the door, my heart was thumping, but I didn't know that there was still the sound of hot milk tableware outside.
Ten in the middle of the night, I lie on the bed confused, feel someone coming in, Zhuo Feng is still habitually sitting beside my bed, back to me, don't know what to look at, very distracted.
In the past, I always used to hold his waist and hold him tightly, but now, I deliberately turn over to avoid him and give him a back.
He must have known I wasn't asleep, and he was asking me, "are you still in a temper?"
I ignored him.
"Miss Li won't come recently."
Does not mean that she has not come, unlimited extension of marriage, there is no accident suddenly married again?
It's not like I haven't changed my mind.
I'm still silent.
"I'm sorry, drow."
I was so stiff that I turned around in a daze. Why did he apologize to me.
"I'm sorry I've ignored you recently. I won't talk about it after I get married."
I look at his lonely back sad, always feel that he has great pain, but can't say, especially can't say to me.
"Brother in law!"
"Sleep, I'm here. Sleep at ease. I've been there all the time."
He got up and went to open the door. I called him, "brother-in-law, did Li Miss call you before you went to get married with Jiaojiao? Did Miss Li destroy you and Jiaojiao? "